FULL PsychoDsk ASCENSION (Step-per-step guide) + some lore

[PsychoDsk]

wtf i thought you were black

One part of me is

 

[GatoradeTRZ8]

Yea growth was def stunted due to me being an anorexic drug addict in development years

Dad is 6ft
Mom like 5’6 or so

It shouldnt stunt your growth normally unless you didnt eat anything like 5g protein daily

Even 20g protein daily should be enough to not stunt growth

And you were lucky that your body could catch up at late bone age
But idk maybe it was genetically coded for you to grow at later age

 

[bicromial]

FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION​

Prequel

Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.

This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.

Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.

My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.

I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.

I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.

If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.

Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.

let's begin



Early teens (12-16)

My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.

Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.

As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)

Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.

I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot

I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.


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MID TEENS (16-18)

This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.

During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.

View attachment 3428227

I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k

Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.

View attachment 3428232

The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.

HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.

I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.

Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.

View attachment 3428257

That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp

Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.

Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine" waste of fucking sperm yea

View attachment 3428271

These periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.

Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.

ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.

View attachment 3428293View attachment 3428294View attachment 3428297

It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.




LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)

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I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.

I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.

still 5'9 here.

This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.

ACTUAL ASCENSION

1 THE DIETPILL

This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.

Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.

I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)

You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.

View attachment 3428352View attachment 3428354

My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.

As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.

This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.

ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.

View attachment 3428360

It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.

THE GET LEAN PILL

As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.

Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.

My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.

I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.

LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.


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Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.

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I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.

THE COLOURINGPILL

Dye, dye and fucking dye.

I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.

Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.

View attachment 3428381

It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in

THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME

Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.

I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.

At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.

I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.

This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.

View attachment 3428389

My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.

Then I took this pic :

View attachment 3428391

This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.

Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.

I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.

View attachment 3428393

I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.

I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.

SEX APPEAL MAXXING

I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.

View attachment 3428402

This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.

THE LAST STEPS

My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.

View attachment 3428406

Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.

FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH

YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.

I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.

View attachment 3428413


THE END PACKAGE

This is where everything started to come together.

My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.

View attachment 3428426

Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.


THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE

Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.

Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.

Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.

Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.

Give it a shot, questions? ask

Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments

The test part brought me down fr

 

[Aqualad]

JFL if you expect us to believe you went from 5’7 at 18 to 6’1

 

[20/04/2008]

FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION​

Prequel

Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.

This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.

Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.

My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.

I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.

I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.

If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.

Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.

let's begin



Early teens (12-16)

My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.

Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.

As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)

Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.

I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot

I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.


View attachment 3428202View attachment 3428203




MID TEENS (16-18)

This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.

During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.

View attachment 3428227

I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k

Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.

View attachment 3428232

The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.

HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.

I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.

Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.

View attachment 3428257

That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp

Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.

Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine" waste of fucking sperm yea

View attachment 3428271

These periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.

Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.

ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.

View attachment 3428293View attachment 3428294View attachment 3428297

It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.




LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)

View attachment 3428312

I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.

I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.

still 5'9 here.

This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.

ACTUAL ASCENSION

1 THE DIETPILL

This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.

Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.

I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)

You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.

View attachment 3428352View attachment 3428354

My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.

As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.

This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.

ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.

View attachment 3428360

It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.

THE GET LEAN PILL

As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.

Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.

My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.

I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.

LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.


View attachment 3428366View attachment 3428367

Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.

View attachment 3428375

I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.

THE COLOURINGPILL

Dye, dye and fucking dye.

I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.

Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.

View attachment 3428381

It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in

THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME

Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.

I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.

At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.

I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.

This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.

View attachment 3428389

My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.

Then I took this pic :

View attachment 3428391

This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.

Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.

I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.

View attachment 3428393

I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.

I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.

SEX APPEAL MAXXING

I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.

View attachment 3428402

This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.

THE LAST STEPS

My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.

View attachment 3428406

Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.

FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH

YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.

I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.

View attachment 3428413


THE END PACKAGE

This is where everything started to come together.

My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.

View attachment 3428426

Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.


THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE

Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.

Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.

Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.

Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.

Give it a shot, questions? ask

Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments

How tf did you grow from 5ft9 to 6ft1 after 18 this is just too good to be true
Keep in mind Going from 5ft11-6ft to 6ft1 is a miracle let alone from 5ft9 to 6ft1

 

[PsychoDsk]

JFL if you expect us to believe you went from 5’7 at 18 to 6’1

How tf did you grow from 5ft9 to 6ft1 after 18 this is just too good to be true
Keep in mind Going from 5ft11-6ft to 6ft1 is a miracle let alone from 5ft9 to 6ft1

Yea it is kinda crazy
Only explanation I can come up with is having extremely stunted growth during early teens

 

[lestoa]

One part of me is

real

 

[Aqualad]

