Deprived
~ Life on pause ~
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Started playing games again and it's made me so much more laxier and unfocused. I don't have uni rn and was planning to keep loosing weight and get a job. But I became adicted to vidya again and it's all I can think abt now and I haven't done either of those. It's a good cope but when you're trying to improve it's detrimental bc of escapism.
It's like you get sucked into the digital world with them, it's pure escapism. Even worse with RPGs you spend 50 minutes on customizing your character (ik you incels play elden ring jfl)
Fuck I wish I never bought an xbox, literally ruined my life. I have no sense of self control when it comes to games and need to cut it out of my life completely to focus on looksmaxxing. The reason I became overweight in the first place and incel in HS is because I chose instant gratification of vidya over my social life. And just when I have fixed the aspect of my life that's haunted me in my teens I succumb to this addiction again after 1 week.
I need to sell my console and my PC and never play a video game again if I want to get anywhere close to my goals. Anyone else relate or am I just an undisciplined faggot?
It's like you get sucked into the digital world with them, it's pure escapism. Even worse with RPGs you spend 50 minutes on customizing your character (ik you incels play elden ring jfl)
Fuck I wish I never bought an xbox, literally ruined my life. I have no sense of self control when it comes to games and need to cut it out of my life completely to focus on looksmaxxing. The reason I became overweight in the first place and incel in HS is because I chose instant gratification of vidya over my social life. And just when I have fixed the aspect of my life that's haunted me in my teens I succumb to this addiction again after 1 week.
I need to sell my console and my PC and never play a video game again if I want to get anywhere close to my goals. Anyone else relate or am I just an undisciplined faggot?