Genuinely my lowest relationship low 😭

[bobbyboy132]

Can't believe I'm asking this on org but everyone else ik is way to close to the situation and in high key really bad at putting my self in emotional support situations shits sad

I got a decent chance again with the girl really fucking like I'm talking she's was my first love yo for a little backstory we went to elementary tgthr and were friends for 2 years then last year we got closer and kinda had a friend group we were both apart of overtime her best friend started texting me tryna get with me and since I straight up get not no fucking validation towards my looks and didn't want to upfront admit I didn't like her cuz of ruining the whole friend group I entertained her for like 10 months (ik I'm a dumbass) anyways around graduation time I figured I try to get with this girl I've been tryna get with for like a year now but not really doing shit about it so we talked then her and her friend (the one I talked to) got mad at each other cuz of a whole bunch of shit so they cut it off then me and this girl went on a date (shit went horrible) we talked for a week and a bit and then it ended they became friends again and I stopped talking to them and the friend group basically died down when school started again she was basically ignoring me for a couple of months till I stopped trying to talk to her granted I never really was straight forward with it but I still tried and got rejected most of the time anyways as time went on I found more shit out like she was in a group chat with like three other dudes and maybe people idk when we were talking (I literally have no clue what happened but it seemed like nothing ever happened in it) she basically said how shit our date was and how she was glad she left and on everything when we saw each other the week shit ended I swear that bitch had those distant love eyes for another dude since I was a depressed cunt I got in the gym and fixed my dirty ass acne plus every time I talk to any girl at parties the gym or in class they always say shit that they're friends and other mfs say I'm cute (still don't pull tho cuz I'm a bitch, fuck my chud life yo) recently she invited me to her party and liking all my shit so idk if I should try again or it ain't worth it cuz I still catch myself thinking about her and no joke I smelt her fucking perfume for like a month after we stopped talking jfl yo plus she's really shy so kinda coping by saying that's why she didn't talk to me plus me and the best friend are on good terms now and she's got a boyfriend who I'm chill with so she's out the picture

Y'all think I should try again friendzone it or just drop it

I'mma go to bed now I'll check this tmr

Mb for the long ass backstory

 

[yushmaxx]

Can't believe I'm asking this on org but everyone else ik is way to close to the situation and in high key really bad at putting my self in emotional support situations shits sad

I got a decent chance again with the girl really fucking like I'm talking she's was my first love yo for a little backstory we went to elementary tgthr and were friends for 2 years then last year we got closer and kinda had a friend group we were both apart of overtime her best friend started texting me tryna get with me and since I straight up get not no fucking validation towards my looks and didn't want to upfront admit I didn't like her cuz of ruining the whole friend group I entertained her for like 10 months (ik I'm a dumbass) anyways around graduation time I figured I try to get with this girl I've been tryna get with for like a year now but not really doing shit about it so we talked then her and her friend (the one I talked to) got mad at each other cuz of a whole bunch of shit so they cut it off then me and this girl went on a date (shit went horrible) we talked for a week and a bit and then it ended they became friends again and I stopped talking to them and the friend group basically died down when school started again she was basically ignoring me for a couple of months till I stopped trying to talk to her granted I never really was straight forward with it but I still tried and got rejected most of the time anyways as time went on I found more shit out like she was in a group chat with like three other dudes and maybe people idk when we were talking (I literally have no clue what happened but it seemed like nothing ever happened in it) she basically said how shit our date was and how she was glad she left and on everything when we saw each other the week shit ended I swear that bitch had those distant love eyes for another dude since I was a depressed cunt I got in the gym and fixed my dirty ass acne plus every time I talk to any girl at parties the gym or in class they always say shit that they're friends and other mfs say I'm cute (still don't pull tho cuz I'm a bitch, fuck my chud life yo) recently she invited me to her party and liking all my shit so idk if I should try again or it ain't worth it cuz I still catch myself thinking about her and no joke I smelt her fucking perfume for like a month after we stopped talking jfl yo plus she's really shy so kinda coping by saying that's why she didn't talk to me plus me and the best friend are on good terms now and she's got a boyfriend who I'm chill with so she's out the picture

Y'all think I should try again friendzone it or just drop it

I'mma go to bed now I'll check this tmr

Mb for the long ass backstory

Drop it.

This genuinely hurt to read, please consider paragraphs and punctuation next time.