Yea it is kinda crazy
Only explanation I can come up with is having extremely stunted growth during early teens

Nevermind, didn’t read the part where you said it’s stunted

Science proves If your growth is stunted and you get a normal diet later in life you will catch up to your genetic potential. It’s normal

 

[20/04/2008]

Yea it is kinda crazy
Only explanation I can come up with is having extremely stunted growth during early teens

Probably igf-1 defieciency that was corrected when you hopped on roids + became a gym bro eating 4k calories atleast that’s my theory

But logically The stunted growth don’t make sense Normally drugs increase estrogen so either your were severely hypogonadol were talking your test was like 200-300 as a teenager from a combination of drugs bad sleep bad food just lack of quantity of food or your just blessed with good genetics and we stop overcomplicating things

Also did you like fix your posture or wtv cuz with that you could easily gain an inch ???

 

[PsychoDsk]

Probably igf-1 defieciency that was corrected when you hopped on roids + became a gym bro eating 4k calories atleast that’s my theory

But logically The stunted growth don’t make sense Normally drugs increase estrogen so either your were severely hypogonadol were talking your test was like 200-300 as a teenager from a combination of drugs bad sleep bad food just lack of quantity of food or your just blessed with good genetics and we stop overcomplicating things

Also did you like fix your posture or wtv cuz with that you could easily gain an inch ???

Oh yes since u brought it up my test was 230ng/dL during that time.
Was one of the reasons I started going to the gym actually
Also fixed my posture, I actually have scoliosis and I used to incorporate some exercises in my trainings to strengthen my lower back and try to straighten it out. Never really thought about it like that and just attributed my height growth to a growth spurt but it actually makes sense these exercises and fixing my posture gave me an extra inch or two tbh

So yes probably just a combination of sudden increase in igf-1, endocrine system getting fixed and posture

 

[narex054]

While

ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test.

For 300mg/week did u had some aromatase inhibitors? Or until u had the 3 and had some
And what’s ur PCT in the 300mg test
Anyway good thread…i can feel i ascended just by reading it

 

[TheBonePilled]

gonna do the same shit you did

 

[Neyney18]

Would you say that bonesmashing works ?

If from previous read i understand you did knuckle bonesmash for 2mins each bone right ? (more or less 2min)

Was it everyday ?

If you can tell me the days/routine would be great (which day you work them out/which part you work "chin/maxilla/mandible/chin" etc etc)

Thx

Anyway: on another note amazing transformation bro, happy for u brother

 

[aber]

FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION​

Prequel

Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.

This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.

Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.

My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.

I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.

I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.

If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.

Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.

let's begin



Early teens (12-16)

My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.

Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.

As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)

Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.

I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot

I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.


View attachment 3428202View attachment 3428203




MID TEENS (16-18)

This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.

During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.

View attachment 3428227

I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k

Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.

View attachment 3428232

The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.

HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.

I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.

Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.

View attachment 3428257

That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp

Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.

Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine" waste of fucking sperm yea

View attachment 3428271

These periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.

Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.

ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.

View attachment 3428293View attachment 3428294View attachment 3428297

It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.




LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)

View attachment 3428312

I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.

I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.

still 5'9 here.

This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.

ACTUAL ASCENSION

1 THE DIETPILL

This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.

Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.

I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)

You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.

View attachment 3428352View attachment 3428354

My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.

As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.

This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.

ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.

View attachment 3428360

It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.

THE GET LEAN PILL

As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.

Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.

My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.

I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.

LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.


View attachment 3428366View attachment 3428367

Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.

View attachment 3428375

I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.

THE COLOURINGPILL

Dye, dye and fucking dye.

I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.

Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.

View attachment 3428381

It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in

THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME

Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.

I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.

At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.

I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.

This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.

View attachment 3428389

My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.

Then I took this pic :

View attachment 3428391

This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.

Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.

I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.

View attachment 3428393

I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.

I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.

SEX APPEAL MAXXING

I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.

View attachment 3428402

This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.

THE LAST STEPS

My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.

View attachment 3428406

Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.

FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH

YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.

I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.

View attachment 3428413


THE END PACKAGE

This is where everything started to come together.

My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.

View attachment 3428426

Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.


THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE

Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.

Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.

Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.

Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.

Give it a shot, questions? ask

Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments

Tale as old as time. Guy with good bones clears acne and gets lean = looksmax revolutionary

Solid ascension but most pull false hope from this, you had top 1% bones pre-ascension.

 

[ItsyBitsyJayhawk]

fuck Why did I click post, it's not finished AT ALL GODDAMN FUCKING SHIT FUCKING FUCK

Ignore this as of rn please.

Fuckin' hate it when this happens.

 

[themanwhoslays]

did u notice any aging while or after running the roids? that's my main reason of avoiding them

 

[incliner]

what’s the most important tips you recommend for fixing acne / acne scars ?

