Fucked civilian girls but I am addicted to this Stacey bar girl now

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Posting here after a month I guess apart from my post explaining my absence. The last month was quite eventful. Also, I think it was one where I spent very little time on the internet and spent most of the time outside in a non sexually repressed country which usually isn't the case.

Update: Before starting I would just explain my situation in brief. I got a job in Malaysia as some of you know but I had also applied for a remote job at another company before starting there and I got an offer from them after spending like a week in Malaysia. I quit it asap (they didn't mind much). This new remote job has the perks of me working from anywhere, they don't give a shit. I don't have to go to office or care about getting early and the timings are very flexible. Not to mention the pay is more than double I was getting in Malaysia since this job is based in Hong Kong so they pay accordingly. So from a financial and life point this is big ascension as I can now travel wherever I want in a digital nomad fashion while getting paid. And it is 100x better than going to office every morning.

The last month I spent partly in Malaysia and partly in Thailand since Thailand is the closest country and Malaysia isn't that fun tbh and I wanted to celebrate this new job. So I decided to fly to Thailand after quitting my job. The new job starts from tomorrow and I would be working from home. I stayed in Thailand for 3 weeks.

I had already fucked like 40 hookers before last month but no civilians. That isn't the case now. I fucked two girls in Thailand from Tinder. One was 21 and the other was 25. Both were average looking. I messaged them to meet in the disco and I was surprised that they agreed to go to the room after partying. How did it feel? I have had amazing sex before with much better looking girls so it wasn't life changing. Also there wasn't much chemistry. Their English was bad and it was hard to communicate except for the most simple things. But I can at least say now that I'm not a virgin in this sense.

But even losing my non-hooker virginity got overshadowed by something else. And I am still trying to cope. After I fucked these girls and went on a date with one I got tired, all within 10 days (good enough for a non-white in Thailand). TBH I didn't get much satisfaction or pleasure from that. I think the biggest reason was the lack of chemistry. And also that the hookers I have fucked have always been very good looking compared to these average looking girls. I matched with many more girls but they were either not attractive enough or acted like they wanted LTR with a non-traveler so I didn't engage with them.

So for my last week, I decided to contact this bar girl I knew from a previous trip that I have written about earlier on incels site. She doesn't work in the bar now, probably started some day job, but the owner messaged her and she said she'd come to the bar the next day. About her: She is the best looking girl I have seen in Thailand. 10/10 face, 10/10 body. Light eyes, milky white skin and just oozes status and class. I always thought she is half white until she showed me pics of her parents who are both Thai. And she acts like she likes me, and is quite good at it. And when a girl like that does that there is no way I am refusing even if I know she's just acting. She is truly peak Thai girl. Mogs 99% Asian not just Thai girls that ever existed.

So I took her for a couple of days (on my last trip I just took her for the night) and I was blown away by how much the world suddenly changes when you're with such a girl. People treat you like the King of Thailand. Shopkeepers, Drivers, Cashiers, neighbors and even women. They treat you like you're chad. Always extra polite, lol. Guys are jealous and you can see. And women don't see you as a potential rapist lmao and talk to you randomly. And then comes the sex and everything with a peak Stacey. It is incomparable. I think the only thing that is better would be being a chad. Nothing else might beat that. Sorry but an average looking girl who loves you to death just can't do that. Looks truly are so powerful. And this was top 0.001% Thai girl. How will I cope without her? I am still trying to cope tbh. It is like you suddenly lose a superpower that you had.

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Future: My mental state is very good right now may be because I didn't spend a lot of time on forums so I might stick to that. I will start to travel more as I always wanted to do that. Now I have the money and time since no asking for leaves etc. I would focus on Instamaxxing and use my travel experiences for that. I would also gymmaxx as I feel it isn't a cope anymore and will also try to be more NT and social. I would try to to fuck girls and still see hookers. Most importantly I would try to find a good looking girlfriend.
 
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DIDNT READ BUT WELCOME BACK BRO :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic:
 
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@Zeta ascended
 
Tag me as well.
 
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Thanks.

Now for the reply.
So I took her for a couple of days (on my last trip I just took her for the night) and I was blown away by how much the world suddenly changes when you're with such a girl. People treat you like the King of Thailand. Shopkeepers, Drivers, Cashiers, neighbors and even women. They treat you like you're chad. Always extra polite, lol. Guys are jealous and you can see. And women don't see you as a potential rapist lmao and talk to you randomly. And then comes the sex and everything with a peak Stacey. It is incomparable. I think the only thing that is better would be being a chad. Nothing else might beat that. Sorry but an average looking girl who loves you to death just can't do that. Looks truly are so powerful. And this was top 0.001% Thai girl. How will I cope without her? I am still trying to cope tbh. It is like you suddenly lose a superpower that you had.
This is another blackpill.
Due to women being extremely selective. Especially good looking ones. People would think you have extremely high status, in which you were able to attract her.

