Fucking hate being emotionally attached to my ex

[niqqqsl]

I've been in contact with my ex for a while now and the reason why we broke up was because she wanted to "Experience life and try things with different guys", which at that point literally broke my perception of women, it was literally a perfect relationship until out of nowhere it wasnt. She left our country to go to berlin where she was going to "Study" and the first thing she started doing was being a hoe and telling me about it (This was 2 months after our breakup, and we started talking again bcs she told me she really liked me and wanted to try things again but slowly). Also, The reason why I've been in contact with her its because her family (which is very privileged), paid for my whole HS tuiton, and I've always felt like I owe them so much while also being attracted to her daughter.

The point to this whole bit, is that last night we were talking normally because she came back to the country and dropped out of school, and I asked her if she wanted to try things with me again or what was the reason for her to text me, and then she starts explaining that she would like to do it, but she has fomo on her youth (Literally said that). She also mentions this guy which she had something going on there, and I had the great idea of asking her how good looking was him compared to me. Worst decision ever, she didnt even say a rating or anything, it was 'I dont want you to feel bad'. What the fuck does that mean, Im insecure about my looks, but im not that ugly. I've literally been improving myself to a point where even her friends/family say that I am unrecognizable, they also say that I was and I will always be the best guy that she will ever date with. And she's not even perfect looking, I dont know why but I feel so attracted to her and I still like her after all the stuff that she has told me about, and I fucking hate it so much. I literally did her whole college essay and she got accepted, helped her with paperwork, always been there for her in her lowest, improved my looks so much just for her to see that I was better. And still its not enough, and even after writing all this and knowing it. I still like her. She literally is looking for a millionaire Chad which she can be casual with and also be casual with me at the same time. I have so much fucking hate for the way my brain works, I just really wish all the memories of her would disappear from my mind.

 

[EthnicBvll]

I've been in contact with my ex for a while now and the reason why we broke up was because she wanted to "Experience life and try things with different guys", which at that point literally broke my perception of women, it was literally a perfect relationship until out of nowhere it wasnt. She left our country to go to berlin where she was going to "Study" and the first thing she started doing was being a hoe and telling me about it (This was 2 months after our breakup, and we started talking again bcs she told me she really liked me and wanted to try things again but slowly). Also, The reason why I've been in contact with her its because her family (which is very privileged), paid for my whole HS tuiton, and I've always felt like I owe them so much while also being attracted to her daughter.

The point to this whole bit, is that last night we were talking normally because she came back to the country and dropped out of school, and I asked her if she wanted to try things with me again or what was the reason for her to text me, and then she starts explaining that she would like to do it, but she has fomo on her youth (Literally said that). She also mentions this guy which she had something going on there, and I had the great idea of asking her how good looking was him compared to me. Worst decision ever, she didnt even say a rating or anything, it was 'I dont want you to feel bad'. What the fuck does that mean, Im insecure about my looks, but im not that ugly. I've literally been improving myself to a point where even her friends/family say that I am unrecognizable, they also say that I was and I will always be the best guy that she will ever date with. And she's not even perfect looking, I dont know why but I feel so attracted to her and I still like her after all the stuff that she has told me about, and I fucking hate it so much. I literally did her whole college essay and she got accepted, helped her with paperwork, always been there for her in her lowest, improved my looks so much just for her to see that I was better. And still its not enough, and even after writing all this and knowing it. I still like her. She literally is looking for a millionaire Chad which she can be casual with and also be casual with me at the same time. I have so much fucking hate for the way my brain works, I just really wish all the memories of her would disappear from my mind.

dnr
how you even attached to your ex dude
even if i had a gf i broke up w after 5 years i prolly wouldnt care
i cant even imagine caring

 

[iamnotgrayipromise]

dnr
how you even attached to your ex dude
even if i had a gf i broke up w after 5 years i prolly wouldnt care
i cant even imagine caring

you have never had a girlfriend nigga so you cant even judge him

 

[spazdex]

I've been in contact with my ex for a while now and the reason why we broke up was because she wanted to "Experience life and try things with different guys", which at that point literally broke my perception of women, it was literally a perfect relationship until out of nowhere it wasnt. She left our country to go to berlin where she was going to "Study" and the first thing she started doing was being a hoe and telling me about it (This was 2 months after our breakup, and we started talking again bcs she told me she really liked me and wanted to try things again but slowly). Also, The reason why I've been in contact with her its because her family (which is very privileged), paid for my whole HS tuiton, and I've always felt like I owe them so much while also being attracted to her daughter.

