Mechigoat
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Recently I started University, and so you know ive always been insecure about my looks so I want to stand the less among others. The one thing ive wanted the most is having a girlfriend, so I saw starting Uni as a way to have a "fresh start" and cope about how looks actually dont matter.
I was in some class and the teacher asked the half of the classroom to get out for some dynamic with the other half, then it started. I tried to socialize with the others (which im no good at) and then they started joking about "finding me a gf". I think it was a joke to them, seeing how chopped I am they found funny how girls wouldnt look at my way with eyes with affection. anyways, after they started joking about that, a stupid dumbass tried to make himself funnier by humiliating me, he started asking EVERY SINGLE girl present at the time if they would even think of be with me, he asked that to like 12 girls, every one of them said no, some of them asked "who?", then looked at me and said loke "ew, no" or would instantly say "NO" when they laid eyes on me.
Meanwhile I was sitting like a fool, trying to laugh my humiliation so they would think their rejection upon my looks doesnt actually affect me. After that class was over i just went home and thought about everything that would happen if i was handsome. Maybe girls wouldnt look at me with disgust and they would answered with a yes or anything possitive for a change.
Is cope the only reason to keep living?
I was in some class and the teacher asked the half of the classroom to get out for some dynamic with the other half, then it started. I tried to socialize with the others (which im no good at) and then they started joking about "finding me a gf". I think it was a joke to them, seeing how chopped I am they found funny how girls wouldnt look at my way with eyes with affection. anyways, after they started joking about that, a stupid dumbass tried to make himself funnier by humiliating me, he started asking EVERY SINGLE girl present at the time if they would even think of be with me, he asked that to like 12 girls, every one of them said no, some of them asked "who?", then looked at me and said loke "ew, no" or would instantly say "NO" when they laid eyes on me.
Meanwhile I was sitting like a fool, trying to laugh my humiliation so they would think their rejection upon my looks doesnt actually affect me. After that class was over i just went home and thought about everything that would happen if i was handsome. Maybe girls wouldnt look at me with disgust and they would answered with a yes or anything possitive for a change.
Is cope the only reason to keep living?