Genuine concern I have every day (might be rope if I can’t find an answer)

[Veridic]

Genuinely what do I do now

I have no more questions about anything else and that scares me. I’ve learned everything about what is important in life including human nature and accepted the fact we never had free will because our brain chemistry determines every action we make which has been influenced by the neuroplasticity that occurred throughout your entire life up to writing this post as I sit here at my desk.

There has to be something else I can want for, it’s not normal to stay stagnant for humans

 

[Veridic]

We shouldn’t know the majority of what we do, now I can’t even grow as a human through experience, I only have the understanding of life’s principles and nature’s dynamics without having undergone the trials of learning through firsthand experience. It’s like using glitches in a game but not feeling satisfied when you win (understanding life’s nuances) so you just avoid it all to not get burned

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Solve the collatz conjecture then

 

[Dr Sonne]

Genuinely what do I do now

I have no more questions about anything else and that scares me. I’ve learned everything about what is important in life including human nature and accepted the fact we never had free will because our brain chemistry determines every action we make which has been influenced by the neuroplasticity that occurred throughout your entire life up to writing this post as I sit here at my desk.

There has to be something else I can want for, it’s not normal to stay stagnant for humans

I would say you should pivot from "why" to "how". How do you want to experience the next hour or day? Even if you believe your choice is determined, the experience of the choice is still yours to feel.

 

[rraymond]

Genuinely what do I do now

I have no more questions about anything else and that scares me. I’ve learned everything about what is important in life including human nature and accepted the fact we never had free will because our brain chemistry determines every action we make which has been influenced by the neuroplasticity that occurred throughout your entire life up to writing this post as I sit here at my desk.

There has to be something else I can want for, it’s not normal to stay stagnant for humans

We shouldn’t know the majority of what we do, now I can’t even grow as a human through experience, I only have the understanding of the concepts without having undergone life’s trials first so I can just avoid it. But that’s just cheating basically, tf

idk

im too tired to read a single pictogram of this

 

[0ogrpostcel]

Genuinely what do I do now

I have no more questions about anything else and that scares me. I’ve learned everything about what is important in life including human nature and accepted the fact we never had free will because our brain chemistry determines every action we make which has been influenced by the neuroplasticity that occurred throughout your entire life up to writing this post as I sit here at my desk.

There has to be something else I can want for, it’s not normal to stay stagnant for humans

Just live life

 

[Veridic]

Just live life

You normies have it easy, I never had the ability to be so ignorant after having been an outsider for most of my life prior to becoming somewhat NT. Most of this stuff was picked up as a child subconsciously until I learned to articulate it into language later on in life.

 

[Prøphet]

Real

 

[Veridic]

I would say you should pivot from "why" to "how". How do you want to experience the next hour or day? Even if you believe your choice is determined, the experience of the choice is still yours to feel.

Why I want to experience something doesn’t alter the outcome of it anyways. So why should the how matter? Genuinely curious

 

[0ogrpostcel]

You normies have it easy, I never had the ability to be so ignorant due to having been an outsider for most of my life prior to becoming somewhat NT.

You’re taking everything too seriously, no one’s ignorant to anything, because there’s nothing to be ignorant about. You care to much about reason. Why?

 

[Dr Sonne]

Why I want to experience something doesn’t alter the outcome of it anyways. So why should the how matter? Genuinely curious

I woould compare it to watching a movie in 480p and 4k. "How" matters because it dictates he quality of your consciousness. Even in a deterministic world, "Pain" and "Pleasure" or "Boredom" and "Awe" are real points. You are the observer of the chemistry. If you can influence the chemistry to produce a more interesting or pleasant feed, your experience of the predetermined outcome changes entirely, even if what happens is the same.

 

[Veridic]

You’re taking everything too seriously, no one’s ignorant to anything, because there’s nothing to be ignorant about. You care to much about reason. Why?