The point to this whole bit, is that last night we were talking normally because she came back to the country and dropped out of school, and I asked her if she wanted to try things with me again or what was the reason for her to text me, and then she starts explaining that she would like to do it, but she has fomo on her youth (Literally said that). She also mentions this guy which she had something going on there, and I had the great idea of asking her how good looking was him compared to me. Worst decision ever, she didnt even say a rating or anything, it was 'I dont want you to feel bad'. What the fuck does that mean, Im insecure about my looks, but im not that ugly. I've literally been improving myself to a point where even her friends/family say that I am unrecognizable, they also say that I was and I will always be the best guy that she will ever date with. And she's not even perfect looking, I dont know why but I feel so attracted to her and I still like her after all the stuff that she has told me about, and I fucking hate it so much. I literally did her whole college essay and she got accepted, helped her with paperwork, always been there for her in her lowest, improved my looks so much just for her to see that I was better. And still its not enough, and even after writing all this and knowing it. I still like her. She literally is looking for a millionaire Chad which she can be casual with and also be casual with me at the same time. I have so much fucking hate for the way my brain works, I just really wish all the memories of her would disappear from my mind.

Stop being in contact with her block her on everything take 400 mg of ashwagandha and go to a regular gym or boxing gym
Rep

 

[hollywoodngl]

bro just walk away man.

she straight up told you she wants to "experience life" and try other guys, then hit you with the "I don't want you to feel bad" about that dude in Berlin. that's her way of saying he was better without saying it.

she's keeping you around as the safe, familiar option while she figures out what she really wants.

you've done a ton for her: helped with school, been there through everything, and even leveled up your looks big time. her family and friends see it, but she's still not fully in. that sucks, and it's okay to feel hurt and frustrated.

but staying in this back-and-forth is just gonna keep draining you.
cut contact for a while.
block or mute her so you can actually heal.
delete the old chats and pics if you need to.

it's gonna feel rough at first, but you've already shown you can improve yourself - keep doing that for you, not for her. go talk to other girls, focus on your own life, and give yourself space to move on.

 

[needlemax]

I've been in contact with my ex for a while now and the reason why we broke up was because she wanted to "Experience life and try things with different guys", which at that point literally broke my perception of women, it was literally a perfect relationship until out of nowhere it wasnt. She left our country to go to berlin where she was going to "Study" and the first thing she started doing was being a hoe and telling me about it (This was 2 months after our breakup, and we started talking again bcs she told me she really liked me and wanted to try things again but slowly). Also, The reason why I've been in contact with her its because her family (which is very privileged), paid for my whole HS tuiton, and I've always felt like I owe them so much while also being attracted to her daughter.

The point to this whole bit, is that last night we were talking normally because she came back to the country and dropped out of school, and I asked her if she wanted to try things with me again or what was the reason for her to text me, and then she starts explaining that she would like to do it, but she has fomo on her youth (Literally said that). She also mentions this guy which she had something going on there, and I had the great idea of asking her how good looking was him compared to me. Worst decision ever, she didnt even say a rating or anything, it was 'I dont want you to feel bad'. What the fuck does that mean, Im insecure about my looks, but im not that ugly. I've literally been improving myself to a point where even her friends/family say that I am unrecognizable, they also say that I was and I will always be the best guy that she will ever date with. And she's not even perfect looking, I dont know why but I feel so attracted to her and I still like her after all the stuff that she has told me about, and I fucking hate it so much. I literally did her whole college essay and she got accepted, helped her with paperwork, always been there for her in her lowest, improved my looks so much just for her to see that I was better. And still its not enough, and even after writing all this and knowing it. I still like her. She literally is looking for a millionaire Chad which she can be casual with and also be casual with me at the same time. I have so much fucking hate for the way my brain works, I just really wish all the memories of her would disappear from my mind.

stop acting so attached to her bro, when people become very clearly into someone it makes the person there into not attracted/much less attracted to them

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

millionaire Chad

dont exist

 

[Thief]

Does your name start with a D?

 

[niqqqsl]

Stop being in contact with her block her on everything take 400 mg of ashwagandha and go to a regular gym or boxing gym
Rep

Will

 

[niqqqsl]

bro just walk away man.

she straight up told you she wants to "experience life" and try other guys, then hit you with the "I don't want you to feel bad" about that dude in Berlin. that's her way of saying he was better without saying it.

she's keeping you around as the safe, familiar option while she figures out what she really wants.

you've done a ton for her: helped with school, been there through everything, and even leveled up your looks big time. her family and friends see it, but she's still not fully in. that sucks, and it's okay to feel hurt and frustrated.

but staying in this back-and-forth is just gonna keep draining you.
cut contact for a while.
block or mute her so you can actually heal.
delete the old chats and pics if you need to.

it's gonna feel rough at first, but you've already shown you can improve yourself - keep doing that for you, not for her. go talk to other girls, focus on your own life, and give yourself space to move on.

