Have arrived
i'm literally an angel bro idk if you could understand me. i have dreams of how college would have been with my current brain + looks + height. i have a concept of what life should be too elevated for soulless slayers like you
No point in wishing you were younger. Just do what you want to do now. You’ll look back at yourself in 5 years and think “why didn’t I do xyz when I was this age “
It's not really Age related. I feel like there Is a missing chapter in my college experience. The whole 1 year and half of master degree i spent It at home, i never saw my colleagues again except few of them in the last exam which was in presence, never saw my oneitis again. I had a very special bond with them, i never catched back that Moment and now i'm left behind, i still have to start my First internship because there isn't a day that goes by without thinking about my incomplete experience, i already feel like a Ghost in a sense. If i had done everything right and didn't stay home now i would have been on top, i Always was on top, it's Impossible to explain what happened to my brain, It rotted too much, the grades were too High compared to my bachelor and i started Flying in another dimension until i realized i missed out on the whole experience. All those girls on tinder and nightclubs mean jackshit to me, it's Impossible to explain but the girls that were in my class were special, i love them.
Oneitiscel yearning ass nigga
missing out on teen love is permanent mental stunting and causes numerous psychiatric problems
This Is not the point. I had 2 gfs in hs but they don't compare to intelligent girls from my college. Bear in mind that my college was live Harvard but for Italy, the concentration of High iqs was insane
I won't post on incel forums at that Age. If i didn't at least make It big in a corporate and married with an intelligent girl which i Will meet in a pub or smth i Will Just OD on drugs
HS was nothing because teachers were stupid and other ppl too but in college i fell in love, i fell in love with the atmosphere, i felt like i was in One of the important places of the world because culture was spread and professionals and teachers were created. I had a group of Friends which i could have interesting convos with, but i fucked up everything with them because i went insane, fucked up everything with the girls from my class, i literally had to destroy everything i had to make It where i am now in the emotional department. Now i'm a finished product with incomplete college experience Who can't focus properly because i Always think about that Deep down. My last Hope Is that i can create some sort of connection like this at work, feel part of something important again, and fall in love but this time without fucking up everything. Only @StreegeReturn can understand me we have an Heart too big for this fucking world and a brain too rotted but we want to be Better
May Allah make it easy for both of you ameen
Speaking from experience @Manchild
Yes. I also wasted my youth and university from age 15-24 i did fuck all and it haunted me
Thanks bro. I’ll ignore it and continue to rot
You can rot tbh just have a time set aside for it. Don’t go overboard.Thanks bro. I’ll ignore it and continue to rot
I grow most through hardship. I was robbed recently and went full detective, most productive I’ve been in a while tbh
Nah bro I use to want to rope to you’ll come out of itThe time span to be gl Is so short. I feel like i've increased my looks compared to my early 20s and still even if i could get to bang in my 30s i already look forward to the day i won't be able anymore to take good pics of me to look at for hours.
Indeed. Sometimes it is too much and scars too but overall it’s a good thing
