Fucking life

[nihilist l-mtn]

I spend all day thinking about my failios and how ugly I am. I can't even talk to my family because of how deformed my eyes are,every time I talk to people I unconsciously look down or cover my face. I'm in my last year of high school and sometimes groups of girls come up to make me uncomfortable and laugh at me. Today it's happened four times already. I should also add that I've never had a girlfriend in my life, and girls never approach me, although the reason is obvious. I spend all day at home because of my shit pfl. What's left after knowing it's over? Only death? I'll keep living until something even more brutal happens to me and I shoot myself in the fucking mouth with a shotgun

anyone else go through shit like this every day?