Generational fumble

[alh804]

Even if you ascend the chud mindset doesn't dissappear at times. Went to an afterwork a couple weeks ago and took loads of adderall before to lower my inhib. Managed to get one of the blonde htbs from work with me home from the club which I didn't expect and couldn't have 6 because of yeah yk addy dick. Was laying there with her talking loads of bullshit instead of initiating something and then she went to sleep while I was still awake bc of the addy. Ended up going out eating the day after but I think I made her insecure because I didn't even try to fuck/kiss or anything and now both of us don't really know where we have eachother. At work we don't talk as much as when we are out with the friendgroup but I did talk to her aswell a bit last afterwork but I went home earlier because me and the boys were high off other stuff that would still nerf the D. We will hopefully go out clubbing this weekend or next and so that I can get the job done. I'm competing with another guy that got hyped when I told him I didn't fuck, and she said she wasn't interested in me when he asked (weekend after) I think she's just a bit insecure herself and felt pressured so that's the answer but also confused by me at times because my communication is brutally ND at times..
Hopefully I can make it happen within the coming weeks but Holy degeneratecel fumble

 

[m4thewsonn1845]

Fuck u

 

[Navity]

Holy DNRRRRRRRRRR