Genuinely wanna blow my shi clean off

[mason35]

I was at the mall today with family and just walking around was the worst thing I’ve done in months i genuinely don’t fucking know what’s happening to me I just can’t stand it anymore. I hate walking around like the fucking manlet I am I just wanna stop being such a fuck up. I disappoint all my family members, aunts, uncles, grandma, dad, mom, even my fucking siblings, and I just don’t get it. It feels like I work so fucking hard for nothing, I’ve tracked EVERYTHING I’ve eaten for almost 2 years now, I go to the gym 5 days a week, every week, I try and improve my facial appearance and presentation as much as humanly possible. I’ve read countless books to better my naturally low eq, I take meds that I hate everyday for my nd, I’m in the 99.2 percentile of human intelligence. I wrestle varsity as a freshman, I’m the only kid in my grade with 2 varsity letters, I have a 4.0 gpa, I’m passionate about my religion and care deeply about nature and how we can coexist with her. I fucking climb mountains. I just don’t get it what could people want more how am I still just a fucking loser with no friends and “a face only a mother could love” famous last words I wish were true from my failed hoco proposal. My mom doesn’t even fucking like me anymore. Fuck me ik yall will DNR js lmk if you see any flaws fixable 500$ budget please link sources currently looking for edra (duh)

 

[ccccho]

I was at the mall today with family and just walking around was the worst thing I’ve done in months i genuinely don’t fucking know what’s happening to me I just can’t stand it anymore. I hate walking around like the fucking manlet I am I just wanna stop being such a fuck up. I disappoint all my family members, aunts, uncles, grandma, dad, mom, even my fucking siblings, and I just don’t get it. It feels like I work so fucking hard for nothing, I’ve tracked EVERYTHING I’ve eaten for almost 2 years now, I go to the gym 5 days a week, every week, I try and improve my facial appearance and presentation as much as humanly possible. I’ve read countless books to better my naturally low eq, I take meds that I hate everyday for my nd, I’m in the 99.2 percentile of human intelligence. I wrestle varsity as a freshman, I’m the only kid in my grade with 2 varsity letters, I have a 4.0 gpa, I’m passionate about my religion and care deeply about nature and how we can coexist with her. I fucking climb mountains. I just don’t get it what could people want more how am I still just a fucking loser with no friends and “a face only a mother could love” famous last words I wish were true from my failed hoco proposal. My mom doesn’t even fucking like me anymore. Fuck me ik yall will DNR js lmk if you see any flaws fixable 500$ budget please link sources currently looking for edra (duh)

Why do you waste so much energy on your family's approval? You look good how tall are you? You're definitely not ugly, so I guess your main problem is your height.

 

[mason35]

Why do you waste so much energy on your family's approval? You look good how tall are you? You're definitely not ugly, so I guess your main problem is your height.

5’9.5

 

[vexd]

indiamart for erda
and spam letrzole (10mg) and no nuked e2 doesnt fuck your iq its just cope

 

[mason35]

indiamart for erda
and spam letrzole (10mg) and no nuked e2 doesnt fuck your iq its just cope
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Idk man maybe

 

[ccccho]

Average height, be thankful you're not a manlet. With height frauding you can hit 1.80m [5'11"] don't waste too much time overthinking, honestly. I get your struggles, but you're not tiny and you're not ugly.

 

[foidshauntme13]

5’9.5

Nigga u look good and ur 5 9 ez fraud 6 ft w insoles and timbs

 

[mason35]

indiamart for erda
and spam letrzole (10mg) and no nuked e2 doesnt fuck your iq its just cope
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And India mart for edra fr? I thought that was lowkey terrible elaborate

 

[mason35]

Average height, be thankful you're not a manlet. With height frauding you can hit 1.80m [5'11"] don't waste too much time overthinking, honestly. I get your struggles, but you're not tiny and you're not ugly.