I guess I can say I studied for the SAT by reading this garbage today :/

 

[00.mmc]

not a single punctuation mark

 

[BOX13]

i actually wanted to read this and help but its impossible dnr

 

[bobbyboy132]

My ass got distracted I just kinda started ranting mb yo I'll fix it cuz my shits genuinely lose rn

 

[sslavniyy]

dnr where's tldr

 

[bobbyboy132]

I fixed my shit yo here it is

Can't believe I'm asking this on org but everyone else ik is way to close to the situation, and im high key really bad at putting myself in emotional support situations (shits sad)

I got a decent chance again with the girl I really fucking like. I'm talking she's was my first love yo.

For a little backstory we went to elementary together, and were friends for 2 years, then last year we got closer and we're in the same friend group. Her best friend really liked me too and started texting me tryna get with me. Since I straight up got no fucking validation towards my looks, and didn't want to upfront admit I didn't like her cuz it would ruin the whole friend group, and my chances with the girl I wanted. Cuz of this I entertained her for like 10 months (ik I'm a dumbass) anyways around graduation time I figured I try to get with this girl since it's basically been a year of being a cuck. We started talking, then her and her friend (the one I talked to) had a huge ass argument at each other cuz of a whole bunch of shit. They eventually cut it off with each other. Since their wasn't holding anything between the two of us back me and this girl went on a date (it went horrible) we talked for a week and a bit later and then it ended. They became friends again, and I stopped talking to them plus the friend group basically died down. When school started again she was basically ignoring me for a couple of months till I stopped trying to talk to her. (granted I never really was straight forward with it but I still tried and got rejected most of the time from any for of communication.) Anyways as time went on I found more shit out like she was in a group chat with like three other dudes and maybe other people idk while we were talking (I literally have no clue what happened but it seemed like nothing ever happened in it.) Onto of that to our mutual friend she basically said how shit our date was and how she was glad she left, and on top of everything when we saw each other the week it ended I swear that bitch had those very noticeable love eyes for another dude. Since I was a depressed cunt I got in the gym, and fixed my dirty ass acne in any hope to improve myself. Plus every time I talk to any girl at parties, the gym, or in class they always say shit that they're friends and other mfs say I'm cute (still don't pull tho cuz I'm a bitch from all the childhood bullying, fuck my chud life yo.) Recently she invited me to her party and she's been liking all my shit, so idk if I should try again or if it ain't worth it. I'll still catch myself thinking about her, and no joke I smelt her fucking perfume for a month after we stopped talking jfl yo . Plus she's really shy and we haven't had any real classes together, but we've literally had every single lunch at the same time so the chance was kinda there. Recently like the past couple of months tho she's just stare at me but when we see each other in the halls she'll look away and act all dismissing or avoidant of me. FYi me and the best friend are on good terms now, and she's got a boyfriend who I'm chill with so she's out the picture.

Y'all think I should try again, friendzone it, or just drop it

I'mma go to bed now I'll check this tmr

Mb for the long ass backstory

 

[bobbyboy132]

dnr where's tldr

Gang I'm a grey I literally have no clue what tldr means and I'm to lazy to search it up

 

[sslavniyy]

Gang I'm a grey I literally have no clue what tldr means and I'm to lazy to search it up

short summary of text for ADHD individuals like me

 

[bobbyboy132]

short summary of text for ADHD individuals like me

Thx man appreciate it shits rough for Greys in here

 

[UserE_7.random]

I fixed my shit yo here it is

Can't believe I'm asking this on org but everyone else ik is way to close to the situation, and im high key really bad at putting myself in emotional support situations (shits sad)

I got a decent chance again with the girl I really fucking like. I'm talking she's was my first love yo.

