160cmcurry
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some people are fated to fail in life. went to a small poor low income high school back when covid was still going on, some poor trash low income shit, locked in to going there instead of a proper big high school cause of shit attendance, couldn’t even attend any remote classes. never had any friends in middle school and never had the opportunity to in high school either, no cliques, no social circles, nothing. always knew at a young age that being curry was a handicap, a curse. not even just the color, but the culture, the subhumanity. there comes my childlike short stature, went through early puberty in middle school too leading me to reaching that supposed adult height. not taught how to clean shave, how to groom, tweeze my eyebrows, proper hygiene. had to learn everything alone. there comes my family following an arab worshipping religion to cope with their poverty, following and reciting from a foreign language they don’t even understand. never had any friends in high school. no one gave me the chance even when i tried. i wasn’t even seen as a human. maybe i should’ve transferred out. i didn’t pick up my subhuman year book. no friends, no memories, nothing. no friends at graduation either. wish i never went, didn’t know there was even an option to pick up the diploma the day after graduation. everyone else hugged their friends, took pictures, cried, i had no one, parents even questioned where my ‘friends’ were in the picture. i still keep thinking back to my teenage years even after all these years.
i do remember this one time, these guys came up to me and showed me two pictures of these anime girls, asked me “loli or milf, pick one.” for some reason, that’s the only memory i really remember in detail compared to everything else suppressed away. strange how the most pathetic interaction becomes the highlight of my teen years. now i’m a fucking junkie trying to find a good source on psychedelics, weed doesn’t do shit these days. i’ve built up so much tolerance from edibles. yarrrr yar yarrrr a junkie
