get in here overthinking cels

[caveman]

When you're old and frail you will look back on you're life and either say holy shit I took action and tried my very best to ascend , I saved , I bought x and y did z surgery(s) and really gave it everything I got, good for me

or you'll say the soul crushing, what if? WHAT IF I TRIED.
and that regret is worse than anything, it's permanent and will haunt you day by day

 

[Whatashame]

When you're old and frail you will look back on you're life and either say holy shit I took action and tried my very best to ascend , I saved , I bought x and y did z surgery(s) and really gave it everything I got, good for me

or you'll say the soul crushing, what if? WHAT IF I TRIED.
and that regret is worse than anything, it's permanent and will haunt you day by day

or you could say "holy shit what i was thinking? Spending that much money on that surgery that went wrong and didnt ascend me? making me look like a narcissist for trying to people around me? how cringe". If it was easy like that everyone would do it.

 

[Methhead]

based

 

[caveman]

or you could say "holy shit what i was thinking? Spending that much money on that surgery that went wrong and didnt ascend me? making me look like a narcissist for trying to people around me? how cringe". If it was easy like that everyone would do it.

you can keep that overthinking mindset, paralysis by analysis type beat.. while i ascend and pat my self on the back for giving it my all.

 

[Deleted member 16683]

i'm trying to work to get the surgeries that will ascend me but some of these shits are hard to get and find a doctor to perform

 

[Whatashame]

you can keep that overthinking mindset, paralysis by analysis type beat.. while i ascend and pat my self on the back for giving it my all.

to the starts my friend

 

[Whatashame]

another problem is. to find the right surgeries that would actually work, sometimes our instics and what we find good will not be what some other group of people will also find attractive

 

[caveman]

another problem is. to find the right surgeries that would actually work, sometimes our instics and what we find good will not be what some other group of people will also find attractive

thats why you go to professionals and get multiple opinions...

 

[Deleted member 19101]

i am going to ascend i combine softmaxxing techniques in a smart way and will make enough money to afford necessary surgeries

 

[Deleted member 21340]

only works for sub5 incels tbh
maximising your looks by any means possible when you have absolutely nothing to lose is rational
but if youre a normie+ surgery is always a risk considering you could end up botching your entire quality of life via one silly decision

 

[Whatashame]

thats why you go to professionals and get multiple opinions...

nevertheless theres a bias. How are u going to know if the type of girl you like it will like? its hard. I had ideas that i had absolute sure were meant to be good looking in a guy but girls would say they prefer the other way. others would say no. Beauty wanting or not have a subjective part.

 

[longjohnmong]

nah. i believe in the block universe, so everything is and has always been already decided, set in stone, and "possibility" is just an imaginary concept. even if it's not, on my death bed, i'll be like "it's not like i get to keep any of the experiences i had anyway. in a moment they will all be gone forever." plus, there's no persistent self from one moment to the next, so "I" didn't really experience anything at all except the present moment. basically nothing matters.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

When you're old and frail you will look back on you're life and either say holy shit I took action and tried my very best to ascend , I saved , I bought x and y did z surgery(s) and really gave it everything I got, good for me

or you'll say the soul crushing, what if? WHAT IF I TRIED.
and that regret is worse than anything, it's permanent and will haunt you day by day

Normie clip but could literally not be any more relevant

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

nah. i believe in the block universe, so everything is and has always been already decided, set in stone, and "possibility" is just an imaginary concept. even if it's not, on my death bed, i'll be like "it's not like i get to keep any of the experiences i had anyway. in a moment they will all be gone forever." plus, there's no persistent self from one moment to the next, so "I" didn't really experience anything at all except the present moment. basically nothing matters.

What an insanely depressing outlook on life christ

What does your day to day look like after this I gotta know man

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

i am going to ascend i combine softmaxxing techniques in a smart way and will make enough money to afford necessary surgeries

Real shiii

 

[longjohnmong]

What an insanely depressing outlook on life christ

What does your day to day look like after this I gotta know man

it's enlightening, as in lightening the load (which is what enlightened does mean) because i still believe in free will. everything is already decided but it's decided in accordance with what my choice would have been had things not already been decided. i don't know how to describe it. so, i still feel like i'm carving my own destiny, but at the same time, i don't have to regret anything because i'm just like "well, i had to happen that way."

as for not getting to keep anything that happens to you, that's just true. there's tons of shit that happened to you that you can't even remember. is it good that it happened? is it bad that it happened? how do you know? you don't even remember what it was! and that's what happens when you die. like you were blackout drunk for your entire life. yeah, this is hard to cope with, but it's better to overcome it, than to stuff it down. i think i'm over it.

i still want to experience things, but i don't want to experience them so that i can add them to my "having done" list. like, once they're over, having done them or not having done them feels the same, aside from being able to remember, but like I have enough good experiences that i don't need any more memories. again, i do want to experience things just for the momentary experience, not for some imaginary collection of experiences.

my day to day i live with my mother who has some type of dementia and can't remember anything from one moment to the next, so all these themes are quite relevant. does it matter what she experiences if she immediately forgets about it? i mean, it's pretty bleak, opening up a closet to see all kinds of stuff she was saving for a day that will never come. and every day is just worse than the previous one, and you think you've accepted it, except you haven't because you're not really prepared for how bad it actually gets.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

it's enlightening, as in lightening the load (which is what enlightened does mean) because i still believe in free will. everything is already decided but it's decided in accordance with what my choice would have been had things not already been decided. i don't know how to describe it.

I understand completely, most people who agree with the theory don't get that second part and end up sounding fucking dumb.

so, i still feel like i'm carving my own destiny, but at the same time, i don't have to regret anything because i'm just like "well, i had to happen that way."

as for not getting to keep anything that happens to you, that's just true. there's tons of shit that happened to you that you can't even remember. is it good that it happened? is it bad that it happened? how do you know? you don't even remember what it was! and that's what happens when you die. like you were blackout drunk for your entire life. yeah, this is hard to cope with, but it's better to overcome it, than to stuff it down. i think i'm over it.

Don't know that for sure but it's incredibly likely

I hope there's an afterlife, or more specifically I hope reincarnation exists and I somehow find a way to remember my past.

although if it does exist i already have a past ive forgotten.

being reincarnated as an ignorant baby over and over is hell.

kinda plays in with the reptile theory lol

i still want to experience things, but i don't want to experience them so that i can add them to my "having done" list. like, once they're over, having done them or not having done them feels the same, aside from being able to remember, but like I have enough good experiences that i don't need any more memories. again, i do want to experience things just for the momentary experience, not for some imaginary collection of experiences.

My only real goal is that when I turn 30 I can live an entirely materialistic and sex addicted lifestyle with no Reprecussions.

There is nothing more to life than dopamine and serotonin in my opinion.

in order to do this i need to become a soccer pro, get rich, get famous, get bitches.

my day to day i live with my mother who has some type of dementia and can't remember anything from one moment to the next, so all these themes are quite relevant. does it matter what she experiences if she immediately forgets about it? i mean, it's pretty bleak, opening up a closet to see all kinds of stuff she was saving for a day that will never come. and every day is just worse than the previous one, and you think you've accepted it, except you haven't because you're not really prepared for how bad it actually gets.

Fuck dude do you have no other relatives to deal with that shit?

 

[caveman]

Normie clip but could literally not be any more relevant

exactly, i had fear completely destroy my life.. ive had enough

 

[Cares]

Take action

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

exactly, i had fear completely destroy my life.. ive had enough

thats my boy