Getting Personal | 1yr ago today (15%+ bloatlord & hell on earth) vs. now | If you don’t have this mindset, it’s over | Starving on PSMF

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Here's @SpectrumAesthetics3 1yr ago today.

Wanted to be shredded then as badly as ever, but it was a 3-yr roller coaster with various gradations of bloatedness

What a disaster

What a complete waste of time at uni

What a complete downer knowing you are unlovable to girls without the power to change it despite your best intentions or efforts

To go out on campus or in town knowing that making great serendipitous memories only happens if you are worthy, to feel the nihilist reality of existence when unattractive

The above was with bonesmashing swelling too, so would have been even worse and less defined without that

Was hell on earth before I found new life in GLPs, which finally made it physiologically and psychologically possible to get leaner than ever before and to keep it

And this is why I’m often not bothering myself with getting out in the world rn while still in the HTN-range, waiting until true full chadlite. Absolute extreme looks outlier or just forget it. Since I come from a background where there was IMO zero benefit to existing in the world, where the “benefits” of walking around campus were just being invisible and unimportant and knowing I wasn’t a fraction of the person I wanted to be and yet wanting so badly to ascend.

So, there’s the needed help that GLPs provided and then that MAOI treatment does as well for my poor baseline neurochemistry, which also helps (this is a more recent thing I started though).

But then there’s still challenges, there’s waking up in the middle of the night despite sleeping pill use that reduces cognition and energy the next day without fully solving sleep on prolonged PSMF, and then there’s those hunger periods that hit hard sometimes.

But id rather starve through it all since any heaven on earth life quality that you can experience as a guy is predicated on having starved enough to become extreme-outlier chiseled and then maintain it forever.

So now that I have the tools to mentally and physically enable leanness, even though the process is still not exactly a picnic in the park on a nice sunny day, I am willing to suffer whatever it fucking takes to redeem the lost years, failed use of uni years, the longest periods of not meeting the job qualifications for the role of dating pretty girls.

So I’m going to use every anti-aging thing conceivable to preserve a young look and then every softmaxx and hardmaxx and fraud to become the most I can possibly be in the present. Since I’ve experienced non-existence, I’ve been the sad fuck in the first picture, and I will ruthlessly do anything it takes to get absolutely as far away from that as possible and to redeem myself.

All of this is why I can’t relate to anyone not on a sub-1000cal PSMF diet until they become Jordan Barrett. I think some people just don’t cognize how much better things could be

If you are not dying to ascend, if you would not give anything to look like the bottom pics and ideally better vs the top pic, then you are LDARing, and tremendous ascension isn’t possible for you. Since this whole business of PSMF to get more carved instead of a complacent pretty lean or even less, and then maintenance of ur Barrett face thereafter, this business of using the hammer properly 2 and often ideally 3 times per day, and the ordeal of determining what your limitations are that you can’t fix thru other things and then narrowing down your list of hardmaxxes and calling places and setting up consults and saving money and maybe flying overseas for a better value surgery, this isn’t really an “easy” business.

I can only relate w/ those who are as extreme as me ATP. This is the spirit you need to make this stuff work. There’s no other way I could live. I am giving this every fiber of my fucking being and would rather die on the operating table during an elective procedure than die the perpetual death of the "life" I had before

 

[Lonely]

Sex haver ramblings

 

[AtrophicPyra]

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Here's @SpectrumAesthetics3 1yr ago today.

Wanted to be shredded then as badly as ever, but it was a 3-yr roller coaster with various gradations of bloatedness

What a disaster

What a complete waste of time at uni

What a complete downer knowing you are unlovable to girls without the power to change it despite your best intentions or efforts

To go out on campus or in town knowing that making great serendipitous memories only happens if you are worthy, to feel the nihilist reality of existence when unattractive

The above was with bonesmashing swelling too, so would have been even worse and less defined without that

Was hell on earth before I found new life in GLPs, which finally made it physiologically and psychologically possible to get leaner than ever before and to keep it

And this is why I’m often not bothering myself with getting out in the world rn while still in the HTN-range, waiting until true full chadlite. Absolute extreme looks outlier or just forget it. Since I come from a background where there was IMO zero benefit to existing in the world, where the “benefits” of walking around campus were just being invisible and unimportant and knowing I wasn’t a fraction of the person I wanted to be and yet wanting so badly to ascend.

So, there’s the needed help that GLPs provided and then that MAOI treatment does as well for my poor baseline neurochemistry, which also helps (this is a more recent thing I started though).