 

[PsychoDsk]

did u notice any aging while or after running the roids? that's my main reason of avoiding them

Not at all tbh
Just hairline maturity

what’s the most important tips you recommend for fixing acne / acne scars ?

Keep ur skin oily
Don’t cleanse, stay away from skincare
The oilier the better

 

[skullmog]

FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION​

Prequel

Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.

This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.

Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.

My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.

I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.

I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.

If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.

Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.

let's begin



Early teens (12-16)

My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.

Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.

As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)

Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.

I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot

I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.


View attachment 3428202View attachment 3428203




MID TEENS (16-18)

This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.

During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.

View attachment 3428227

I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k

Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.

View attachment 3428232

The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.

HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.

I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.

Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.

View attachment 3428257

That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp

Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.

Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine" waste of fucking sperm yea

View attachment 3428271

These periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.

Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.

ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.

View attachment 3428293View attachment 3428294View attachment 3428297

It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.




LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)

View attachment 3428312

I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.

I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.

still 5'9 here.

This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.

ACTUAL ASCENSION

1 THE DIETPILL

This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.

Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.

I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)

You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.

View attachment 3428352View attachment 3428354

My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.

As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.

This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.

ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.

View attachment 3428360

It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.

THE GET LEAN PILL

As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.

Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.

My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.

I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.

LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.


View attachment 3428366View attachment 3428367

Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.

View attachment 3428375

I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.

THE COLOURINGPILL

Dye, dye and fucking dye.

I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.

Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.

View attachment 3428381

It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in

THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME

Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.

I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.

At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.

I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.

This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.

View attachment 3428389

My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.

Then I took this pic :

View attachment 3428391

This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.

Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.

I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.

View attachment 3428393

I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.

I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.

SEX APPEAL MAXXING

I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.

View attachment 3428402

This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.

THE LAST STEPS

My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.

View attachment 3428406

Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.

FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH

YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.

I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.

View attachment 3428413


THE END PACKAGE

This is where everything started to come together.

My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.

View attachment 3428426

Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.


THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE

Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.

Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.

Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.

Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.

Give it a shot, questions? ask

Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments

do you think the growth spurt was from roids
taking test prob has more height growth potential than hgh tbh

 

[shredded4summer]

reply to priv convo bro

is roids at 17 good for height?

 

[themanwhoslays]

lmao at these teens wanting to start roids..... what if your mom finds your stash

 

[themanwhoslays]

and keep in minds that if he didnt have sides and didnt need a pct it might not be the same for you and you might find yourself cucked with a non working infertile dick and looking 10 years older

 

[Deleted member 121948]

mirin bro. How quality post

 

[Deleted member 121948]

Although how did your height grow after turning 20?

 

[EliDKing]

FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION​

Prequel

Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.

This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.

Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.

My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.

I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.

I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.

If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.

Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.

let's begin



Early teens (12-16)

My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.

Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.

As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)

Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.

I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot

I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.


View attachment 3428202View attachment 3428203




MID TEENS (16-18)

This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.

During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.

View attachment 3428227

I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k

Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.

View attachment 3428232

The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.

HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.

I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.

Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.

View attachment 3428257

That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp

Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.

Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine" waste of fucking sperm yea

View attachment 3428271

These periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.

Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.

ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.

View attachment 3428293View attachment 3428294View attachment 3428297

It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.




LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)

View attachment 3428312

I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.

I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.

still 5'9 here.

This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.

ACTUAL ASCENSION

1 THE DIETPILL

This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.

Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.

I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)

You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.

View attachment 3428352View attachment 3428354

My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.

As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.

This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.

ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.

View attachment 3428360

It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.

THE GET LEAN PILL

As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.

Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.

My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.

I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.

LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.


View attachment 3428366View attachment 3428367

Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.

View attachment 3428375

I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.

THE COLOURINGPILL

Dye, dye and fucking dye.

I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.

Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.

View attachment 3428381

It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in

THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME

Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.

I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.

At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.

I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.

This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.

View attachment 3428389

My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.

Then I took this pic :

View attachment 3428391

This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.

Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.

I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.

View attachment 3428393

I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.

I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.

SEX APPEAL MAXXING

I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.

View attachment 3428402

This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.

THE LAST STEPS

My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.

View attachment 3428406

Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.

FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH

YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.

I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.

View attachment 3428413


THE END PACKAGE

This is where everything started to come together.

My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.

View attachment 3428426

Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.


THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE

Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.

Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.

Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.

Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.

Give it a shot, questions? ask

Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments

nigger how do you get so good results of roiding after 18. maybe theres still some hope for me

also how did you grow with zero estrogen control on cycle so late in teenage years

 

[Edgarpill]

FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION​

Prequel

Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.

This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.

Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.

My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.

I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.

I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.

If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.

Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.

let's begin



Early teens (12-16)

My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.

Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.

As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)

Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.

