CupOfCoffee
IdentityCrisisCel
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By "non-functional" I mean uninterested in any or most daily activities, work, or other responsibilities.
When I was on cycle (especially the second half of it) I wasnt doing anything but swiping tinder, texting girls, going on dates almost every day, trying new drugs (I had barely used anything prior but after starting I used weed, phenibut, xanax, alcohol, kratom, lots of nicotine, and some nootropics).
My grades fell behind big time, I spent 80% of my savings, I barely went in to work, I lost touch with family members and pretty much everyone hated me and said "I changed for the worse and became rude and self-centered". Funny thing is, despite all this I didn't give a fuck at the time, in fact I felt so good and euphoric 85% of the time that nothing bothered me. It was only after stopping my cycle that I looked back in disbelief and regret.
When I was on cycle (especially the second half of it) I wasnt doing anything but swiping tinder, texting girls, going on dates almost every day, trying new drugs (I had barely used anything prior but after starting I used weed, phenibut, xanax, alcohol, kratom, lots of nicotine, and some nootropics).
My grades fell behind big time, I spent 80% of my savings, I barely went in to work, I lost touch with family members and pretty much everyone hated me and said "I changed for the worse and became rude and self-centered". Funny thing is, despite all this I didn't give a fuck at the time, in fact I felt so good and euphoric 85% of the time that nothing bothered me. It was only after stopping my cycle that I looked back in disbelief and regret.