But then there’s still challenges, there’s waking up in the middle of the night despite sleeping pill use that reduces cognition and energy the next day without fully solving sleep on prolonged PSMF, and then there’s those hunger periods that hit hard sometimes.

But id rather starve through it all since any heaven on earth life quality that you can experience as a guy is predicated on having starved enough to become extreme-outlier chiseled and then maintain it forever.

So now that I have the tools to mentally and physically enable leanness, even though the process is still not exactly a picnic in the park on a nice sunny day, I am willing to suffer whatever it fucking takes to redeem the lost years, failed use of uni years, the longest periods of not meeting the job qualifications for the role of dating pretty girls.

So I’m going to use every anti-aging thing conceivable to preserve a young look and then every softmaxx and hardmaxx and fraud to become the most I can possibly be in the present. Since I’ve experienced non-existence, I’ve been the sad fuck in the first picture, and I will ruthlessly do anything it takes to get absolutely as far away from that as possible and to redeem myself.

All of this is why I can’t relate to anyone not on a sub-1000cal PSMF diet until they become Jordan Barrett. I think some people just don’t cognize how much better things could be

If you are not dying to ascend, if you would not give anything to look like the bottom pics and ideally better vs the top pic, then you are LDARing, and tremendous ascension isn’t possible for you. Since this whole business of PSMF to get more carved instead of a complacent pretty lean or even less, and then maintenance of ur Barrett face thereafter, this business of using the hammer properly 2 and often ideally 3 times per day, and the ordeal of determining what your limitations are that you can’t fix thru other things and then narrowing down your list of hardmaxxes and calling places and setting up consults and saving money and maybe flying overseas for a better value surgery, this isn’t really an “easy” business.

I can only relate w/ those who are as extreme as me ATP. This is the spirit you need to make this stuff work. There’s no other way I could live. I am giving this every fiber of my fucking being and would rather die on the operating table during an elective procedure than die the perpetual death of the "life" I had before

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bro iv been bonesmashing zygos for a week and stopped like 2 weeks ago ago, deadass my zygos popped out a bit i can feel it when i touch my skin i never knew u got results within first session

wtf sorry for ever doubting u

 

[Looshmaxxed]

What MAOI are you on?

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

bro iv been bonesmashing zygos for a week and stopped like 2 weeks ago ago, deadass my zygos popped out a bit i can feel it when i touch my skin i never knew u got results within first session

wtf sorry for ever doubting u

It's funny to start off doubting it as most of us do (which I why I quit multiple times) and then to go from flat cheekbone area even when lean to overdeveloped ones that are actually an aesthetic problem and negatively impact some ratios and harmony haha

To go from flat cheekbones to now having to morph what cheekbone shaving would look like and looking into that possibility

Are you actively bonesmashing now?

 

[AtrophicPyra]

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It's funny to start off doubting it as most of us do (which I why I quit multiple times) and then to go from flat cheekbone area even when lean to overdeveloped ones that are actually an aesthetic problem and negatively impact some ratios and harmony haha

To go from flat cheekbones to now having to morph what cheekbone shaving would look like and looking into that possibility

Are you actively bonesmashing now?

yeah i just started again this week when my friend pointed out that my upper third or well my zygos look fuller, do yk anywhere else i should bonesmash since idk where else u can ik i can probably bonesmash everything with zero risks but idk what would make me look better,

since im recessed could the chin be a possibility?

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

What MAOI are you on?

I am doing parnate. Nardil iirc has fatigue issues and marplan wasn't strong enough or something. I think this will be very good and already has raised my baseline a lot despite things like wrecked sleep sometimes and the PSMF deal in general. Also haven't gone to the gym in a month as I adjust to BP issues, which happens in the first weeks. But I think it will be a life-changer overall

I used to be bluepilled and regurgitate the stupid fucking nonsense like "people just need to go outside, get off screens" etc. – as though we would have ppl who are disadvantaged in face, eye color, height, clavicle width, intelligence, whatever, but then somehow we all would naturally have the capacity to have high dopamine/serotonin and to thrive without pharmacological fixes

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

yeah i just started again this week when my friend pointed out that my upper third or well my zygos look fuller, do yk anywhere else i should bonesmash since idk where else u can ik i can probably bonesmash everything with zero risks but idk what would make me look better,

since im recessed could the chin be a possibility?

Yeah I'll help you if you are actually fully committed, since I've spent time making plans for ppl who just completely LDAR them etc. What are the maxxes you have done and are doing, for reference, and are you shredded or getting there?

