funny thing is back when I ascended spiritually

[NoHoesinOhio]

people werent people anymore but individual ghost spirits forming a conglomeration which wasnt stable and instead just a locus of anti-entropic elements. I recognised this but I still wanted to be nice to them even though I was immune from contracting negative karma

Now i descended spiritually but feel immense hatred for everyone even though I know if I think more I can get back to the same realisation that people arent people, but my heart is now cold and wants to feel the pain of mankind where the stillness of Contemplation is allowed in billions of woeful cries, So astonishingly simultaneous and in unison, Each and every second,They defuse each other in such a perfect manner,Equaling the most inscrutable of all Silences