Genuinly going to cry myself to sleep today

[Matcha250]

I’m a teen, still growing, and I’ll be straight to the point. I’m a khhv social outcast, below‑average looking, but at least I’m 6'4.4. And before any heightcels say I’m “delusional” or a fakecel my face is genuinely bad. Think Haaland but low test, weak bone structure, and better misc/coloring. My height has never helped me because I’m simply not attractive.

I postponed looksmaxxing for almost two years, and I regret it. I should’ve focused earlier on health, growth, and development. Now I’m close to done growing, still recessed and underdeveloped therefore i have to resort to to save myself.

I also messed up my PayPal, triggered high risk, and now I can’t use it. I used a fake name that didn’t match my card, so it got suspended, meaning I can’t buy anything through it anymore. It is the mainm best and maybe only way i can buy .

I’ve dealt with abuse and family issues my whole childhood, which made me socially isolated, depressed, sedentary, unhealthy, fat, and underdeveloped. That’s how I ended up here.

I really thought I’d manage to fix myself, but right now it feels like there’s no ascending.
I am genuinly so sad i cant believe this is actually how my life has ended up
I know no one is going to care about this and dnr but i just felt like venting.

 

[Stalker]

can you please for the love of god space out your FUCKING TEXT

 

[Scars]

yeah i cant read this

 

[alurmo]

So just to be straight to the point i am an teen, i'm still growing, khhv social outcast, i am chopped i am below averge looking BUT i atleast i am 6'4.4 on the positive side lol. I don't want any of you heightcels say your delusional your 6'4 you are an fakecel. Get this right my face is repulsive i am not attractive whatsover i essentially look like haaland but low test and boneless with better misc and coloring. My height has NEVER in my life helped me due the fact i am not attractive.

So i am basically close to done growing now and i have post poned starting to looksmaxx for 2 years now and im not even joking. I regret so much not starting earlier with just looksmaxxing, being healthy and optimizing growth. Since now i am here with under 1 year until my growth plates close being recessed and underdeveloped. Therefore i have to resort to to save myself.

My dumbass managed to trigger high risk on paypal which my main and best way to buy and now i likley will not be able to use it. Not only that i used an fake name that wasnt on my actual card so now i am suspended there so i cannot buy crypto there.

I finally thought i was going to be able to save myself and ascend and live an normal life but ofcourse i cant.

I have been abused by my dad and had family issues due to him my entire chilhood which made me end up as an social outcast and depressed which made me unhealthy and live an sedentary lifestyle which has made me now fat, ugly and underdeveloped.

I thought i was going to managde to save myself but clearly there is no ascending i am just fucked.

 

[jeremyy]

Brutal for lanklets

 

[Aestra]

DNR

 

[Matcha250]

Brutal for lanklets

People exxagarate the importance of height. Not denying it doesnt matter cause it obviously does. But as long as your averge height+ looks definitely matters more than your height.

 

[tarkdriad33]

youre 6'4 just shut the fuck up you larper

 

[Matcha250]

youre 6'4 just shut the fuck up you larper

People always say that