For a little backstory we went to elementary together, and were friends for 2 years, then last year we got closer and we're in the same friend group. Her best friend really liked me too and started texting me tryna get with me. Since I straight up got no fucking validation towards my looks, and didn't want to upfront admit I didn't like her cuz it would ruin the whole friend group, and my chances with the girl I wanted. Cuz of this I entertained her for like 10 months (ik I'm a dumbass) anyways around graduation time I figured I try to get with this girl since it's basically been a year of being a cuck. We started talking, then her and her friend (the one I talked to) had a huge ass argument at each other cuz of a whole bunch of shit. They eventually cut it off with each other. Since their wasn't holding anything between the two of us back me and this girl went on a date (it went horrible) we talked for a week and a bit later and then it ended. They became friends again, and I stopped talking to them plus the friend group basically died down. When school started again she was basically ignoring me for a couple of months till I stopped trying to talk to her. (granted I never really was straight forward with it but I still tried and got rejected most of the time from any for of communication.) Anyways as time went on I found more shit out like she was in a group chat with like three other dudes and maybe other people idk while we were talking (I literally have no clue what happened but it seemed like nothing ever happened in it.) Onto of that to our mutual friend she basically said how shit our date was and how she was glad she left, and on top of everything when we saw each other the week it ended I swear that bitch had those very noticeable love eyes for another dude. Since I was a depressed cunt I got in the gym, and fixed my dirty ass acne in any hope to improve myself. Plus every time I talk to any girl at parties, the gym, or in class they always say shit that they're friends and other mfs say I'm cute (still don't pull tho cuz I'm a bitch from all the childhood bullying, fuck my chud life yo.) Recently she invited me to her party and she's been liking all my shit, so idk if I should try again or if it ain't worth it. I'll still catch myself thinking about her, and no joke I smelt her fucking perfume for a month after we stopped talking jfl yo . Plus she's really shy and we haven't had any real classes together, but we've literally had every single lunch at the same time so the chance was kinda there. Recently like the past couple of months tho she's just stare at me but when we see each other in the halls she'll look away and act all dismissing or avoidant of me. FYi me and the best friend are on good terms now, and she's got a boyfriend who I'm chill with so she's out the picture.

Y'all think I should try again, friendzone it, or just drop it

I'mma go to bed now I'll check this tmr

Mb for the long ass backstory

DNR

 

[bobbyboy132]

I fixed my shit yo here it is

Can't believe I'm asking this on org but everyone else ik is way to close to the situation, and im high key really bad at putting myself in emotional support situations (shits sad)

I got a decent chance again with the girl I really fucking like. I'm talking she's was my first love yo.

For a little backstory we went to elementary together, and were friends for 2 years, then last year we got closer and we're in the same friend group. Her best friend really liked me too and started texting me tryna get with me. Since I straight up got no fucking validation towards my looks, and didn't want to upfront admit I didn't like her cuz it would ruin the whole friend group, and my chances with the girl I wanted. Cuz of this I entertained her for like 10 months (ik I'm a dumbass) anyways around graduation time I figured I try to get with this girl since it's basically been a year of being a cuck. We started talking, then her and her friend (the one I talked to) had a huge ass argument at each other cuz of a whole bunch of shit. They eventually cut it off with each other. Since their wasn't holding anything between the two of us back me and this girl went on a date (it went horrible) we talked for a week and a bit later and then it ended. They became friends again, and I stopped talking to them plus the friend group basically died down. When school started again she was basically ignoring me for a couple of months till I stopped trying to talk to her. (granted I never really was straight forward with it but I still tried and got rejected most of the time from any for of communication.) Anyways as time went on I found more shit out like she was in a group chat with like three other dudes and maybe other people idk while we were talking (I literally have no clue what happened but it seemed like nothing ever happened in it.) Onto of that to our mutual friend she basically said how shit our date was and how she was glad she left, and on top of everything when we saw each other the week it ended I swear that bitch had those very noticeable love eyes for another dude. Since I was a depressed cunt I got in the gym, and fixed my dirty ass acne in any hope to improve myself. Plus every time I talk to any girl at parties, the gym, or in class they always say shit that they're friends and other mfs say I'm cute (still don't pull tho cuz I'm a bitch from all the childhood bullying, fuck my chud life yo.) Recently she invited me to her party and she's been liking all my shit, so idk if I should try again or if it ain't worth it. I'll still catch myself thinking about her, and no joke I smelt her fucking perfume for a month after we stopped talking jfl yo . Plus she's really shy and we haven't had any real classes together, but we've literally had every single lunch at the same time so the chance was kinda there. Recently like the past couple of months tho she's just stare at me but when we see each other in the halls she'll look away and act all dismissing or avoidant of me. FYi me and the best friend are on good terms now, and she's got a boyfriend who I'm chill with so she's out the picture.

Y'all think I should try again, friendzone it, or just drop it

I'mma go to bed now I'll check this tmr

Mb for the long ass backstory

Tldr
I really liked this girl i got talked with her friend for a long time (didn't care for her friend at all) started talking to her while I was talking to the friend they got in the argument we went on a date that went shitty it ended we stopped talking her and the friend are together again later I found some stuff about that I don't know how to act after basically a year where I went to the gym and fixed my acne she started showing signs that I have a chance again idk what to do about it and the friend has a boyfriend so she's out the picture