Sean o' Tist
DIAGNOSED WITH DEPRESSION
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I have to accept it.
Born an incel, staying an incel.
I dont want surgeries. Why would I? Just so I can ascend with some ltb at 28? No. Fuck, If I could Id have a family. I dont want to, I wont pass my ltn autistic genes on anyone, even if I could (which I probably will have the option to do so in my late 30s as my retdrdoofy father).
But I am almost 21. Does sex, on the rare occasion it happens, make me feel good even? Fuck no. I get stressed and then I get extremly depressed. Thats all its ever been. I need to find my peace with vidya and alcohol while my looksmatch is fucking rosters of HTNs and above every week.
But fuck. I want a family. I do want it. But I wont put myself through humilation ritual of having some bitch ass wife and passing my genetics to my kids. Never. Ill never be satisfied. But such is the fate of incel
Born an incel, staying an incel.
I dont want surgeries. Why would I? Just so I can ascend with some ltb at 28? No. Fuck, If I could Id have a family. I dont want to, I wont pass my ltn autistic genes on anyone, even if I could (which I probably will have the option to do so in my late 30s as my retdrdoofy father).
But I am almost 21. Does sex, on the rare occasion it happens, make me feel good even? Fuck no. I get stressed and then I get extremly depressed. Thats all its ever been. I need to find my peace with vidya and alcohol while my looksmatch is fucking rosters of HTNs and above every week.
But fuck. I want a family. I do want it. But I wont put myself through humilation ritual of having some bitch ass wife and passing my genetics to my kids. Never. Ill never be satisfied. But such is the fate of incel
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