genuinely lost

[shortcell29]

i got my whole ascension protocol but cant start cuz no money and cant work cuz of school. i start my job in 2 months and idk what to do im so demotivated, im genuinely at my lowest acne is the worst cuz ive been eating so shit but i just cant find the motivation to not binge, its been a year since ive known abt lm and my peak was deadass before it. how do i actually get motivation to ascend, i must do so but idk what im doing literally lost