Full ND mode during conversations

[Prøphet]

Genuinely what do you do when you don’t know what to say? I get so anxious during conversations and am so out of practice due to isolation and depression, that I genuinely just stare without knowing what to say sometimes. People get super creeped out by it because I’m also subhuman, so seeing my face without me making an effort to jester and act NT is pretty disconcerting. I seriously never know what to do in these situations because the only responses I can think of are awkward, corny, and unfitting, so I just have a blank psychopath-like affect that causes people to hate me.

 

[Prøphet]

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[Ecdysial]

Genuinely what do you do when you don’t know what to say? I get so anxious during conversations and am so out of practice due to isolation and depression, that I genuinely just stare without knowing what to say sometimes. People get super creeped out by it because I’m also sub5, so seeing my face without me making an effort to jester and act NT is pretty disconcerting. I seriously never know what to do in these situations because the only responses I can think of are awkward, corny, and unfitting, so I just have a blank psychopath-like affect.

I get it man. good youre on this site, all it is is a lack of true confidence so just ascend man u cant expect people to take you seriously if you dont take yourself seriously

 

[whyw]

I can act fully NT infront of other people but I'm always anxious of what I'm saying. Even replying on threads bring up a bit of anxiety for me ngl. Luckily my friends are nice enough to let random shit I say slide.

 

[Prøphet]

I get it man. good youre on this site, all it is is a lack of true confidence so just ascend man u cant expect people to take you seriously if you dont take yourself seriously

Ive gotten worse since Ive been on this site tbh because I can socialize with other weirdos here unlike normies. As far as ascending I need extensive surgery, I haven’t even started saving up so in order to ascend I have to be able to live my life and make money, but I just can’t there’s some mental block

 

[☄ 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐍 ☄]

I am NT​

 

[pfl]

Being good looking would make it way easier

 

[Prøphet]

Being good looking would make it way easier

I need to get extensive surgery if I want any chance of ascending

So I need to make money first and kind of get my life together

But I feel so much shame for who I am and anxiety I keep putting everything off because I hate myself

 

[Caravan]

 

[Prøphet]

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[Ecdysial]

Ive gotten worse since Ive been on this site tbh because I can socialize with other weirdos here unlike normies. As far as ascending I need extensive surgery, I haven’t even started saving up so in order to ascend I have to be able to live my life and make money, but I just can’t there’s some mental block

Can you dm face and I can try to help out ?

 

[pfl]

I need to get extensive surgery if I want any chance of ascending

So I need to make money first and kind of get my life together

But I feel so much shame for who I am and anxiety I keep putting everything off because I hate myself

How long has it been this way
Have u put yourself out there doing exposure therapy that would make it somewhat better?
If so might aswell hop on something to kill the inhib while out

 

[Prøphet]

I am NT​

Tbh I would rather stay subhuman but be NT than ascend to htn and still be ND. Looksmaxxing is really just an elaborate cope for ND losers.

 

[5’4 Copium Maximus]

Genuinely what do you do when you don’t know what to say? I get so anxious during conversations and am so out of practice due to isolation and depression, that I genuinely just stare without knowing what to say sometimes. People get super creeped out by it because I’m also subhuman, so seeing my face without me making an effort to jester and act NT is pretty disconcerting. I seriously never know what to do in these situations because the only responses I can think of are awkward, corny, and unfitting, so I just have a blank psychopath-like affect that causes people to hate me.

If ur subhuman lowk js ascend, u should think about socializing yet gang

 

[Prøphet]

Can you dm face and I can try to help out ?

I already know what I need, bare minimum I need double jaw surgery to reach mtn and then some eye area surgeries to maybe get to lhtn max

 

[Prøphet]

How long has it been this way
Have u put yourself out there doing exposure therapy that would make it somewhat better?
If so might aswell hop on something to kill the inhib while out

My entire life

I’m 18 and all Ive ever been is a weirdo loser

I do the bare minimum of exposure therapy tbh I’ll admit it because avoidance of society is so deeply ingrained into me it’s really hard

And lately Ive been agonizing my gaba receptors in order to try and get in the headspace of an nt person and make things easier but ofc I can’t do it every time

 

[pfl]

My entire life

I’m 18 and all Ive ever been is a weirdo loser

I do the bare minimum of exposure therapy tbh I’ll admit it because avoidance of society is so deeply ingrained into me it’s really hard

And lately Ive been agonizing my gaba receptors in order to try and get in the headspace of an nt person and make things easier but ofc I can’t do it every time

Are u diagnosed nd

 

[Prøphet]

If ur subhuman lowk js ascend, u should think about socializing yet gang

That’s the mindset Ive had but I’m low-key wasting my life I have absolutely nothing to show for my life because I’m so fearful I just sit around and do nothing

 

[Prøphet]

Are u diagnosed nd

No my parents are against therapy so I never was but it was always suspected even as a young child

 

[jeagxr]

so real bro, hope you get more comfortable in social situations in the future

 

[Prøphet]

so real bro, hope you get more comfortable in social situations in the future

Thanks bhai

 

[ER1887]

Genuinely what do you do when you don’t know what to say? I get so anxious during conversations and am so out of practice due to isolation and depression, that I genuinely just stare without knowing what to say sometimes. People get super creeped out by it because I’m also subhuman, so seeing my face without me making an effort to jester and act NT is pretty disconcerting. I seriously never know what to do in these situations because the only responses I can think of are awkward, corny, and unfitting, so I just have a blank psychopath-like affect that causes people to hate me.

Being ND is so fucking brutal

 

[Prøphet]

Being ND is so fucking brutal

Genuinely makes every interaction ropefuel

 

[ER1887]

Genuinely makes every interaction ropefuel

I wish I could just avoid meeting new ppl but im literally forced to go outside. Genuinely ropefuel. TNTD

 

[BWC_virgin]