I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot

I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.


View attachment 3428202View attachment 3428203




MID TEENS (16-18)

This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.

During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.

View attachment 3428227

I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k

Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.

View attachment 3428232

The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.

HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.

I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.

Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.

View attachment 3428257

That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp

Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.

Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine" waste of fucking sperm yea

View attachment 3428271

These periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.

Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.

ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.

View attachment 3428293View attachment 3428294View attachment 3428297

It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.




LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)

View attachment 3428312

I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.

I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.

still 5'9 here.

This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.

ACTUAL ASCENSION

1 THE DIETPILL

This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.

Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.

I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)

You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.

View attachment 3428352View attachment 3428354

My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.

As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.

This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.

ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.

View attachment 3428360

It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.

THE GET LEAN PILL

As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.

Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.

My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.

I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.

LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.


View attachment 3428366View attachment 3428367

Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.

View attachment 3428375

I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.

THE COLOURINGPILL

Dye, dye and fucking dye.

I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.

Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.

View attachment 3428381

It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in

THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME

Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.

I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.

At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.

I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.

This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.

View attachment 3428389

My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.

Then I took this pic :

View attachment 3428391

This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.

Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.

I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.

View attachment 3428393

I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.

I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.

SEX APPEAL MAXXING

I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.

View attachment 3428402

This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.

THE LAST STEPS

My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.

View attachment 3428406

Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.

FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH

YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.

I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.

View attachment 3428413


THE END PACKAGE

This is where everything started to come together.

My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.

View attachment 3428426

Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.


THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE

Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.

Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.

Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.

Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.

Give it a shot, questions? ask

Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments

YO HAVE NO APPEAL

 

[Rher]

Bhai is this the finish thread?

 

[thiccbaboon]

Can you talk more about bonesmashing or link me to a thread, I need to look at everything.

 

[BAK1H4NMA]

Holy ascension.

 

[monecel]

ascension fuel

 

[324554802984230598]

life fuel, bb creme saved me

 

[Ceaicovschi]

FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION​

Prequel

Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.

This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.

Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.

My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.

I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.

I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.

If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.

Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.

let's begin



Early teens (12-16)

My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.

Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.

As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)

Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.

I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot

I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.


View attachment 3428202View attachment 3428203




MID TEENS (16-18)

This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.

During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.

View attachment 3428227

I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k

Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.

View attachment 3428232

The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.

HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.

I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.

Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.

View attachment 3428257

That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp

Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.

Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine" waste of fucking sperm yea

View attachment 3428271

These periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.

Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.

ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.

View attachment 3428293View attachment 3428294View attachment 3428297

It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.




LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)

View attachment 3428312

I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.

I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.

still 5'9 here.

This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.

ACTUAL ASCENSION

1 THE DIETPILL

This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.

Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.

I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)

You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.

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My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.

As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.

This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.

ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.

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It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.

THE GET LEAN PILL

As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.

Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.

My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.

I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.

LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.


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Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.

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I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.

THE COLOURINGPILL

Dye, dye and fucking dye.

I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.

Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.

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It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in

THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME

Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.

I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.

At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.

I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.

This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.

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My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.

Then I took this pic :

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This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.

Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.

I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.

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I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.

I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.

SEX APPEAL MAXXING

I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.

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This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.

THE LAST STEPS

My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.

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Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.

FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH

YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.

I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.

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THE END PACKAGE

This is where everything started to come together.

My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.

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Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.


THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE

Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.

Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.

Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.

Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.

Give it a shot, questions? ask

Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments

did you lose weight and muscle after hoping off roids, and how are your test levels looking rn?did you see bad changes in general from roids?

 

[PsychoDsk]

did you lose weight and muscle after hoping off roids, and how are your test levels looking rn?did you see bad changes in general from roids?

Yes hella
Test levels were pretty good 1 month off
around 600’s with no pct

Now I’m on again tho
Less test more anadrol and I’m losing hair
It’s over

 

[Ceaicovschi]

Yes hella
Test levels were pretty good 1 month off
around 600’s with no pct

Now I’m on again tho
Less test more anadrol and I’m losing hair
It’s over

damn so is it worth it? i am still not pretty a knowledged in this domain but i was thinking about hoping on roids after finishing next year of school, a few natty+ dosages of roids and all, but i dont really want to risk my hair and test levels after hoping off of them.

 

[kazama]

ASCENSÃO PSICODÉSTICA COMPLETA​

Prequela

Certo, muitas pessoas me perguntaram como eu subi tanto. Estou aqui para salvar cada um de vocês.

Esta é uma evidência puramente anedótica. Esta é a MINHA PRÓPRIA experiência e meus PRÓPRIOS métodos. veja NÃO isto como A ÚNICA MANEIRA de ascender. Isto é o que me ajudou pessoalmente.

Sinceramente, vou colocar meu coração e alma neste tópico, então não me venha com besteiras.

