genuine autism advice please

[Arbuscular]

just not about things normal people like

Idk what are normal things people like, and even if I knew how would I talk abt it?

I have hobbies, I like chess, biology, video editing, computer science, astrology and a bunch of other shit I can't remember.

But if I talk abt the things I like I will practically be talking to a wall because its too complex

And even if it was a nt hobby like soccer, most girls don't even like soccer so wtf am I supposed to talk abt?

 

[veganessujuc@gmail.]

i mean like i keep talking yk just tryna keep a conversation going and it either ends with them just saying they gotta go do sum or if its over message, just leaving me on read. and only after i realise i was talking too much and was annoying

and yeah thats what ive always thought, i dont understand why i should care about and dedicate myself to concepts made by others that dont actually matter in life

by talking to someone i meant a doctor

if i tried venting to someone id 100% look like a schizoid

thanks for taking the time to respond

Np. If you really want you can dm if you wanna talk some more even tho idk how much ill be on org in the next 2 months or so.
Looking schizoid is probably worse if you built up too much of a nt normoid fassade, which i was never able to do.

 

[CD34]

im so fucking ND its not even funny

i cannot maintain a conversation without following a preset script in my head

i dont know when to stop speaking

i cannot drop people for the life of me

i have no relatable interests

i have struggles understanding basic concepts such as gender norms or the desire to work etc

i express little to no empathy but feel it deeply

have never talked about my feelings to anyone irl

i found out my parents have known im autistic for a long time but didnt get anything done with it because they didnt want retarded children

any advice bhais?

Just fake ntness and drug yourself to be more low inhib

 

[dipenhydramine]

Idk what are normal things people like, and even if I knew how would I talk abt it?

I have hobbies, I like chess, biology, video editing, computer science, astrology and a bunch of other shit I can't remember.

But if I talk abt the things I like I will practically be talking to a wall because its too complex

And even if it was a nt hobby like soccer, most girls don't even like soccer so wtf am I supposed to talk abt?

yeah thats how it is

i have NT hobbies but i go into so much detail its no longer NT have nobody to talk to

 

[dipenhydramine]

Np. If you really want you can dm if you wanna talk some more even tho idk how much ill be on org in the next 2 months or so.
Looking schizoid is probably worse if you built up too much of a nt normoid fassade, which i was never able to do.

100% we can talk

i feel like i have a few schizoid tendancies but i recognise its schizoid so im not fully gone

I feel like a mix between NT and ND has the most appeal otherwise you would be boring