Deleted member 8244
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1st of all they started my childhood off by fighting, verbally. And making me fucking cry. And if I defended my dad (he is soy) then my mom would belittle me. So she basically made me a simp.
2nd off, if a girl did some thing mean to me, she’d blame it on my fault for not being nicer, even though I was already fucking abused from the lack of sleep.
then came the nutrition, my dad may have been soy, but at least he cooked meals at home getting me my proper nutrients. But as soon as we moved out my mom didn’t fucking make us dinner with meat and veggies, the majority of the meals was premade pizza.
then of course since I was in middle school at this point and moved away at the start of it. I was still depressed about having to start fresh, not like I even knew how to make friends because my parents fought so much as a kid making me sensitive to bullying, and not tough enough to engage in sports.
so I couldn’t play sports either, not like I could with my moms femcel men hating tendencies. Instead of being trad.
to sum up so far, I had no father figure (consistently present in my life), a femcel non trad mom who hates men and didn’t give me proper nutrition while I’m going to a brutal ghetto public school, as a chubby incel looking white kid.
keep in mind, my dad actually kept me and my brothers active as kids even if we didn’t play sports, the only thing we had was a Wii and we just rode scooters and hiked. But we lived in a shitty apartment in a shitty part of town, in a different state.
and yeah, combining these things, I was bullied by kids in middle school. My mom blamed all my problems on myself.
And of course all these things fucked up my development, until I went to a private highschool, and finally college. Where I’m free to eat healthy and go to the gym, but she and partially my dad ruined my childhood for not raising me the right way.
2nd off, if a girl did some thing mean to me, she’d blame it on my fault for not being nicer, even though I was already fucking abused from the lack of sleep.
then came the nutrition, my dad may have been soy, but at least he cooked meals at home getting me my proper nutrients. But as soon as we moved out my mom didn’t fucking make us dinner with meat and veggies, the majority of the meals was premade pizza.
then of course since I was in middle school at this point and moved away at the start of it. I was still depressed about having to start fresh, not like I even knew how to make friends because my parents fought so much as a kid making me sensitive to bullying, and not tough enough to engage in sports.
so I couldn’t play sports either, not like I could with my moms femcel men hating tendencies. Instead of being trad.
to sum up so far, I had no father figure (consistently present in my life), a femcel non trad mom who hates men and didn’t give me proper nutrition while I’m going to a brutal ghetto public school, as a chubby incel looking white kid.
keep in mind, my dad actually kept me and my brothers active as kids even if we didn’t play sports, the only thing we had was a Wii and we just rode scooters and hiked. But we lived in a shitty apartment in a shitty part of town, in a different state.
and yeah, combining these things, I was bullied by kids in middle school. My mom blamed all my problems on myself.
And of course all these things fucked up my development, until I went to a private highschool, and finally college. Where I’m free to eat healthy and go to the gym, but she and partially my dad ruined my childhood for not raising me the right way.