Ig my school is different I get called short all the time as a 5’9 freshman at my school

 

[mason35]

Nigga u look good and ur 5 9 ez fraud 6 ft w insoles and timbs

No way am I frauding 6 ft bro

 

[vexd]

And India mart for edra fr? I thought that was lowkey terrible elaborate

cheap and its real its basically meets drosphipping the prescription for erda (Lucius)

 

[lolxdsniped]

I was at the mall today with family and just walking around was the worst thing I’ve done in months i genuinely don’t fucking know what’s happening to me I just can’t stand it anymore. I hate walking around like the fucking manlet I am I just wanna stop being such a fuck up. I disappoint all my family members, aunts, uncles, grandma, dad, mom, even my fucking siblings, and I just don’t get it. It feels like I work so fucking hard for nothing, I’ve tracked EVERYTHING I’ve eaten for almost 2 years now, I go to the gym 5 days a week, every week, I try and improve my facial appearance and presentation as much as humanly possible. I’ve read countless books to better my naturally low eq, I take meds that I hate everyday for my nd, I’m in the 99.2 percentile of human intelligence. I wrestle varsity as a freshman, I’m the only kid in my grade with 2 varsity letters, I have a 4.0 gpa, I’m passionate about my religion and care deeply about nature and how we can coexist with her. I fucking climb mountains. I just don’t get it what could people want more how am I still just a fucking loser with no friends and “a face only a mother could love” famous last words I wish were true from my failed hoco proposal. My mom doesn’t even fucking like me anymore. Fuck me ik yall will DNR js lmk if you see any flaws fixable 500$ budget please link sources currently looking for edra (duh)

yo bro i've been there and i wanna be honest you look good, objectively above average, you do cool things (mountains, gym) those are real hobbies. People will scream cope but I really think you are isolated and spiraling. Sometimes our brains can foster self-hate and negativity and that poison can spread to those around us. I doubt you will take this to heart but therapy and getting offline for a bit could really help. I think you have pushed it far and look great. Those relationships with your family are the only ones that will last your entire life, they are fundamental and important. Nurture them even if they feel dull or harbor resentment now. You can get through how you feel, you got this brother.

 

[mason35]

cheap and its real its basically meets drosphipping the prescription for erda (Lucius)

No fucking way bro

 

[vexd]

No fucking way bro

yes bro its basically a pajeet sand nigger with a prescription for it and drosphips it for cheap google it if u dont believe me

 

[mason35]

yo bro i've been there and i wanna be honest you look good, objectively above average, you do cool things (mountains, gym) those are real hobbies. People will scream cope but I really think you are isolated and spiraling. Sometimes our brains can foster self-hate and negativity and that poison can spread to those around us. I doubt you will take this to heart but therapy and getting offline for a bit could really help. I think you have pushed it far and look great. Those relationships with your family are the only ones that will last your entire life, they are fundamental and important. Nurture them even if they feel dull or harbor resentment now. You can get through how you feel, you got this brother.

Yo we joined the same day, also my therapist thinks I have EO schizophrenia soooo but I really appreciate this and I’m not giving up on the fam yet bro don’t you worry

 

[soyjack]

indiamart for erda
and spam letrzole (10mg) and no nuked e2 doesnt fuck your iq its just cope
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10 mg https://media.giphy.com/media/v1.Y2...X3NlYXJjaCZjdD1n/6k9F8GRKGRrh48LrJ0/giphy.gif

 

[foidshauntme13]

Bro boots give you 2 inches and insoles can hive you more chill it aint allat

 

[vexd]

10 mg https://media.giphy.com/media/v1.Y2...X3NlYXJjaCZjdD1n/6k9F8GRKGRrh48LrJ0/giphy.gif

only sides are osteoporosis bbut thats if ur like 70 and have been on it for 80000000 years

 

[mason35]

only sides are osteoporosis bbut thats if ur like 70 and have been on it for 80000000 years

Right

 

[vexd]

Right

it'd worth it my nigga ur plates re probably nearing closure and the moment they close better off ending it

 

[mason35]

it'd worth it my nigga ur plates re probably nearing closure and the moment they close better off ending it

You lowk right thanks brah very helpful

 

[lolxdsniped]

Yo we joined the same day, also my therapist thinks I have EO schizophrenia soooo but I really appreciate this and I’m not giving up on the fam yet bro don’t you worry

schizophrenia is brutal and it's going to be tough but there's def functioning and happy people with schizophrenia, the exercise and climbing shit will def put you at an advantage there because of how regulatory it can be. You got this bro good luck

 

[mason35]

schizophrenia is brutal and it's going to be tough but there's def functioning and happy people with schizophrenia, the exercise and climbing shit will def put you at an advantage there because of how regulatory it can be. You got this bro good luck

Thanks man, means a lot.

 

[isaacmaxxing]

5’9.5

5'9 at 14... Is this a joke. I was 5'4 as a freshmen and I left senior year being 6'2. Ur fine bro