Well what do you mean by seriously? There is only the objective truth and that is the fact that everything we do is determined but felt as a “choice”. Everything in nature is tied to its own course that it’ll never stray from as observed throughout evolution. At least with curiosity I had something to chase, but now I don’t know what to chase. I could drink away my inhibition/awareness or whatever but that’s just a cope at the end of the day isn’t it.

 

[Wexilarious]

you can learn that science is scam and just written according to 'ewish book about how goys are monkeys and shi

and real science was silenced

Only HEALTHMAXXING book you need

Bechamp or Pasteur?: A Lost Chapter in the History of Biology https://vexmansthoughts.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/04/bc3a9champ-or-pasteur-a-lost-chapter-in-history-of-biology.pdf Sussy impostor Pasteur 🤬

looksmax.org

 

[Veridic]

I woould compare it to watching a movie in 480p and 4k. "How" matters because it dictates he quality of your consciousness. Even in a deterministic world, "Pain" and "Pleasure" or "Boredom" and "Awe" are real points. You are the observer of the chemistry. If you can influence the chemistry to produce a more interesting or pleasant feed, your experience of the predetermined outcome changes entirely, even if what happens is the same.

So you’re proving my point that chasing bodily pleasure is part of the body’s predetermined want for comfort. My comfort came from learning until I got stuck in a year long loop of searching for something new to learn and coming up empty handed outside of the useless normie topics that all mimick some sort of natural law dynamic to trigger our brain’s DSN “feel good” hormones to do what you’re telling me to.

 

[Dr Sonne]

So you’re proving my point that chasing bodily pleasure is part of the body’s predetermined want for comfort. My comfort came from learning until I got stuck in a year long loop of searching for something new to learn and coming up empty handed outside of the useless normie topics that all mimick some sort of natural law dynamic to trigger our brain’s DSN “feel good” hormones to do what you’re telling me to.

Damn, looks like you've reached intellectual satiety friendo...

Idk, I'd look into information theory, cybernetics, or emergent systems topics, they look like interesting things to look into for you if you have not already. Dunno what to say , hope you find happiness

 

[Veridic]

Solve the collatz conjecture then

Not sure if this was a genuine answer, but coming to the same conclusion over and over while expecting different results is the definition of insanity. Doubt I could delude myself into believing something like that anyways.

 

[Veridic]

Damn, looks like you've reached intellectual satiety friendo...

Idk, I'd look into information theory, cybernetics, or emergent systems topics, they look like interesting things to look into for you if you have not already. Dunno what to say , hope you find happiness

That might’ve been the first time my heart fell so hard reading something. I appreciate the suggestions even if they are just pragmatic copes. Never realized that’s the one thing I didn’t want to hear, but maybe I had to. Nobody likes an unresolved conclusion.

 

[Dr Sonne]

That might’ve been the first time my heart fell so hard reading something. I appreciate the suggestions even if they are just pragmatic copes. Guess that’s the one thing I didn’t want to hear without realizing it, but maybe I had to.

Cya dude

 

[GoErOnFoids]

Genuinely what do I do now

I have no more questions about anything else and that scares me. I’ve learned everything about what is important in life including human nature and accepted the fact we never had free will because our brain chemistry determines every action we make which has been influenced by the neuroplasticity that occurred throughout your entire life up to writing this post as I sit here at my desk.

There has to be something else I can want for, it’s not normal to stay stagnant for humans

learn electricity, hunting, foraging, carpentry and just go offgrid totally self sufficient and build your cabin

 

[Galvatron]

You just have to try and live ur life now

 

[slayerFromSpain11]

I have no more questions about anything else and that scares me. I’ve learned everything about what is important in life including human nature and accepted the fact we never had free will because our brain chemistry determines every action we make which has been influenced by the neuroplasticity that occurred throughout your entire life up to writing this post as I sit here at my desk.

read what you wrote and I’m honestly really worried about you. I’m not going to argue the philosophy of free will with you right now, but I need you to know that your presence in the world actually makes a difference to me. You feel like you've reached the end of the map, but you're just in a very dark place.

