Fuck my rotten life

[narkoman]

Instead of experiencing and improving my life and doing what I actually want to do... instead I am on the internet all fucking day in my room on my phone. This is so far from what I want. Years went by and I have nothing to share or have any memories or achievements. I turned fucking 21 a couple days ago. Even on here I get jealous of users who post updates irl and probably will leave all this shit behind soon. What is wrong with me? When will this curse end???

@nocajebudala @simematic

 

[truefoidslayerpqoqo]

Instead of experiencing and improving my life and doing what I actually want to do... instead I am on the internet all fucking day in my room on my phone. This is so far from what I want. Years went by and I have nothing to share or have any memories or achievements. I turned fucking 21 a couple days ago. Even on here I get jealous of users who post updates irl and probably will leave all this shit behind soon. What is wrong with me? When will this curse end???

@nocajebudala @simematic

Ngl lowkey sad

 

[mr.GeneralMayor]

PFP..

 

[Sceptical]

im also stuck in my own comfort zone

 

[Foreverbrad]

Never ends, the blackpill has more of a grip than anyone dares to think, even if you do everything you can like me… it’s still over.

 

[narkoman]

Ngl lowkey sad

ty i almost got noreply

im also stuck in my own comfort zone

Never ends, the blackpill has more of a grip than anyone dares to think, even if you do everything you can like me… it’s still over.

at least if i was a teenager it could probably be written off as something everyone goes thru. i am fucking 21 . bp never ends but youre supposed to bend it t oyour advantage

 

[narkoman]

pity bump

 

[Foreverbrad]

at least if i was a teenager it could probably be written off as something everyone goes thru. i am fucking 21 . bp never ends but youre supposed to bend it t oyour advantage

There is no advantage from being genetically shit.
I’m about to turn 33. Understand, it does not get better.
Ascend or die, that’s why you’re on here right?

 

[Sceptical]

ty i almost got noreply


at least if i was a teenager it could probably be written off as something everyone goes thru. i am fucking 21 . bp never ends but youre supposed to bend it t oyour advantage

can't use it for advantage unless you're in a good position in life. being blackpilled and ugly is just a suifuel acknowledgement that you live through every single day

 

[narkoman]

There is no advantage from being genetically shit.
I’m about to turn 33. Understand, it does not get better.
Ascend or die, that’s why you’re on here right?

can't use it for advantage unless you're in a good position in life. being blackpilled and ugly is just a suifuel acknowledgement that you live through every single day

worst part is i am genetically slightly above average and my failos can be fixed thru getting money for some surgeries... no fixing fucked up brain though, i cant do anything abt that. i am 6 foot tall

 

[Foreverbrad]

worst part is i am genetically slightly above average and my failos can be fixed thru getting money for some surgeries... no fixing fucked up brain though, i cant do anything abt that. i am 6 foot tall

If you need surgeries you’re not above average. Your brain is not fucked up at all, it’s actually functioning very well and pursuing maximum dopamine for minimum effort.

 

[narkoman]

If you need surgeries you’re not above average. Your brain is not fucked up at all, it’s actually functioning very well and pursuing maximum dopamine for minimum effort.

Bro youre in your 30s you said so I hope you understand unlike the kids here. I got graded severe depression that fluctuates between atypical and melancholic and ocd. this aint what im talking about some random lazy teenager going thru a phase. I want to do all the things that u mentioned. Btw I mean i dont need the expensive surgeries like bimax, genio etc.. just need some fillers and some eye surgeries and thats it. and a body surgery

 

[SpanishManlett]

Instead of experiencing and improving my life and doing what I actually want to do... instead I am on the internet all fucking day in my room on my phone. This is so far from what I want. Years went by and I have nothing to share or have any memories or achievements. I turned fucking 21 a couple days ago. Even on here I get jealous of users who post updates irl and probably will leave all this shit behind soon. What is wrong with me? When will this curse end???

@nocajebudala @simematic

Same thing, they only thing i can tell you is to keep fighting everyday to get nearer from where you want to be.

 

[ØUROBOROS]

Talking about this one?

 

[Foreverbrad]

Bro youre in your 30s you said so I hope you understand unlike the kids here. I got graded severe depression that fluctuates between atypical and melancholic and ocd. this aint what im talking about some random lazy teenager going thru a phase. I want to do all the things that u mentioned. Btw I mean i dont need the expensive surgeries like bimax, genio etc.. just need some fillers and some eye surgeries and thats it. and a body surgery

I don’t have personal experience of whether the inverse applies. I’m not sure looksmaxxing can overcome that type of thing.

I’ve seen it in foids, they manage to be depressed and suicidal despite getting any guy they want.

For my part I’ve always been rational and it’s just the shitty treatments that’s got me down over the years.

 

[narkoman]

Talking about this one?

yuh i didnt expect u to actually raed it lol

I don’t have personal experience of whether the inverse applies. I’m not sure looksmaxxing can overcome that type of thing.

I’ve seen it in foids, they manage to be depressed and suicidal despite getting any guy they want.

For my part I’ve always been rational and it’s just the shitty treatments that’s got me down over the years.

shitty treatments? wym? yeah this is my baseline functioning, it ocassionaly gets better but this is quickly shut down. yes looksmaxxing isnt the solution but it helps the physical and how i get treated actually by foids, people etc.. but doesnt improve my actual brain. dont know how im getting out of this tbh, tried a ton of meds and none improved my main symptoms of deprssion i am destined to be a alcoholic

 

[Foreverbrad]

shitty treatments? wym? yeah this is my baseline functioning, it ocassionaly gets better but this is quickly shut down. yes looksmaxxing isnt the solution but it helps the physical and how i get treated actually by foids, people etc.. but doesnt improve my actual brain. dont know how im getting out of this tbh, tried a ton of meds and none improved my main symptoms of deprssion i am destined to be a alcoholic

Being treated badly by everyone due to how I look and how I act because of how I’ve been treated because of how I look.