 

[Looshmaxxed]

I am doing parnate. Nardil iirc has fatigue issues and marplan wasn't strong enough or something. I think this will be very good and already has raised my baseline a lot despite things like wrecked sleep sometimes and the PSMF deal in general. Also haven't gone to the gym in a month as I adjust to BP issues, which happens in the first weeks. But I think it will be a life-changer overall

I used to be bluepilled and regurgitate the stupid fucking nonsense like "people just need to go outside, get off screens" etc. – as though we would have ppl who are disadvantaged in face, eye color, height, clavicle width, intelligence, whatever, but then somehow we all would naturally have the capacity to have high dopamine/serotonin and to thrive without pharmacological fixes

Parnate is pretty good. I'll be on Nardil again soon. And yeah, I strongly agree with your 2nd paragraph

 

[AtrophicPyra]

Yeah I'll help you if you are actually fully committed, since I've spent time making plans for ppl who just completely LDAR them etc. What are the maxxes you have done and are doing, for reference, and are you shredded or getting there?

im taking tons of supplements for mitochondria optimization, liver optimization som other methods trying to try random shit out that kind of work



physqie kind of corny idk if im shredded more bulky ig?

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

im taking tons of supplements for mitochondria optimization, liver optimization som other methods trying to try random shit out that kind of work



physqie kind of corny idk if im shredded more bulky ig?

It’s frozen for me, can you share screenshot of physique ig

 

[AtrophicPyra]

It’s frozen for me, can you share screenshot of physique ig

click on the link its a a 180 of my physqie in video

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

@Amnesia
@Cheat_Win
@CheeseTouch
@Chad
@powerliftercoco

 

[AtrophicPyra]

@Amnesia
@Cheat_Win
@CheeseTouch
@Chad
@powerliftercoco

can u help me im down to do the protocol for however long it needs to be im consistent with them

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

can u help me im down to do the protocol for however long it needs to be im consistent with them

Yeah I couldn’t see the tiktok on mobile I’ll have to check on desktop later
Being shredded is truly the foundation

 

[AtrophicPyra]

Yeah I couldn’t see the tiktok on mobile I’ll have to check on desktop later
Being shredded is truly the foundation

here is a pic

 

[asuroki]

Would you recommend doing psmf at 16? And do you have any guides on bonesmashing

 

[ascendrx]

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Here's @SpectrumAesthetics3 1yr ago today.

Wanted to be shredded then as badly as ever, but it was a 3-yr roller coaster with various gradations of bloatedness

What a disaster

What a complete waste of time at uni

What a complete downer knowing you are unlovable to girls without the power to change it despite your best intentions or efforts

To go out on campus or in town knowing that making great serendipitous memories only happens if you are worthy, to feel the nihilist reality of existence when unattractive

The above was with bonesmashing swelling too, so would have been even worse and less defined without that

Was hell on earth before I found new life in GLPs, which finally made it physiologically and psychologically possible to get leaner than ever before and to keep it

And this is why I’m often not bothering myself with getting out in the world rn while still in the HTN-range, waiting until true full chadlite. Absolute extreme looks outlier or just forget it. Since I come from a background where there was IMO zero benefit to existing in the world, where the “benefits” of walking around campus were just being invisible and unimportant and knowing I wasn’t a fraction of the person I wanted to be and yet wanting so badly to ascend.

So, there’s the needed help that GLPs provided and then that MAOI treatment does as well for my poor baseline neurochemistry, which also helps (this is a more recent thing I started though).

But then there’s still challenges, there’s waking up in the middle of the night despite sleeping pill use that reduces cognition and energy the next day without fully solving sleep on prolonged PSMF, and then there’s those hunger periods that hit hard sometimes.

But id rather starve through it all since any heaven on earth life quality that you can experience as a guy is predicated on having starved enough to become extreme-outlier chiseled and then maintain it forever.

So now that I have the tools to mentally and physically enable leanness, even though the process is still not exactly a picnic in the park on a nice sunny day, I am willing to suffer whatever it fucking takes to redeem the lost years, failed use of uni years, the longest periods of not meeting the job qualifications for the role of dating pretty girls.

So I’m going to use every anti-aging thing conceivable to preserve a young look and then every softmaxx and hardmaxx and fraud to become the most I can possibly be in the present. Since I’ve experienced non-existence, I’ve been the sad fuck in the first picture, and I will ruthlessly do anything it takes to get absolutely as far away from that as possible and to redeem myself.

