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i feel am so useless, i cant do anything, i cant remember anything, i try to do things and i forget it, and am so scared to do things while am mentally ill that cant remember anything cause its that serious, and so anyone else around me take me as someone useless, i will cook a fucking food and after i cook it i will forget how i did it even if the dish is so easy to cook, and i will get so scared to ask my parents again how to cook it cause they will see how useless am i, but its just that serious that i forgot everything. i hope time will stop for me to recover first but ofc world is not like that, so i have to face the world forgetting everything and everything that i see. i face the world not being able to take everything.