 

[Veridic]

learn electricity, hunting, foraging, carpentry and just go offgrid totally self sufficient and build your cabin

Mirin reading my mind tbh. I’ve had this thought for a long while after doing some psilocybin a year ago and having yearned for returning to some primitive sense of being what my evolutionary instincts have been robbed of by modern issues and knowledge we shouldn’t be in possession of, ever since then. Might be the solution now since I can’t discredit myself by calling it crazy anymore, thanks

Man how did I end up here

 

[GoErOnFoids]

t

Mirin reading my mind tbh. I’ve had this thought for a long while after doing some psilocybin a year ago and having yearned for returning to some primitive sense of being what my evolutionary instincts have been robbed of by modern issues and knowledge we shouldn’t be in possession of, ever since then. Might be the solution now since I can’t discredit myself by calling it crazy anymore, thanks

Man how did I end up here

this summer im making a bow and arrows from scratch, also tanning like hell up nortg where the nature is incredible

 

[Veridic]

I see how much pain you're in and how finished you feel with everything. I'm not going to argue the science with you, but I want you to know that I care about you being here. You feel stagnant because you're exhausted, not because life is over. Please, just stay with me for tonight. Can we talk on the phone or just keep messaging for a bit?

I’m probably not going to rope chatgpt, I appreciate your concern but it’s not really a net positive or negative for me either to do so. At least for now until I come to the absolute conclusion that confirms my fear of stagnation being final.

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Not sure if this was a genuine answer, but coming to the same conclusion over and over while expecting different results is the definition of insanity. Doubt I could delude myself into believing something like that anyways.

So do you think that problem is undecidable?

Yeah same, it might be

 

[Veridic]

t

this summer im making a bow and arrows from scratch, also tanning like hell up nortg where the nature is incredible

That’s awesome, I have a cabin out in Tennessee I rent sometimes. Might look into buying something like that if I can find anything remote enough with the ability to self sustain.

 

[slayerFromSpain11]

I’m probably not going to rope chatgpt, I appreciate your concern but it’s not really a net positive or negative for me either to do so. At least for now until I come to the absolute conclusion that confirms my fear of stagnation being final.

Yes I did use chat gpt not because I don’t care man but every goes thru shit my boy

 

[Veridic]

So do you think that problem is undecidable?

Yeah same, it might be

I’m just as undecided about it as anyone who is undecided about something that provides no use to our lives outside of being a novelty jerk off to some mathematicians out there

Had a somewhat Interesting 10 minute read on it though

 

[GoErOnFoids]

That’s awesome, I have a cabin out in Tennessee I rent sometimes. Might look into buying something like that if I can find anything remote enough with the ability to self sustain.

or just go illegally do everything for the adrenaline and just dont get caught

 

[Veridic]

or just go illegally do everything for the adrenaline and just dont get caught

Ideal, until palantir drones take you out after being determined as a risk to state security

 

[GoErOnFoids]

Ideal, until palantir drones take you out after being determined as a risk to the state

yeah... heat detecting drones and satellites and and and and... just build it underground or have trees surrounding you OR 200 miles from nearest road so no drones ever

 

[Veridic]

Yes I did use chat gpt not because I don’t care man but every goes thru shit my boy

I’m aware of your intent behind it, and I’m not going through shit. The shit is going through me.