More percieved smv = better treatment by people due to their lookist nature.
 
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Thanks.

Now for the reply.

This is another blackpill.
Due to women being extremely selective. Especially good looking ones. People would think you have extremely high status, in which you were able to attract her.

More percieved smv = better treatment by people due to their lookist nature.
Definitely. I need a trophy gf now.
 
Try vyvanse.
 
Not being mean srs.

You should not leave any thing to chance if you want to ascend.
They are low boyo. I need to start bodymaxxing and test maxxing now. My next foreign trip would be in June, still deciding the location. Need to look better before that.
 
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They are low boyo. I need to start bodymaxxing and test maxxing now. My next foreign trip would be in June, still deciding the location. Need to look better before that.
TRT can make a huge difference in looks.
And so does low bf.
 
TRT can make a huge difference in looks.
And so does low bf.
Legit asf tbh, the accelerated male pattern baldness from TRT does cause a huge difference in looks just not a good one.
 
Nah luckily I didn't lose my virginity to a hooker. But tbh before escortcelling I never knew that sex could be so exciting, and that I could fuck so gorgeous girls. That was one of my very first motivations to self-improvement. And now after fucking 200+ hookers I can barely enjoy the sex with regular girls. Having a gf or hooking up with random girls is more about validation than genuine sexual satisfaction to me ngl.
 
Legit asf tbh, the accelerated male pattern baldness from TRT does cause a huge difference in looks just not a good one.
This is not superphysiological ranges:dafuckfeels:
You need T to be absolutely zero to not have effects on hair.
 
This is fucking awesome bro. My general plan is to looksmax and moneymax now, and once I have a decent amount of money coming in passively (and leave my parents' house), I want to travel to different countries and experiment. Btw how old are you?
 
This is fucking awesome bro. My general plan is to looksmax and moneymax now, and once I have a decent amount of money coming in passively (and leave my parents' house), I want to travel to different countries and experiment. Btw how old are you?
It is great tbh man. I am 25 turning 26 soon. Travelling is a great cope. Just get a remote job ngl.
 
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Nah luckily I didn't lose my virginity to a hooker. But tbh before escortcelling I never knew that sex could be so exciting, and that I could fuck so gorgeous girls. That was one of my very first motivations to self-improvement. And now after fucking 200+ hookers I can barely enjoy the sex with regular girls. Having a gf or hooking up with random girls is more about validation than genuine sexual satisfaction to me ngl.
I can understand your situation but there are just too many variables at play to strictly say what will feel better. It is difficult to summarize my experience in words because my vocabulary isn't that good.
 
I can understand your situation but there are just too many variables at play to strictly say what will feel better. It is difficult to summarize my experience in words because my vocabulary isn't that good.
I think if you really care about sexual satisfaction then escortcelling is probably the only way to go, because hookers are not only attractive but also professional - they know how to make you high. Most regular girls can't, and I doubt regular Stacys can.

An optimal lifestyle for us would be fucking hot escorts for lust and dating average looking girls for love / emotional support. That's what foids do when dealing with chads and average guys. The difference is that they don't have to pay for sex, but that's exactly the curse of being born man.
 
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It is great tbh man. I am 25 turning 26 soon. Travelling is a great cope.
Are you mostly doing it alone or do you have a social group?

Just get a remote job ngl.
Bhai my goal is landing 1-2 solid jobs in my field (finance/accounting) and eventually apply for remote jobs. Even once I settle down with a wife (~30-32) I can still enjoy travelling and shit.
 
Are you mostly doing it alone or do you have a social group?


Bhai my goal is landing 1-2 solid jobs in my field (finance/accounting) and eventually apply for remote jobs. Even once I settle down with a wife (~30-32) I can still enjoy travelling and shit.
Alone man. I always travel alone. Nice, how old are you?
 
Vyvanse is the best amphetamine ngl, good for depression and attention problems. Fuck shit like SSRIs, do benzos and amphetamines.
ngl, I have to try some.
What is the difference from adderall?
 
