Fuck my life

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Every day is so tiring, I do nothing all day or get geeked in my room alone. I have no one, i wake up , shower, go to school, get home and doomscroll then i go to sleep and the cycle repeat once again, i dont even eat anymore, i survive thanks to caffeine and nicotine, sometimes i self harm too because im a soy boy, I wish my brain would somehow eliminate emotions or suppress them in some way, i just hope i get some kind of arrhythmia and die because im too scared to rope