Genuinely the last two months were crazy for me in terms of looks

[KT-34]

Tho you realize looks do not matter that much it feels really nice compared to before

People compliment me so often I forget when before I used to remember every single compliment I received because of how little I had


I get invited to parties by girls, I go on dates, people come talk to and listen to me, I got asked for photoshoots even when it comes to oral presentations at uni, every single time the professors(who always happen to be women) compliment me for how charismatic I sounded or my eye contact or blah blah blah



Nigga I've just been spewing bullshit, I stuttered and rephrase so many times, and my partner actually remembered his lines correctly


It's so crazy to me how much of a game changer it is


The funniest part is people just assuming you have a girl or fuck like crazy based on your looks

 

[Aox Ofwar]

Ok Chad

 

[KT-34]

Ok Chad

Nowhere near, I'm just surrounded by fat and acnee filled dudes

I counted how many in my class were actually physically lean and 6ft+ with clear skin and properly shaved, we're litteraly 4 over 50

 

[pfl]

>looks do not matter that much
>types a paragraph of multiple instances on how looks makes life way easier

 

[KT-34]

>looks do not matter that much
>types a paragraph of multiple instances on how looks makes life way easier

I should've worded it better

Looks do not matter when it comes to being happy

I still stand by the fact that I've never been more miserable than this year even if I never looked better


There's a reason I party drink and smoke exponentially more than before

 

[Currypill]

And then you woke up?

 

[pfl]

I should've worded it better

Looks do not matter when it comes to being happy

I still stand by the fact that I've never been more miserable than this year even if I never looked better


There's a reason I party drink and smoke exponentially more than before

how easy did these experiences come to u
did u have to do alot of work in socializing and meeting people, or did people approach u first and introduce u to everything?

 

[cristaking8]

Tho you realize looks do not matter that much it feels really nice compared to before

People compliment me so often I forget when before I used to remember every single compliment I received because of how little I had


I get invited to parties by girls, I go on dates, people come talk to and listen to me, I got asked for photoshoots even when it comes to oral presentations at uni, every single time the professors(who always happen to be women) compliment me for how charismatic I sounded or my eye contact or blah blah blah



Nigga I've just been spewing bullshit, I stuttered and rephrase so many times, and my partner actually remembered his lines correctly


It's so crazy to me how much of a game changer it is


The funniest part is people just assuming you have a girl or fuck like crazy based on your looks

brotal

 

[shanevasily]

Tho you realize looks do not matter that much it feels really nice compared to before

People compliment me so often I forget when before I used to remember every single compliment I received because of how little I had


I get invited to parties by girls, I go on dates, people come talk to and listen to me, I got asked for photoshoots even when it comes to oral presentations at uni, every single time the professors(who always happen to be women) compliment me for how charismatic I sounded or my eye contact or blah blah blah



Nigga I've just been spewing bullshit, I stuttered and rephrase so many times, and my partner actually remembered his lines correctly


It's so crazy to me how much of a game changer it is


The funniest part is people just assuming you have a girl or fuck like crazy based on your looks

Are u cl or some shit dude. What do u rate urself honestly.

 

[KT-34]

how easy did these experiences come to u
did u have to do alot of work in socializing and meeting people, or did people approach u first and introduce u to everything?

Nope, I'm autistic af

Just an example I was at a bar last night drinking alone, a dude and a girl (they knew each other) were talking, he offered to pay she refused and I was drunk enough to barge in and ask for him to pay for me instead , the dude pays for me, I hang out with them

During the night the girl kept calling me "beautiful" lmao, she explicitly told me I was too quiet but then asked for my insta cause I was chill

 

[KT-34]

Are u cl or some shit dude. What do u rate urself honestly.

Honestly objectively like high mtn, I'm not exceptionally attractive or some shit, I'm just decent looking overall like I have plenty of flaws

 

[KT-34]

And then you woke up?

No this is generally my life, it's cool and all but I haven't been able to form actual meaningful connections with people for a while now

 

[OlympicSizzler]

Never seen a teacher call another student charismatic

 

[Currypill]

No this is generally my life, it's cool and all but I haven't been able to form actual meaningful connections with people for a while now

Im jelly, you have it better than most people still

 

[KT-34]

Im jelly, you have it better than most people still

Honestly when I try to look at it from any perspective, Nah I don't

Like I got kind of numb from people in general, like I want a meaningful connection with somebody but it's genuinely impossible for me now to genuinely want to put effort into someone

I really don't care about how many hoes can fuck in a week or some shit

I would've dreamed of this type of life before but rn I wish I'd go back a year ago, I was so much more happier and surrounded than now

 

[Currypill]

Honestly when I try to look at it from any perspective, Nah I don't

Like I got kind of numb from people in general, like I want a meaningful connection with somebody but it's genuinely impossible for me now to genuinely want to put effort into someone

I really don't care about how many hoes can fuck in a week or some shit

I would've dreamed of this type of life before but rn I wish I'd go back a year ago, I was so much more happier and surrounded than now

Hope you find the one for you someday

 

[GodDeityEyeBro]

nice to hear that man

 

[hollowed]

Mirin

 

[GodDeityEyeBro]

Nowhere near, I'm just surrounded by fat and acnee filled dudes

I counted how many in my class were actually physically lean and 6ft+ with clear skin and properly shaved, we're litteraly 4 over 50

proximitypill is very brutal. In my college I can only be seen as somewhat decent looking but when I went to a friend's college I kinda had a similar experience as you. Most of the people in these places don't really think about this sorta stuff

 

[KT-34]

proximitypill is very brutal. In my college I can only be seen as somewhat decent looking but when I went to a friend's college I kinda had a similar experience as you. Most of the people in these places don't really think about this sorta stuff

Yeah it's kind of weird but then again we spent most of our lives not truly improving our looks until we discovered this forum

I used to think having abs and taper fades was it when I couldn't have been more wrong

 

[oculus]

Tho you realize looks do not matter that much it feels really nice compared to before

People compliment me so often I forget when before I used to remember every single compliment I received because of how little I had


I get invited to parties by girls, I go on dates, people come talk to and listen to me, I got asked for photoshoots even when it comes to oral presentations at uni, every single time the professors(who always happen to be women) compliment me for how charismatic I sounded or my eye contact or blah blah blah



Nigga I've just been spewing bullshit, I stuttered and rephrase so many times, and my partner actually remembered his lines correctly


It's so crazy to me how much of a game changer it is


The funniest part is people just assuming you have a girl or fuck like crazy based on your looks

same but i can’t feel emotions that much lately

 

[KT-34]

same but i can’t feel emotions that much lately

I understand, it just doesn't feel as good as you think it would

Like you think partying all night with girls would be fun but then you actually do it and realize how fucking boring it is

It honestly borderline makes me angry how boring this type of lifestyle is, I've had much more fun hanging out with a few good friends than with that lifestyle

 

[oculus]

I understand, it just doesn't feel as good as you think it would

Like you think partying all night with girls would be fun but then you actually do it and realize how fucking boring it is

It honestly borderline makes me angry how boring this type of lifestyle is, I've had much more fun hanging out with a few good friends than with that lifestyle

i feel so like fucking nothing but not depressed just there