All of this is why I can’t relate to anyone not on a sub-1000cal PSMF diet until they become Jordan Barrett. I think some people just don’t cognize how much better things could be

If you are not dying to ascend, if you would not give anything to look like the bottom pics and ideally better vs the top pic, then you are LDARing, and tremendous ascension isn’t possible for you. Since this whole business of PSMF to get more carved instead of a complacent pretty lean or even less, and then maintenance of ur Barrett face thereafter, this business of using the hammer properly 2 and often ideally 3 times per day, and the ordeal of determining what your limitations are that you can’t fix thru other things and then narrowing down your list of hardmaxxes and calling places and setting up consults and saving money and maybe flying overseas for a better value surgery, this isn’t really an “easy” business.

I can only relate w/ those who are as extreme as me ATP. This is the spirit you need to make this stuff work. There’s no other way I could live. I am giving this every fiber of my fucking being and would rather die on the operating table during an elective procedure than die the perpetual death of the "life" I had before

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Mirin bhai

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

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here is a pic

Yeah get to doing PSMF for a few weeks get chiseled then get back to maintence cals, to start

 

[AtrophicPyra]

Yeah get to doing PSMF for a few weeks get chiseled then get back to maintence cals, to start

wym psmf

 

[asuroki]

wym psmf

eating under 1k cals, prioritising protein calories and getting rid of carbs+fats as far as ik

 

[AtrophicPyra]

eating under 1k cals, prioritising protein calories and getting rid of carbs+fats as far as ik

NOOO i need to stay a bloated gymcel, im not even fat i just dont got abs due to fat distrubtion

 

[asuroki]

NOOO i need to stay a bloated gymcel, im not even fat i just dont got abs due to fat distrubtion

unlucky, I started cutting down to 1.5k rn and my abs have started to show up now

 

[AtrophicPyra]

unlucky, I started cutting down to 1.5k rn and my abs have started to show up now

it was never about getting lean it was all abt bones

 

[asuroki]

it was never about getting lean it was all abt bones

i have decent bones, so now it's js getting lean

 

[solodolo]

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Here's @SpectrumAesthetics3 1yr ago today.

Wanted to be shredded then as badly as ever, but it was a 3-yr roller coaster with various gradations of bloatedness

What a disaster

What a complete waste of time at uni

What a complete downer knowing you are unlovable to girls without the power to change it despite your best intentions or efforts

To go out on campus or in town knowing that making great serendipitous memories only happens if you are worthy, to feel the nihilist reality of existence when unattractive

The above was with bonesmashing swelling too, so would have been even worse and less defined without that

Was hell on earth before I found new life in GLPs, which finally made it physiologically and psychologically possible to get leaner than ever before and to keep it

And this is why I’m often not bothering myself with getting out in the world rn while still in the HTN-range, waiting until true full chadlite. Absolute extreme looks outlier or just forget it. Since I come from a background where there was IMO zero benefit to existing in the world, where the “benefits” of walking around campus were just being invisible and unimportant and knowing I wasn’t a fraction of the person I wanted to be and yet wanting so badly to ascend.

So, there’s the needed help that GLPs provided and then that MAOI treatment does as well for my poor baseline neurochemistry, which also helps (this is a more recent thing I started though).

But then there’s still challenges, there’s waking up in the middle of the night despite sleeping pill use that reduces cognition and energy the next day without fully solving sleep on prolonged PSMF, and then there’s those hunger periods that hit hard sometimes.

But id rather starve through it all since any heaven on earth life quality that you can experience as a guy is predicated on having starved enough to become extreme-outlier chiseled and then maintain it forever.

So now that I have the tools to mentally and physically enable leanness, even though the process is still not exactly a picnic in the park on a nice sunny day, I am willing to suffer whatever it fucking takes to redeem the lost years, failed use of uni years, the longest periods of not meeting the job qualifications for the role of dating pretty girls.

So I’m going to use every anti-aging thing conceivable to preserve a young look and then every softmaxx and hardmaxx and fraud to become the most I can possibly be in the present. Since I’ve experienced non-existence, I’ve been the sad fuck in the first picture, and I will ruthlessly do anything it takes to get absolutely as far away from that as possible and to redeem myself.

