Fuck why am i like this.

[HurtfulVanity]

I notice I am so low energy when talking to people almost like they can just sense my true feelings. How can I fake high energy it seems impossible. I notice nt people doesnt even matter what they're saying or explaining. Also how are they so comfortable when t things get uncomfortable like if they are going a little to much into detail on something meaningless and talking far to long they manage to play it off so well while I am awkward. I fucking hate being like this damnit. I am far to much of a realist as well almost cynical.
I can kill the vibe so fast with my realism bring up their unrealistic expectations and I realize it right away which makes it worse cause then I feel like shit. I will say when I'm feeling good everything feels so easy tho I wish everyday was just like this just want to be happy sigh

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Cocaine max

 

[Pillarman]

coomercel symptoms

 

[BigBiceps]

Cocaine

 

[HurtfulVanity]

coomercel symptoms

I've been like this all my life I didn't coom till I was 13 my guy

 

[some1h0peless]

it must suck to be you OP, my condolences

 

[HurtfulVanity]

it must suck to be you OP, my condolences

Things go very ideally actually when my mental I'd good. I was getting cat called yesterday by group blonde of jbs. Knowing how I should be feeling just makes me feel more like shit I wish i could just live in ignorance to the things around me. Then I'd be happy

 

[millimitresss]

nofap

 

[HurtfulVanity]

nofap

This shit doesnt work. Making me more horny doesnt improve anything for me at all. I know this because if I'm feeling good mentally I have a Chad brain for short periods of time feeling super nt like I can do anything and this can happens at times even after fapping.

 

[some1h0peless]

Things go very ideally actually when my mental I'd good. I was getting cat called yesterday by group blonde of jbs. Knowing how I should be feeling just makes me feel more like shit I wish i could just live in ignorance to the things around me. Then I'd be happy

the pain must have been unbearable. little did you know your confidence would've sky rocketed if you approached them and definitely wouldn't even think about making this pointless and pathetic thread while you're laid up at their place feeling like a god. but of course that didn't happen. what a waste bro, you've just robbed yourself from getting the biggest dopamine of your life, and now you rot. safe to say it's over but i can't speak for your behalf, perhaps you can redeem yourself later.

 

[HurtfulVanity]

the pain must have been unbearable. little did you know your confidence would've sky rocketed if you approached them and definitely wouldn't even think about making this pointless and pathetic thread while you're laid up at their place feeling like a god. but of course that didn't happen, what a waste bro, you've just robbed yourself from getting the biggest dopamine of your life, and now you rot. safe to say it's over but i can't speak from your behalf, perhaps you can redeem yourself later.

Nigga I dont give a shit about that they just said hey your cute from across the store we were walking opposite ways what am I gonna do chase after them faggot. Lowest t thing you could do I just glared at them show them I notice you keep walking I'm not gonna bow the their meaningless existence.

 

[some1h0peless]

Nigga I dont give a shit about that they just said hey your cute from across the store we were walking opposite ways what am I gonna do chase after them faggot. Lowest t thing you could do I just glared at them show them I notice you keep walking I'm not gonna bow the their meaningless existence.

 

[HurtfulVanity]

Yes I feel much better now after this vent. Thanks for your help homie. They dont have a meaningless existence actually what I meant to say was why should attention to people who recieve it daily I dont think you're blackpilled enough

 

[some1h0peless]

Yes I feel much better now after this vent. Thanks for your help homie. They dont have a meaningless existence actually what I meant to say was why should attention to people who recieve it daily I dont think you're blackpilled enough

Oh good point! I didn't actually think of that of course I agree with you my bad that just completely flew over my head. I just thought your intentions was to get to sleep with them or something that's why I said that but on a real note, I hope the group of jbs you saw on the street yesterday get cancer and die.

 

[Deleted member 4797]

Try jogging daily for 15 mins

 

[Deleted member 5048]

Idk I’m the same