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Life is so unfulfilling without love. I feel empty every single day. I had a girlfriend for around 1 year. She broke up with me this year February 13, right before Valentine's Day. I had nothing left after that. I based all of my life and happiness with her and only her. I wake up every day now thinking about nothing but her. I see her at school in my dreams. She will never get out of my fucking head. I don't understand what is wrong with me. I turned depressed for around 2 months, feeling empty. I stopped eating, I lost weight and lost face fat. I started going to the gym and stuff like that. I even started microneedling and started taking GHK-Cu with that. After around the 2 month mark I learned that she had gotten a new boyfriend. At that point I was broken from the inside out. I really had nothing left in life. I learned stuff about them because my friend told me about them. To tell a little about myself, I am 6 feet 1 and her new boyfriend was around 5 feet 9. Not too long ago they broke up. It was right around when my school had a big party. She came up to me at this party. She asked me about how it has been. I really only gave her one word answers. It was kind of a shock that she came to me that way. The next day when I went to school she came up to me again, saying I look good and stuff like that. I really did not say anything back. I did say to her that if she wants to talk more in private she should text me. She said ok and the same day she texted me. We did not talk a lot but I did ask her some things like why she moved on so fast and why she came back. I did not buy her shit for a single second. She said I moved on fast because I wanted to think about something else but you. The same day we planned on meeting up at a coffee shop to grab a drink and talk a bit. But yesterday I went through my TikTok and I saw who had viewed my profile. One of them was her secret account. She had turned into a fucking whore. She was posting her body, talking about how she wanted to get fucked in the forest and something about consent not consent, that she wanted to be called a good kitten. The second I found out about her secret account, something broke inside of me. I looked at her a different way. She texted me, "What are you doing in my secret account?" I said, "Why would it be secret?" Because that is something she did not want me to see, but I wanted to see if she would own up to it. She kept playing dumb. I said let's go straight to the point, because if she wanted to post this kind of bullshit she could. But I would not stick around. I texted her yesterday. We should end it here. I don't understand why she would post that kind of stuff. I woke up today feeling more empty than ever. I really have nothing left in my life.
Sorry for my sloppy English, it's not my first language.
Sorry for my sloppy English, it's not my first language.