All of this is why I can’t relate to anyone not on a sub-1000cal PSMF diet until they become Jordan Barrett. I think some people just don’t cognize how much better things could be

If you are not dying to ascend, if you would not give anything to look like the bottom pics and ideally better vs the top pic, then you are LDARing, and tremendous ascension isn’t possible for you. Since this whole business of PSMF to get more carved instead of a complacent pretty lean or even less, and then maintenance of ur Barrett face thereafter, this business of using the hammer properly 2 and often ideally 3 times per day, and the ordeal of determining what your limitations are that you can’t fix thru other things and then narrowing down your list of hardmaxxes and calling places and setting up consults and saving money and maybe flying overseas for a better value surgery, this isn’t really an “easy” business.

I can only relate w/ those who are as extreme as me ATP. This is the spirit you need to make this stuff work. There’s no other way I could live. I am giving this every fiber of my fucking being and would rather die on the operating table during an elective procedure than die the perpetual death of the "life" I had before

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Good post. What anti-aging have you gotten into? Also crazy good angularity.

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Good post. What anti-aging have you gotten into? Also crazy good angularity.

Ghk-cu injectable 3.5ish mg daily perpetually

Ghk-cu topical nightly, about 10mg

All these peptides I just ordered (epithalon for use twice a year, ss-31 or something)

Topical glutathione serum I have to DIY since you can't find it, and injectable glutathione in upcoming peptides order

Tretinoin just never worked well with my skin, so I'm likely dropping it for good

Low-inflammation diet perpetually for sure

Not getting sun on the face anymore (works well since light skin fits my high contrast look and looks better than tan, and I don't have to bother frauding with tanning drops or wtv)

Will prob add back astaxanthin (is a pricy supplement and another $1 per day) at some point and see about any other supplements

Botox to forehead muscles to stop wrinkles from tensing from being there or getting worse, and also to the LLSAN muscle to sides of nose since I was tensing it up and creating naso folds, relaxing that as well

 

[solodolo]

Ghk-cu injectable 3.5ish mg daily perpetually

Ghk-cu topical nightly, about 10mg

All these peptides I just ordered (epithalon for use twice a year, ss-31 or something)

Topical glutathione serum I have to DIY since you can't find it, and injectable glutathione in upcoming peptides order

Tretinoin just never worked well with my skin, so I'm likely dropping it for good

Low-inflammation diet perpetually for sure

Not getting sun on the face anymore (works well since light skin fits my high contrast look and looks better than tan, and I don't have to bother frauding with tanning drops or wtv)

Will prob add back astaxanthin (is a pricy supplement and another $1 per day) at some point and see about any other supplements

Botox to forehead muscles to stop wrinkles from tensing from being there or getting worse, and also to the LLSAN muscle to sides of nose since I was tensing it up and creating naso folds, relaxing that as well

Nice. Stopped doing injectable ghk and only do topical with matrixyl myself alongside tazarotene. Gotten some laser hair removal done on the neck as well.

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Nice. Stopped doing injectable ghk and only do topical with matrixyl myself alongside tazarotene. Gotten some laser hair removal done on the neck as well.

I should add, full LHR for face and neck, many session in, has been an incredible max for skin quality and youthfullness as well, and no more inconvenience trying to shave as hard as possible and still having an uneven shadow never getting fully shaven
so fucking glad I did it for so many reasons

Its on my research list to look into tazarotene vs. tret. What are your thoguhts on that?

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Parnate is pretty good. I'll be on Nardil again soon. And yeah, I strongly agree with your 2nd paragraph

Can you share your background on what you’ve used, history of anhedonia etc, or other insights?

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

it was never about getting lean it was all abt bones

No one has bones at your bodyfat including me
You need to get very chiseled before we can determine anything as far as next steps

 

[solodolo]

I should add, full LHR for face and neck, many session in, has been an incredible max for skin quality and youthfullness as well, and no more inconvenience trying to shave as hard as possible and still having an uneven shadow never getting fully shaven
so fucking glad I did it for so many reasons

Its on my research list to look into tazarotene vs. tret. What are your thoguhts on that?

Taz is a lot better for elevating skin quality but at the same time your skin becomes so smooth (the stratum corneum so thinned) that applying things like moisturizer or sunscreen leaves a glowing sheen. I think even without having anything on and using taz you are still left with a retinoid glow but in my case it has had people ask me what I’ve been doing to my skin which is not always a good thing depending on the situation.

 

[AtrophicPyra]

No one has bones at your bodyfat including me
You need to get very chiseled before we can determine anything as far as next steps

ok bet

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Taz is a lot better for elevating skin quality but at the same time your skin becomes so smooth (the stratum corneum so thinned) that applying things like moisturizer or sunscreen leaves a glowing sheen. I think even without having anything on and using taz you are still left with a retinoid glow but in my case it has had people ask me what I’ve been doing to my skin which is not always a good thing depending on the situation.