Yea this makes sense, I just dont know why I still feel like I owe her so much

 

[niqqqsl]

Does your name start with a D?

No

 

[nwed]

I've been in contact with my ex for a while now and the reason why we broke up was because she wanted to "Experience life and try things with different guys", which at that point literally broke my perception of women, it was literally a perfect relationship until out of nowhere it wasnt. She left our country to go to berlin where she was going to "Study" and the first thing she started doing was being a hoe and telling me about it (This was 2 months after our breakup, and we started talking again bcs she told me she really liked me and wanted to try things again but slowly). Also, The reason why I've been in contact with her its because her family (which is very privileged), paid for my whole HS tuiton, and I've always felt like I owe them so much while also being attracted to her daughter.

The point to this whole bit, is that last night we were talking normally because she came back to the country and dropped out of school, and I asked her if she wanted to try things with me again or what was the reason for her to text me, and then she starts explaining that she would like to do it, but she has fomo on her youth (Literally said that). She also mentions this guy which she had something going on there, and I had the great idea of asking her how good looking was him compared to me. Worst decision ever, she didnt even say a rating or anything, it was 'I dont want you to feel bad'. What the fuck does that mean, Im insecure about my looks, but im not that ugly. I've literally been improving myself to a point where even her friends/family say that I am unrecognizable, they also say that I was and I will always be the best guy that she will ever date with. And she's not even perfect looking, I dont know why but I feel so attracted to her and I still like her after all the stuff that she has told me about, and I fucking hate it so much. I literally did her whole college essay and she got accepted, helped her with paperwork, always been there for her in her lowest, improved my looks so much just for her to see that I was better. And still its not enough, and even after writing all this and knowing it. I still like her. She literally is looking for a millionaire Chad which she can be casual with and also be casual with me at the same time. I have so much fucking hate for the way my brain works, I just really wish all the memories of her would disappear from my mind.

dnr tales from thailand nigger

 

[AtrophicPyra]

I've been in contact with my ex for a while now and the reason why we broke up was because she wanted to "Experience life and try things with different guys", which at that point literally broke my perception of women, it was literally a perfect relationship until out of nowhere it wasnt. She left our country to go to berlin where she was going to "Study" and the first thing she started doing was being a hoe and telling me about it (This was 2 months after our breakup, and we started talking again bcs she told me she really liked me and wanted to try things again but slowly). Also, The reason why I've been in contact with her its because her family (which is very privileged), paid for my whole HS tuiton, and I've always felt like I owe them so much while also being attracted to her daughter.

The point to this whole bit, is that last night we were talking normally because she came back to the country and dropped out of school, and I asked her if she wanted to try things with me again or what was the reason for her to text me, and then she starts explaining that she would like to do it, but she has fomo on her youth (Literally said that). She also mentions this guy which she had something going on there, and I had the great idea of asking her how good looking was him compared to me. Worst decision ever, she didnt even say a rating or anything, it was 'I dont want you to feel bad'. What the fuck does that mean, Im insecure about my looks, but im not that ugly. I've literally been improving myself to a point where even her friends/family say that I am unrecognizable, they also say that I was and I will always be the best guy that she will ever date with. And she's not even perfect looking, I dont know why but I feel so attracted to her and I still like her after all the stuff that she has told me about, and I fucking hate it so much. I literally did her whole college essay and she got accepted, helped her with paperwork, always been there for her in her lowest, improved my looks so much just for her to see that I was better. And still its not enough, and even after writing all this and knowing it. I still like her. She literally is looking for a millionaire Chad which she can be casual with and also be casual with me at the same time. I have so much fucking hate for the way my brain works, I just really wish all the memories of her would disappear from my mind.

Normie problems

 

[heinz_guderian]

Fakecel

 

[hollywoodngl]

Yea this makes sense, I just dont know why I still feel like I owe her so much

Bro she does not respect you at all

Run while you still can, otherwise you'll take her back after her Eurotrip Cockathon and be stuck with her forever

 

[niqqqsl]

Bro she does not respect you at all

Run while you still can, otherwise you'll take her back after her Eurotrip Cockathon and be stuck with her forever

True

 

[infini]

Brutal realisation pill for her parents after investing in you.