Arditi
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its fucking over. school year started again and i have 0 real friends, people making fun of me quietly about me being autistic as fuck and im just coping with antidepressants n shit but it doesnt fucking help, also started lifting like 7 months ago and only thing it gave me was body dysmorphia and even lower self esteem.. im so fucking suicidal rn. No looks for my non-NTness. i cant even tell my therapist what exact problems i have cuz im scared he will judge me lmfao what is fucking wrogn with me