How so
Yes I currently neglecting sleep I can't imagine my collagen at 30 I'm thankful and will try to change
Imagine having the fear of getting older. Life holds no meaning eitherways. Just rope,
true.
Sometimes I realize that, in a sense, I’m already dead. My death feels less like something that will happen and more like something that has already happened, just not from my point in time.
Can’t even fight in today’s cowardly wars and die with honor before my 40s
Whats the deal with you lately? Unreasonably hostile.
Only by zoomERs - because 90% of them have no respect for people who seen and done more
Im sorry. I feel a deep sense anger and frustration. My dad keeps making fun of me for being autistic and constantly reminds me of it as if society doing so was not enough. I get left out at school constantly. Somebody asked me If I am depressed or bipolar the other day just cause I was quiet. I feel like shit with every day that goes by. I take so many drugs and they make me feel angry towards everybody. Im sorry. If I can tell you how I truly feel, I would not fear death or aging as a whole. A wiseman once said "All Mortals experience Death, yet only a fraction experiences what it means to be alive". Don't be afraid of aging, we all do eventually and especially don't be afraid of death. If I died today at 15, id feel an overflowing sense of relief and escatsy. Im not gonna KMS anytime soon but If im gonna die id be glad to. So just enjoy the time we have here and DWBI too much.
If you resent the life you live, then you resent the people in it. Maybe he doesn’t, what would I know. But seeing the world in a nihilistic way makes people more grim often than not. I’d rather have everyone cherish what they have now, even if it’s little, than dread what they will have or become. It sounds copey, but look at your roll of the dice compared to a person that suffers daily in a way we can’t imagine and you’ll find yourself feeling better, or that there’s always a way to grow, even if it is something ‘insignificant’; at least that helps me a bit
oh i know that feel. you must really be feeling down then
It’s fine, I’m not saying I don’t enjoy the idea of death I mean hell I’ve attempted to OD on drugs before, I’m just afraid of what’s after as I truly hate not knowing something.
Truth, but the worst is probably going insane, dementia for example
Somewhat for sure but not totally. I see Death as a Gift by the Universe. A final flourishing to life. Your pain will be over for eternity. Everybody who ever did you wrong will forever be relieved of this torture we call life. Death is beautiful.
I see.
Its an interesting way to look at it. We don't know for sure, realistically tho you just don't feel anything.
Have you ever been under total Anasthesia?
lol all of these things are nothing compared to your memory turning to shit
Or even worse, dying completely alone. Like when all of my friends, my siblings, everyone I know are just gone
I was. Twice. Nothing special
That’s just human nature, it’s the ‘fear of the unknown’, and it’s something you have to accept, probably an answer you don’t like. We’ll probably never know until it really happens. The only thing you can do is cope, distract yourself or try to find an actual solution to your question via ‘spirituality’. Just try to reflect on your life, most of the people are in a place where they don’t want to be, and they just think that they have to accept that. But you can ‘start from scratch’ at pretty much any time (probably not at 50 or something though
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I recommend it so much. This is what I think Death feels like. Literally nothing, you wake up completely out of death. When you sleep you have a sense of time correct?
Its what death feels like. il bet my dog on it.
True
It’s a concern people of any age have
yeah am 14 next year 15 im gonna lose to agepill
if you do roids and that shit
I think it's just a valid way to come to terms with death
What is even the purpose of life after 50