Minha ascensão levou muito tempo e consistência, afinal os resultados levaram tempo.

Eu evoluí em todos os aspectos ao longo dos anos, desde a altura física, rosto e estilo de vida.
Incluirá minha ascensão COMPLETA e a maior parte dos anos transformadores da minha adolescência.

Também incluirei um monte de histórias sobre minha vida, então esse é longo, mãos.

Se você não se importa e não está interessado em um monte de conversa fiada, é só desligar, mano.

Ou se você estiver interessado apenas na parte da ascensão, pule para "ASCENSÃO REAL".

vamos começar



Adolescentes (12-16)

Minha infância inteira foi uma merda e apenas um tumulto de todos os tipos de problemas. Cresci como um órfão e tudo, mas isso não é interessante.
Durante esses anos, eu era fortemente viciado em todos os tipos de drogas, eu fumava molly quase diariamente e gramas e gramas de erva por dia. Eu odiava a vida e minha aparência projetava isso. Minha dieta também consiste em doces e biscoitos puros.

Nossa rotina era a mesma todos os dias
Nós acordávamos e imediatamente tomávamos muito molly para começar o dia. Então todos nós estávamos para a escola já chapados pra caramba. Na escola, eu basicamente passo fome todos os dias, sem comer nada durante o dia inteiro. Nosso intervalo ao meio-dia consiste em maconha em vez de uma boa refeição de verdade.
Depois da escola, eu vou para casa, comia alguma refeição pronta na loja, como macarrão com queijo ou lasanha. Quando isso acabou, eu e meus amigos nos encontramos no parque, ficávamos chapados de novo e, quando tivemos fome, estávamos a uma loja para estocar Côte d'Or e chocolate Milka. Chegava em casa, comia salgadinhos e ia dormir.
Essa foi minha rotina diária por 4 anos a fio.

Como era de se esperar, eu me sentia e parecia um verdadeiro femboy com 0 T em uso no meu corpo. Eu me sentia horrível, tentei me matar inúmeras vezes naquela época. Quando olho para trás, para essas épocas, percebi o quanto eu era um covarde, a razão pela qual eu estava tão fora de mim mentalmente era apenas por causa da dieta e da composição hormonal. Eu me desprezo por viver assim. Eu tinha 1,70 m durante todo esse período. (homem viado)

No entanto, a aura de traficante e drogado me deu umas putas. Não foi no sentido de "meu deus, eu te quero tanto", mas mais do tipo "ooo isso é legal e excitante, eu odeio meu pai, então vou decepcioná-lo".

Quero dizer, ninguém transaria de bom grado com um cara que parece um viado

Eu sei que eu não era feia e tinha uma base muito boa, mas isso vai mudar nos próximos anos.


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MEADOS DA ADOLESCÊNCIA (16-18)

Foi aqui que eu fiquei ARRUINADO. Aos 15, fiquei com minha atual namorada. Ela é a razão pela qual eu recuperei minha vida e parei completamente de abusar de drogas. Eu estava bem e finalmente tinha um motivo para viver. Eu vi uma oportunidade e a aproveitei.

Durante toda a minha vida, fui chamado de idiota magro que nunca daria em nada. Levei isso para o lado pessoal e, depois que meio que tirei todas as drogas do meu sistema, comecei a ir à academia. Minha vida deu uma volta de 360 graus, passei de um viciado em drogas para um gymcel em questão de meses.

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Eu me senti bem, sabia? Eu tinha uma meta e essa meta era ficar o maior possível. Eu pesquisei todas as dietas de ginástica que pude e comecei a levar isso a sério. Eu fui de 1500 calorias por dia para cerca de 4k

A maioria dos meus carboidratos veio de arroz e shakes de proteína. Como você pode imaginar, essa não foi a ideia mais inteligente DE JEITO NENHUM. Comecei a inflar de tamanho, mas meu rosto começou a piorar MUITO MUITO.

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Quanto mais tempo eu passava na academia, pior eu ficava. Meu rosto começou a ficar inchado pra caramba e comecei a desenvolver uma acne horrível. Mas naquela época eu não dava a mínima. Meu objetivo era MÚSCULO, puro músculo. Ficar o maior que eu pudesse. Nunca percebi o quanto eu estava me masturbando facialmente.

NO ENTANTO, acredito que todo esse período finalmente me deu os nutrientes necessários para crescer, olhando para as fotos, posso definitivamente ver uma melhora na massa óssea já. Ainda estava ferrado, mas meu rosto finalmente começou a se assemelhar ao de um homem.

Eu também passei de 1,70 m para 1,75 m aos 18 anos.

Claro que ganhei MUITO tamanho nesses 2 anos, mas eu estava TÃO obcecado em parecer mais masculino. Eu precisava me tornar uma ameaça letal de um humano.

