Fuck this world!

[Bewusst]

My living situation is so fucked up I have to drink .5-1 bottle of whisky a day just to get by. That's almost half of my TDEE. What in the hell have I done wrong to the world to constantly be put in the worst situations? I was doing great on OMAD getting extremely lean and then this. I swear to God, if alcohol had no calories, I'd set up an IV infusion with high proof booze and get hammered until this crap is finally over or I'm dead. I despise humanity with a passion!

 

[baby orc]

Keep swallowing estrogen water and having a defeatist mind set

 

[calzium]

Quit drinking

 

[Bewusst]

Keep swallowing estrogen water and having a defeatist mind set

Quit drinking

Easy to say while you sit in your comfy room at your parents' house in perfect health while every single day may be my last one. You haven't tasted hell on Earth yet and I truly hope you never will

 

[calzium]

Easy to say while you sit in your comfy room at your parents' house in perfect health while every single day may be my last one. You haven't tasted hell on Earth yet and I truly hope you never will

Dude i struggled with alcoholism for like 4 years

I know wut its like

I know tha struggle

quit for your own good m8

 

[baby orc]

Easy to say while you sit in your comfy room at your parents' house in perfect health while every single day may be my last one. You haven't tasted hell on Earth yet and I truly hope you never will

Cope as a non white that gets confused as currry by most people every day is a brutal war for me

 

[Bewusst]

Dude i struggled with alcoholism for like 4 years

I know wut its like

I know tha struggle

quit for your own good m8

I'm not even an alcoholic. I haven't had any alcohol for many months in 2020 with zero withdrawals despite drinking daily in moderation before and only a beer about once a week until I moved into this building three weeks ago. Alcohol doesn't change my situation in any way, it only eliminates the (more than justified) anxiety and makes me not worry about what might happen, even if I don't get to see another day. It just makes it easier to deal with the circumstances I can't change for the life of me. I'm not afraid of dying when I'm drunk enough

 

[Deleted member 13335]

Its over bro

 

[Deleted member 14139]

Easy to say while you sit in your comfy room at your parents' house in perfect health while every single day may be my last one. You haven't tasted hell on Earth yet and I truly hope you never will

Can you explain what's going on in your life? Is your life in danger or something?

 

[Bewusst]

Its over bro

I was doomed to failure from the start, despite higher than average discipline and stoic conditioning due to the endless hardships I've had to endure all my life

 

[randomvanish]

what's happening in your life ?

 

[Deleted member 13335]

I was doomed to failure from the start, despite higher than average discipline and stoic conditioning due to the endless hardships I've had to endure all my life

based I have the same feeling bro. We must stay strong. I cope hard. We will overcome this. I started smoking because of this too

 

[Bewusst]

Can you explain what's going on in your life? Is your life in danger or something?

I‘ve gone through and am still going through more shit than you could ever believe. And yes, it‘s a miracle I‘m still alive. That might change anytime tho so I live in constant uncertainty

 

[lasthope]

My living situation is so fucked up I have to drink .5-1 bottle of whisky a day just to get by. That's almost half of my TDEE. What in the hell have I done wrong to the world to constantly be put in the worst situations? I was doing great on OMAD getting extremely lean and then this. I swear to God, if alcohol had no calories, I'd set up an IV infusion with high proof booze and get hammered until this crap is finally over or I'm dead. I despise humanity with a passion!

what you have done wrong?
you injected botox

 

[lasthope]

I‘ve gone through and am still going through more shit than you could ever believe. And yes, it‘s a miracle I‘m still alive. That might change anytime tho so I live in constant uncertainty

srsly go to doc

 

[Bewusst]

what's happening in your life ?

Health problems to due to poor choices due to bad genetics, houseless, terrible living conditions. Awful combination

 

[randomvanish]

Health problems to due to poor choices due to bad genetics, houseless, terrible living conditions. Awful combination

wdym by choices? anything besides botox?

 

[Lihito]

Keep swallowing estrogen water and having a defeatist mind set

Jewpilled again

 

[Bewusst]

based I have the same feeling bro. We must stay strong. I cope hard. We will overcome this. I started smoking because of this too

Same here. Started smoking too many years ago because of all the pressure. Initially planned on only smoking a pack and that was supposed to be it but never stopped since

 

[Deleted member 13335]

I‘ve gone through and am still going through more shit than you could ever believe. And yes, it‘s a miracle I‘m still alive. That might change anytime tho so I live in constant uncertainty

Thats based I wonder how I still perform duties I have to perform. Before I always needed some motivation, but now I got discipline and work despite depression and tiredeness. I cant imagine how successful I would be if I got motivation like I used to have

 

[Deleted member 14139]

I‘ve gone through and am still going through more shit than you could ever believe. And yes, it‘s a miracle I‘m still alive. That might change anytime tho so I live in constant uncertainty

Cool story now fucking say what this is about. Maybe we can throw together a gofundme for you if your problem is money. Each user will chip in

 

[Bewusst]

Cool story now fucking say what this is about. Maybe we can throw together a gofundme for you if your problem is money. Each user will chip in

I really appreciate the offer but I won‘t accept donations. I haven‘t sunk this low yet

 

[Bewusst]

what you have done wrong?
you injected botox

That‘s one thing but my life was messed up even before, although I was in good physical health

 

[Dr. Greenberg]

You cry about your physical health and your solution is to drink a bottle of whisky a day?

What did I just read

 

[Bewusst]

You cry about your physical health and your solution is to drink a bottle of whisky a day?

What did I just read

As I said, alcohol doesn‘t solve any of my problems but it takes away the mental burden they impose temporarily