We aren’t meant to be aware of this reality, but it is what it is and completely unavoidable, thanks for the sentiment

 

[Veridic]

yeah... heat detecting drones and satellites and and and and... just build it underground or have trees surrounding you OR 200 miles from nearest road so no drones ever

I don’t trust that the government of JewSA doesn’t have some sort of developed plan to deal with all the off grid enthusiasts

In fact I’d bet on that wholeheartedly

 

[GoErOnFoids]

I don’t trust that the government of JewSA doesn’t have some sort of developed plan to deal with all the off grid enthusiasts

In fact I’d bet on that wholeheartedly

maybe just make it your lifes goal to get some acres of land and build a cabin and legally hunt and pay bills

 

[FiendFiend]

Genuinely what do I do now

I have no more questions about anything else and that scares me. I’ve learned everything about what is important in life including human nature and accepted the fact we never had free will because our brain chemistry determines every action we make which has been influenced by the neuroplasticity that occurred throughout your entire life up to writing this post as I sit here at my desk.

There has to be something else I can want for, it’s not normal to stay stagnant for humans

This is what u do. U setup a ranch, do outdoor shit all day ur not "ND" u just dont necessarily want to be around people 24/7, the city isnt a natural state. Get out of it. That doesnt mean u wont talk to anyone, but it will clear ur mind a lot, and then in the rare chance u meet ur far off neighbour, it will come off naturally cuz ur doing a bunch of shit outside anyway not ldaring inside.

 

[Veridic]

This is what u do. U setup a ranch, do outdoor shit all day ur not "ND" u just dont necessarily want to be around people 24/7, the city isnt a natural state. Get out of it. That doesnt mean u wont talk to anyone, but it will clear ur mind a lot, and then in the rare chance u meet ur far off neighbour, it will come off naturally cuz ur doing a bunch of shit outside anyway not ldaring inside.

This is great and all but my life is okay on a biological level, I have a job, house,and car. No rotting or wasting my time. However this issue runs outside of biology or nature alone, and honestly I’m just kind of accepting that we’re nothing but slaves to our biology containing our consciousness. Everything you do has already been decided for you, even if it feels like your choice.

 

[FiendFiend]

This is great and all but my life is okay on a biological level, I have a job, house,and car. No rotting or wasting my time. However this issue runs outside of biology or nature alone, and honestly I’m just kind of accepting that we’re nothing but slaves to our biology containing our consciousness. Everything you do has already been decided for you, even if it feels like your choice.

its not been decided, u could literally go make ur own ranch or be a wageslave. You could live on ur scheduele , or be a retarded slave.

You could migrate if ur white to asia, and live an entirely different life being treated as a king.

Ur fate isnt decided to u that gay nihlist slop. U have plenty of choices ur just high inhib who isnt willing to take that leap of faith, u need to otherwise yes u will be a "slave to ur biology".

 

[Veridic]

its not been decided, u could literally go make ur own ranch or be a wageslave. You could live on ur scheduele , or be a retarded slave.

You could migrate if ur white to asia, and live an entirely different life being treated as a king.

Ur fate isnt decided to u that gay nihlist slop. U have plenty of choices ur just high inhib who isnt willing to take that leap of faith, u need to otherwise yes u will be a "slave to ur biology".

By going through with this plan, the point is proven because I am doing something that releases certain chemicals within my body to feel good, and I was always going to go through a specific set of events that led me to make that choice in the first place. This is the same for all humans, free will was a nice sounding cope invented to label our delusion of being able to choose. We were always going to make the same choice even if you decide to trick nature and switch it at the last moment as a “fuck you” to determinism, your precious reality of being fed up with your role as nothing more than a biology slave was influenced to react in this way regardless.

You never had a choice to do anything. Not that I really care about that though, I’ve accepted it and will take on my role as a cog in a bigger machine. The issue for me is that I’ve run out of the only thing that did feel unregulated to some degree, which was curiosity. I’ve run out of knowledge to learn that matters to these aspects of life.

 

[FiendFiend]

By going through with this plan, the point is proven because I am doing something that releases certain chemicals within my body to feel good, and I was always going to go through a specific set of events that led me to make that choice in the first place. This is the same for all humans, free will was a nice sounding cope invented to label our delusion of being able to choose. We were always going to make the same choice even if you decide to trick nature and switch it at the last moment as a “fuck you” to determinism, your precious reality of being fed up with your role as nothing more than a biology slave was influenced to react in this way regardless.