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Foi quando as coisas começaram a piorar. Comecei a deixar a barba crescer, a comer demais e a focar nos alimentos errados. Mais tarde, também raspava o cabelo para parecer mais "violento", só JFL atp

Pouco a pouco, comecei a ficar pior. A acne começou a aparecer muito forte. Fiquei muito inchado e comecei a odiar minha aparência facial.

Essa imagem é horripilante. Desperdício "masculino" de esperma, sim

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Esses períodos me ensinaram muito. Comecei a aprender mais sobre disciplina e sobre mim mesmo muh muh.

Agora vamos ver meu PICO de fisiculturismo e o ponto em que decidi mudar as coisas. Foi também então que comecei a ter mais vídeos de blackpill no meu fyp.
Toda essa porcaria de looksmaxxing que o k shami espalhou por todo lugar.

ONG, isso é loucura, comecei a usar o tratamento e todos os produtos para cuidados com a pele e, como você pode imaginar, minha pele estava SE DETERIORANDO.

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Foi simplesmente ACABOU DE SER FEITO

Eu estava horrível, sem harmonia, olhos esbugalhados e pele horrível. Eu precisava fazer uma mudança, tomei a pílula preta e decidi crescer tf.




FIM DA ADOLESCÊNCIA - AGORA (18-20)

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Eu precisava de uma mudança e ninguém ia me ajudar. Atp eu também terminei com minha garota, já que ela não queria mais me foder. Eu tinha zero buceta, zero amigos e uma autoestima arruinada.

Tomei a pílula preta e comecei a pesquisar EM TODO LUGAR. Cada tiktok que eu encontrava, cada condição de pele, cada produto de cuidados com a pele, absolutamente tudo. Eu estava constantemente verificando tudo. Eu tentei MUITOS produtos de cuidados com a pele até que finalmente tomei a pílula de dieta.

ainda tenho 1,75 m aqui.

Esta é a parte onde a ascensão real começa.

ASCENSÃO REAL

1 A PÍLULA DE DIETA

Foi aí que tudo começou para mim. Eu era gorda, inchada e feia. Finalmente comecei a pesquisar dietas. Eu tropecei em um homem chamado Goatis, ele pode parecer um verdadeiro retardado (ele é), mas ele me salvou.
Comecei a realmente ouvir e começou a fazer sentido.

Por que eu me entregaria a carboidratos quando meus ancestrais se alimentavam de carne e laticínios? Por que uma pessoa cujo trato digestivo é feito especificamente para carnes comeria uma tonelada de arroz?
No começo eu estava cético. Minha dieta começou a consistir em alimentos um pouco mais saudáveis.

Comecei a incluir carnes em todas as refeições. Pulei o arroz e troquei por batata-doce ou batata comum. (ainda bebo shakes de proteína atp)

Sabe, eu me senti melhor, realmente me senti. Eu tinha mais energia, vi uma diminuição na gordura e minha pele começou a melhorar aos poucos.

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Minha pele começou a melhorar, eu parecia mais saudável, mas mesmo assim eu continuava sendo um cuzão feio.

Conforme o tempo passou, continuei pesquisando e pesquisando até que minha dieta mudou completamente. Comecei a comer como um homem das cavernas. Pulei da porcaria de carboidratos e comi apenas carnes com laticínios.

Foi aí que minha pele começou a melhorar pra caramba. Minha estrutura facial também começou a tomar forma, assim como minha altura. Eu aumentei de tamanho entre 18 e 19 anos. Eu fui de 5'9 para 5'11.

ayeeeeeee olha minha pele, talvez eu esteja parecendo mais e mais sexy a cada dia.

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Ainda estava longe de acabar. Nunca era o suficiente, eu ansiava por mais.

A PÍLULA PARA FICAR MAGRO

Com o passar do tempo, percebi que o lean é lei. Nada mudaria isso. Ser gordo te degradaria para sempre. Não faz sentido ter excesso de gordura corporal. Cada grama de gordura é um ponto psl desperdiçado.

O tempo passou e passou e passou e comecei a ficar assustadoramente magro. Até parei de comer completamente por um certo tempo. Eu estava TÃO obcecado em ficar sarado até os ossos.

Minha pele também começou a melhorar MUITO simplesmente comendo como um goy limpo e mal comendo. Nada de cuidados com a pele, exceto hidratante. A dieta é a chave para ter uma boa pele e cada um de vocês secretamente sabe disso.

Também deixei meu cabelo crescer, percebi que meu rosto não foi feito para cabelo curto. Sou uma neurocraniumcel enorme e cabelo longo fraudaria isso.

LOOKSMAXXING NÃO É SOBRE SER PERFEITO, É SOBRE FRAUDAR SEUS DEFEITOS E PARECER MELHOR A CADA DIA.