Real question how would one find an escort that's pussy isn't
35872
 
21. Gonna escortcel soon I'm tired of this bs.
travel the world and escortcel but try to find a gf if possible. TBH the right kind of girl is too hard to find.
 
even shitskins can jbw max, jbw theory debunked
 
travel the world and escortcel but try to find a gf if possible. TBH the right kind of girl is too hard to find.
I think my mind has given up on that idea. I don't match with anyone, not interested in typical people's activities, I'll just do my own thing until I possibly do match with someone, if not I'll go find a wife in the middle east to start a family. Prob the best choice anyway...
 
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I think my mind has given up on that idea. I don't match with anyone, not interested in typical people's activities, I'll just do my own thing until I possibly do match with someone, if not I'll go find a wife in the middle east to start a family. Prob the best choice anyway...
I can relate. You're still young. Just studymaxx to get good grades and then good job. Money will make your life x100 times better.
 
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No fucking TL;DR?
 
@Coping @fobos
 
Posting here after a month I guess apart from my post explaining my absence. The last month was quite eventful. Also, I think it was one where I spent very little time on the internet and spent most of the time outside in a non sexually repressed country which usually isn't the case.

Update: Before starting I would just explain my situation in brief. I got a job in Malaysia as some of you know but I had also applied for a remote job at another company before starting there and I got an offer from them after spending like a week in Malaysia. I quit it asap (they didn't mind much). This new remote job has the perks of me working from anywhere, they don't give a shit. I don't have to go to office or care about getting early and the timings are very flexible. Not to mention the pay is more than double I was getting in Malaysia since this job is based in Hong Kong so they pay accordingly. So from a financial and life point this is big ascension as I can now travel wherever I want in a digital nomad fashion while getting paid. And it is 100x better than going to office every morning.

The last month I spent partly in Malaysia and partly in Thailand since Thailand is the closest country and Malaysia isn't that fun tbh and I wanted to celebrate this new job. So I decided to fly to Thailand after quitting my job. The new job starts from tomorrow and I would be working from home. I stayed in Thailand for 3 weeks.

I had already fucked like 40 hookers before last month but no civilians. That isn't the case now. I fucked two girls in Thailand from Tinder. One was 21 and the other was 25. Both were average looking. I messaged them to meet in the disco and I was surprised that they agreed to go to the room after partying. How did it feel? I have had amazing sex before with much better looking girls so it wasn't life changing. Also there wasn't much chemistry. Their English was bad and it was hard to communicate except for the most simple things. But I can at least say now that I'm not a virgin in this sense.

But even losing my non-hooker virginity got overshadowed by something else. And I am still trying to cope. After I fucked these girls and went on a date with one I got tired, all within 10 days (good enough for a non-white in Thailand). TBH I didn't get much satisfaction or pleasure from that. I think the biggest reason was the lack of chemistry. And also that the hookers I have fucked have always been very good looking compared to these average looking girls. I matched with many more girls but they were either not attractive enough or acted like they wanted LTR with a non-traveler so I didn't engage with them.

So for my last week, I decided to contact this bar girl I knew from a previous trip that I have written about earlier on incels site. She doesn't work in the bar now, probably started some day job, but the owner messaged her and she said she'd come to the bar the next day. About her: She is the best looking girl I have seen in Thailand. 10/10 face, 10/10 body. Light eyes, milky white skin and just oozes status and class. I always thought she is half white until she showed me pics of her parents who are both Thai. And she acts like she likes me, and is quite good at it. And when a girl like that does that there is no way I am refusing even if I know she's just acting. She is truly peak Thai girl. Mogs 99% Asian not just Thai girls that ever existed.

So I took her for a couple of days (on my last trip I just took her for the night) and I was blown away by how much the world suddenly changes when you're with such a girl. People treat you like the King of Thailand. Shopkeepers, Drivers, Cashiers, neighbors and even women. They treat you like you're chad. Always extra polite, lol. Guys are jealous and you can see. And women don't see you as a potential rapist lmao and talk to you randomly. And then comes the sex and everything with a peak Stacey. It is incomparable. I think the only thing that is better would be being a chad. Nothing else might beat that. Sorry but an average looking girl who loves you to death just can't do that. Looks truly are so powerful. And this was top 0.001% Thai girl. How will I cope without her? I am still trying to cope tbh. It is like you suddenly lose a superpower that you had.

========================================================================================================================

Future: My mental state is very good right now may be because I didn't spend a lot of time on forums so I might stick to that. I will start to travel more as I always wanted to do that. Now I have the money and time since no asking for leaves etc. I would focus on Instamaxxing and use my travel experiences for that. I would also gymmaxx as I feel it isn't a cope anymore and will also try to be more NT and social. I would try to to fuck girls and still see hookers. Most importantly I would try to find a good looking girlfriend.


I read all, good luck buddy
 
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