If alcohol helps then you can try using other GABA like pregabalin or gabapentin as a less unhealthy substitute.

 

[narkoman]

Being treated badly by everyone due to how I look and how I act because of how I’ve been treated because of how I look.

If alcohol helps then you can try using other GABA like pregabalin or gabapentin as a less unhealthy substitute.

never tried those but those just seem pretty mild, i do take benzos tho. you mean you act the way that makes people not treat you well because of prior treatment just off looks?

 

[ØUROBOROS]

Very sad reality it seems like I'm going on the same path I hope I will be successful in changing it I don't want to be in the same place in 5 years

 

[narkoman]

Very sad reality it seems like I'm going on the same path I hope I will be successful in changing it I don't want to be in the same place in 5 years

are u 16? dont ever do shit that will derail ur life thats how i got here and if u got mental conditions like me treat them on time before u waste years of your life doing nothing, literally

 

[g4rlic]

Instead of experiencing and improving my life and doing what I actually want to do... instead I am on the internet all fucking day in my room on my phone. This is so far from what I want. Years went by and I have nothing to share or have any memories or achievements. I turned fucking 21 a couple days ago. Even on here I get jealous of users who post updates irl and probably will leave all this shit behind soon. What is wrong with me? When will this curse end???

@nocajebudala @simematic

it never gets better

 

[Foreverbrad]

never tried those but those just seem pretty mild, i do take benzos tho. you mean you act the way that makes people not treat you well because of prior treatment just off looks?

I find them useful. Benzo just make me sleepy. The problem with all these drugs is that tolerance builds immediately. I can’t even use two days in one week without severely reduced effects.

I do believe if I had my current looks level my whole life that things might have turned out ok for me. But have so much trauma from earlier life that only way to overcome the ND of that is to be superlatively attractive.

 

[nocajebudala]

the change starts when you begin to change, the truth is we who are undesirable in some aspect have to work extra hard to start noticing some improvement

 

[ØUROBOROS]

are u 16? dont ever do shit that will derail ur life thats how i got here and if u got mental conditions like me treat them on time before u waste years of your life doing nothing, literally

I'm 15 and 9 months old I don't have any mental conditions as far as I know but who knows I live in Iraq even if I did I wouldn't know because there is no focus on mental health here at all I'm very very high inhibition especially around women I can't even look in the face of a woman that I find slightly attractive and overall my social skills are very very bad unless someone is obviously hostile towards me I don't really know how to act and have difficulties speaking to strangers but I still think I'm NT as far as I know all of that is because of environmental factors.

 

[narkoman]

I find them useful. Benzo just make me sleepy. The problem with all these drugs is that tolerance builds immediately. I can’t even use two days in one week without severely reduced effects.

I do believe if I had my current looks level my whole life that things might have turned out ok for me. But have so much trauma from earlier life that only way to overcome the ND of that is to be superlatively attractive.

yeah that most definitely takes its toll but i feel like u can reprogram that easily? what rating are u now and what are you gonna be after u ascend / do surgeries? should be pretty quick after fixing this. and yeah but benzos i dont use often i mostly mix them w alc

 

[dreamz]

Instead of experiencing and improving my life and doing what I actually want to do... instead I am on the internet all fucking day in my room on my phone. This is so far from what I want. Years went by and I have nothing to share or have any memories or achievements. I turned fucking 21 a couple days ago. Even on here I get jealous of users who post updates irl and probably will leave all this shit behind soon. What is wrong with me? When will this curse end???

@nocajebudala @simematic

It doesn’t get better huh?

 

[narkoman]

the change starts when you begin to change, the truth is we who are undesirable in some aspect have to work extra hard to start noticing some improvement

cant start the change no matter what, even if i did the process is so draining

I'm 15 and 9 months old I don't have any mental conditions as far as I know but who knows I live in Iraq even if I did I wouldn't know because there is no focus on mental health here at all I'm very very high inhibition especially around women I can't even look in the face of a woman that I find slightly attractive and overall my social skills are very very bad unless someone is obviously hostile towards me I don't really know how to act and have difficulties speaking to strangers but I still think I'm NT as far as I know all of that is because of environmental factors.

i feel like at that age u can very quickly get it sorted just with some time. i remember being that way too but it changes literally within a couple months, you just need some validation from girls, friends etc and u will get that f u focus on looksmaxxing for sure. its like ur whole brain reprograms, but dont think ur starting point is a handicap its a lot of people who get out of that rut especially at that age. this is what i thought back then and yeah u are nt that is just anxiety which can be easily done with. focus on improving yourself gym etc and think about ur future like university etc or whatever ur calling is

 

[ØUROBOROS]

cant start the change no matter what, even if i did the process is so draining

i feel like at that age u can very quickly get it sorted just with some time. i remember being that way too but it changes literally within a couple months, you just need some validation from girls, friends etc and u will get that f u focus on looksmaxxing for sure. its like ur whole brain reprograms, but dont think ur starting point is a handicap its a lot of people who get out of that rut especially at that age. this is what i thought back then and yeah u are nt that is just anxiety which can be easily done with. focus on improving yourself gym etc and think about ur future like university etc or whatever ur calling is

Thanks bro will do.