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Parece muito melhor já, certo? Ainda ltn de frente.

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Eu era magra, mas parecia anoréxica, não tinha harmonia e meu rosto não combinava bem. Algo estava errado. em termos de coloração e estrutura.

A PÍLULA DE COLORAÇÃO

Tingir, tingir e, porra, tingir.

Comecei a incorporar tintura na minha rotina. Pintei minhas sobrancelhas de castanho e meus cílios de preto.

Já havia mais contraste. Minha área dos olhos encontrou algum contraste e suavidade.

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Ainda não era o suficiente e algo ainda não conectava. Foi aí que algum método sagrado entrou em cena :eca:gro:

O MEME ROIDPILL E BONESMASH

Roiding para mim não era sobre ganhar mais músculos, era mais um movimento impulsivo. Eu tinha conhecimento limitado e simplesmente pulei porque fui fortemente influenciado pelo bonespill.

No começo, corri um ciclo padrão, 300 testes. Depois de um mês disso, me senti bem, minha aparência melhorou e algo continuou clicando.

Nessa época eu também caí no meme bonesmash, ou é um meme? :eca: que:
Zeta também sabe a verdade :sinta-se bem:
bonesmashing é real e não me importo com o que você tem a dizer sobre isso.

Aumentei meu ciclo de apenas um teste para 500 testes, anadrol e winstrol semanalmente.

Isso me colocou em um estado anabólico máximo, senti cada hormônio em meus ossos trabalhando em seu potencial máximo. SENTI meus ossos saindo do meu corpo, junto com o esmagamento dos ossos, comecei a me sentir como ramirez ong ong.

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Meus ossos começaram a tomar forma. Eu era um zigocel antigamente, mas de repente eles começaram a estourar.
Eu esmaguei principalmente meus ossos zigomáticos e minha sobrancelha, e ocasionalmente meu queixo.

Então tirei esta foto:

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Essa me pegou de COMPLETA surpresa, eu nunca imaginei que poderia ficar assim. Senti que meu progresso estava realmente tomando forma. Meus ossos começaram a se formar e, no geral, tudo começou a fazer sentido.

Atp eu sabia que tinha que me comprometer ainda mais. Dieta bloqueada, tinta bloqueada, meu cabelo crescendo lentamente e mantendo meu físico sob controle.
Tudo isso enquanto passava fome me proporcionou um progresso insano.

Eu também passei de 1,80 m para 1,85 m no intervalo de 8 meses.

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Comecei a capturar fotos como essas e sabia que tinha potencial. Não conseguia acreditar no que via. Passei de uma gymcel cheia de acne para uma mogger androgênica.

Mas eu ainda não tinha terminado. Meu cabelo estava todo bagunçado, a harmonia estava errada e a área dos meus olhos ainda não estava como deveria ser.

MAXXING DE APELO SEXUAL

Pesquisei sobre sex appeal de todas as formas, fotos motivacionais do Pinterest e tópicos aqui.
Percebi que a vida não é só sobre ter ossos, é sobre uma infinidade de coisas. Então começou,
Eu, o boneshagging, o cuzão roided, comecei a usar fashionmaxxing e piercingmaxxing. Também corrigi a área dos meus olhos com um sérum para cílios e, em vez de raspar minhas sobrancelhas em um formato reto, comecei a deixá-las crescer para que houvesse mais volume.

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Esse também foi o período em que consegui mais mortes na minha vida.

OS ÚLTIMOS PASSOS

Meu cabelo começou a tomar forma, bonemashing fez seu trabalho e eu parei de usar esteroides. Tudo começou a se encaixar. Comecei a ganhar confiança e senti que poderia enfrentar o mundo.

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Então, o maior cheatcode caiu no meu colo.

PORRA BBC REAM MANO

SIM
minha pele ainda não era meu ponto forte e isso me fez perder alguns pontos de psl, então comprei o melhor bbc resma de todos os tempos. Erborian bb creme clair.

Comecei a passar no meu rosto diariamente. Minha pele imediatamente passou de mtn para chad e ninguém pode me dizer o contrário.

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O PACOTE FINAL

Foi aqui que tudo começou a se encaixar.

Minha pele foi consertada, meus ossos cresceram, minha altura ficou perfeita e meu cabelo começou a ficar cada vez mais refinado com meu rosto. Adicione a isso que eu emagreci ainda mais, agora estou pareando em torno de 8%, o que parece e parece mogger pra caramba.

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Caramba, tem muitos arquivos anexados, resultados finais nos comentários.


ESTA FOI MINHA ASCENSÃO E UM GUIA PASSO A PASSO

Como postei acidentalmente, fiquei estressado para terminar o tópico o mais rápido possível, então o final pode parecer um pouco amaldiçoado. Se você tiver alguma dúvida, por favor, avise-me e eu irei ajudá-lo em tudo.