You never had a choice to do anything. Not that I really care about that though, I’ve accepted it and will take on my role as a cog in a bigger machine. The issue for me is that I’ve run out of the only thing that did feel unregulated to some degree, which was curiosity. I’ve run out of knowledge to learn that matters to these aspects of life.

ur overthinking it. Muh chemicals in my body to feel good. Its far more than that. If it was all just chemicals, in theory u could just take drugs and find fufillment. However u wont.

We are conscious creatures who inheritly know if we're doing something wrong. We are half animal , half inspired by God, and can do Godly things like terraform the nature around us to worship us in a way. We in a way our gods of our own destiny. But we of course also are half animal otherwise we would die out as a species, its needed so we reproduce.

Its a perfect balance , if we were just animalistic in nature we'd be like the rest of the animals, if we were just pure free will, then we would be God. Its not possible that every can be a God. This is as close as you can get of being a "God". Its why the bible says we were made in the image of God. We are divinely mandated to do what the fuck we want, but only to a certain extent, cuz lets say if we could live forever, and had infinite free will , and not a bit of biology to hold us back, we would be Gods.

Yeah ur right, we do die out, in a way we are a "slave to our biology" but thats the beauty of it. U dont live forever, u dont live in a utopia, there is evil and bad, what would life be if it was pure happiness and fun and no trial and error.

 

[Veridic]

ur overthinking it. Muh chemicals in my body to feel good. Its far more than that. If it was all just chemicals, in theory u could just take drugs and find fufillment. However u wont.

We are conscious creatures who inheritly know if we're doing something wrong. We are half animal , half inspired by God, and can do Godly things like terraform the nature around us to worship us in a way. We in a way our gods of our own destiny. But we of course also are half animal otherwise we would die out as a species, its needed so we reproduce.

Its a perfect balance , if we were just animalistic in nature we'd be like the rest of the animals, if we were just pure free will, then we would be God. Its not possible that every can be a God. This is as close as you can get of being a "God". Its why the bible says we were made in the image of God. We are divinely mandated to do what the fuck we want, but only to a certain extent, cuz lets say if we could live forever, and had infinite free will , and not a bit of biology to hold us back, we would be Gods.

Yeah ur right, we do die out, in a way we are a "slave to our biology" but thats the beauty of it. U dont live forever, u dont live in a utopia, there is evil and bad, what would life be if it was pure happiness and fun and no trial and error.

We’re only not “animalistic” within our own perception of what we consider as such. I mean you pretty much just reworded everything that reality is in a “feel good” pretty way of saying that life should just be lived. In a way you’re right but in reality it wouldn’t matter how you view it, it just is the way it is.

But you can’t admit to us being slaves to our biology then go on to say that we have choice. It’s directly contradictory.

Also you have your endocrinology confused, you only begin to lose “fulfillment” on drugs because of how acute the spike and downregulation of receptors are. If we didn’t have that function of desensitization to such powerful DNS hormone releasing and reuptaking safe guards to keep our nervous system in check, we would most definitely find fulfillment in drugs by being able to do them every day and not think about matters like this.

But then again that would just be another slave to body moment where you’re doing what you can to please the obligation of reaching a “goal” state of mind.

 

[lockedaway]

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[Veridic]

My brain chemistry is fucked.

What’s fucked about it?

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

I’ve learned everything about what is important in life

No you haven't

accepted the fact we never had free will because our brain chemistry determines every action we make which has been influenced by the neuroplasticity that occurred throughout your entire life up to writing this post as I sit here at my desk.

Water

There has to be something else I can want for, it’s not normal to stay stagnant for humans

There is a lot.

 

[Veridic]

No you haven't

Water

There is a lot.

Tired of normies denying but never rebutting.