B
Bilman
Iron
- Joined
- Feb 21, 2026
- Posts
- 55
- Reputation
- 19
Ofcourse there pros and cons in life. Been depressed for over 4 years, been doing everything to prevent it. Parents are alcoholics and i currently live in a fosterhome since 2017. I get shit thrown at me all the time and i just don't care anymore, schools going shit (redoing a year), not wanted to get into relationships cuz im always trying to better myself. I've ascended quite tho, gotten treated a little bit better but it's never enough, also i've started balding so i always get held back from succeeding in anything. I always hear the same shit when i talk about my depression, try going out more, try having sex, try the step for step method, it's all bullshit. Genuienly over, not giving up on achieving the things i want tho. Over summer i'll have more freetime tho, going to do anything to ascend as much as i can (hopping on oral minox/dut or fin ofc, going down to 10% bf and hopefully getting my hands on androgens)