Confie em mim, realmente não acabou. Para a maioria de vocês aqui, está apenas começando. Eu entendo de onde a maioria de vocês está vindo, vocês se sentem feios, mas na realidade não têm ideia de onde começar. Vá passo a passo, comece com pequenas metas e dia a dia adicione algo novo até que tudo comece a se juntar em um pacote completo.

A vida está apenas começando, talvez todos aqui tenham a chance de ganhar pelo menos 2 pontos PSL se você REALMENTE quiser.

Por favor, nunca desista. Você nunca sabe o quão bom você poderia ter se tornado se nunca tentasse.

Experimente, perguntas? pergunte

Certo, isso conclui o tópico, eu realmente queria não ter postado isso antes do acidente para poder terminar isso em paz, mas é o que é, não é? resultados em comentários

Did you do bonesmash correctly, do you think it gave results?
You use roids, so what's your opinion on teenagers (16 and under) doing bonesmash and staying natural (Im afraid of bone loss)?
Lashesmaxx, how long did it take for you to see results?

 

[iblameice]

FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION​

Prequel

Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.

This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.

Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.

My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.

I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.

I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.

If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.

Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.

let's begin



Early teens (12-16)

My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.

Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.

As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)

Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.

I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot

I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.


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MID TEENS (16-18)

This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.

During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.

View attachment 3428227

I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k

Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.

View attachment 3428232

The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.

HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.

I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.

Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.

View attachment 3428257

That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp

Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.

Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine" waste of fucking sperm yea

View attachment 3428271

These periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.

Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.

ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.

View attachment 3428293View attachment 3428294View attachment 3428297

It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.




LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)

View attachment 3428312

I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.

I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.

still 5'9 here.

This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.

ACTUAL ASCENSION

1 THE DIETPILL

This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.

Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.

I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)

You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.

View attachment 3428352View attachment 3428354

My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.

As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.

This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.

ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.

View attachment 3428360

It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.

THE GET LEAN PILL

As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.

Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.

My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.

I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.

LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.


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Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.

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I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.

THE COLOURINGPILL

Dye, dye and fucking dye.

I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.

Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.

View attachment 3428381

It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in

THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME

Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.

I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.

At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.

I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.

This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.

View attachment 3428389

My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.

Then I took this pic :

View attachment 3428391

This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.

Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.

I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.

View attachment 3428393

I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.

I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.

SEX APPEAL MAXXING

I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.

View attachment 3428402

This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.

THE LAST STEPS

My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.

View attachment 3428406

Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.

FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH

YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.

I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.

View attachment 3428413


THE END PACKAGE

This is where everything started to come together.

My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.

View attachment 3428426

Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.


THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE

Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.

Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.

Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.

Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.

Give it a shot, questions? ask

Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments

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[dandan]

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[itsbrutallyover]

FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION​

Prequel

Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.

This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.

Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.

My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.

I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.

I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.

If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.

Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.

let's begin



Early teens (12-16)

My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.

Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.

As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)

Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.

I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot

I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.


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MID TEENS (16-18)

This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.

During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.

View attachment 3428227

I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k

Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.

View attachment 3428232

The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.

HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.

I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.

Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.

View attachment 3428257

That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp

Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.

Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine" waste of fucking sperm yea

View attachment 3428271

These periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.

Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.

ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.

View attachment 3428293View attachment 3428294View attachment 3428297

It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.




LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)

View attachment 3428312

I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.

I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.

still 5'9 here.

This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.

ACTUAL ASCENSION

1 THE DIETPILL

This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.

Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.

I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)

You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.

View attachment 3428352View attachment 3428354

My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.

As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.

This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.

ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.

View attachment 3428360

It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.

THE GET LEAN PILL

As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.

Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.

My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.

I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.

LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.


View attachment 3428366View attachment 3428367

Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.

View attachment 3428375

I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.

THE COLOURINGPILL

Dye, dye and fucking dye.

I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.

Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.

View attachment 3428381

It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in

THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME

Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.

I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.

At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.

I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.

This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.

View attachment 3428389

My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.

Then I took this pic :

View attachment 3428391

This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.

Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.

I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.

View attachment 3428393

I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.

I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.

SEX APPEAL MAXXING

I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.

View attachment 3428402

This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.

THE LAST STEPS

My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.

View attachment 3428406

Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.

FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH

YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.

I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.

View attachment 3428413


THE END PACKAGE

This is where everything started to come together.

My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.

View attachment 3428426

Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.


THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE

Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.

Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.

Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.

Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.

Give it a shot, questions? ask

Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments

im willing to try a cycle like urs, can someone please tell me if fin or dut will be needed to not exeperience any hair loss case? i am 6'3 175lbs, can it ascends me good while being leaner? how to perfectly max this cycle can someone please tell me for how long and the off cycle please? appreciated, thanks