Sounds awesome
Tret I just never seemed to acclimate to despite patience, and I still have to factor in the skin looking worse the day after, yet never got to the glass skin steady state. Whatsoever, but when I stop it and just have ghk and my topicals, then it’s consistent clear glowing smooth skin
Does Taz have a bad adaptation period though etc, what about if already on tret?
Since the one thing making me guilt over stoping until recently is how the retinol pathway for anti aging is its own thing and is then not used at all
I also have the “weaker retinol alternative” backuchiol which id used some before and seems way gentler. Not sure if you know anything about it

Appreciate your insights, this has been a male skincare question for me and is high value

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

ok bet

I’m counting on it bro
A few weeks PSMF, either lunch an dinner or just dinner OMAD, an you’ll be there

 

[solodolo]

Sounds awesome
Tret I just never seemed to acclimate to despite patience, and I still have to factor in the skin looking worse the day after, yet never got to the glass skin steady state. Whatsoever, but when I stop it and just have ghk and my topicals, then it’s consistent clear glowing smooth skin
Does Taz have a bad adaptation period though etc, what about if already on tret?
Since the one thing making me guilt over stoping until recently is how the retinol pathway for anti aging is its own thing and is then not used at all
I also have the “weaker retinol alternative” backuchiol which id used some before and seems way gentler. Not sure if you know anything about it

Appreciate your insights, this has been a male skincare question for me and is high value

Less irritating than Tret by far. I switched to it without waiting. Although I haven’t had big issues with Tret you could stand to be cautious. Personally I went from 0.05% Tret straight to 0.1% no problem. Just be prepared. The glow might honestly be too much as I’ve had men and women comment on it so had to find ways of diminishing it.

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Less irritating than Tret by far. I switched to it without waiting. Although I haven’t had big issues with Tret you could stand to be cautious. Personally I went from 0.05% Tret straight to 0.1% no problem. Just be prepared. The glow might honestly be too much as I’ve had men and women comment on it so had to find ways of diminishing it.

If someone got dryness and dullness from tret bc their barrier couldn’t handle it or whatever, do you really think they could end up with a glow from Taz?
Because even with tret there’s that known pic circulating like “what you think the glass skin will look like vs reality”, so even for tret it is supposed to be a thing
It seems fantastic that one could not have aesthetic benefit from one and then get the full glow possibility from the other

Also can you just share a cropped pic of you that shows this glow? Or less ideally just a representative pic example from online? It’s so interesting that this can actually go too far. But we kinda need the anti aging benefit of it regardless

 

[powerliftercoco]

I’m glad you are motivated and pushing through everything.

I wish I was still like that tbh, but I’m not that crazy about it anymore. Having a gf made me a bit complacent.

When I go out and see new pretty girls and maybe talk to one, I get the spark back. But once I’m home again it’s lost again, since looking even better wouldn’t change the fact that I can never be with another girl.

 

[solodolo]

If someone got dryness and dullness from tret bc their barrier couldn’t handle it or whatever, do you really think they could end up with a glow from Taz?
Because even with tret there’s that known pic circulating like “what you think the glass skin will look like vs reality”, so even for tret it is supposed to be a thing
It seems fantastic that one could not have aesthetic benefit from one and then get the full glow possibility from the other

Also can you just share a cropped pic of you that shows this glow? Or less ideally just a representative pic example from online? It’s so interesting that this can actually go too far. But we kinda need the anti aging benefit of it regardless

Tazarotene is a lot more selective than Tret and should be less irritating. I still recommend taking it slow when utilizing a new product as with anything. I can show you in DMs?

 

[Cheat_Win]

There’s nothing worse than having a fat face

 

[Looshmaxxed]

Can you share your background on what you’ve used, history of anhedonia etc, or other insights?

Methylphenidate, Lisdexamfetamine, Dexamfetamine. Atomoxetin, Moclobemide, Pregabalin, Baclofen, Propranolol, Phenelzine, Testosterone

Childhood trauma, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, etc. --> many years stolen by being mentally ill

Insights – Fuck SSRIS/SNRIS (& in my case Amphs)
MAOIs and TRT are law

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Methylphenidate, Lisdexamfetamine, Dexamfetamine. Atomoxetin, Moclobemide, Pregabalin, Baclofen, Propranolol, Phenelzine, Testosterone

Childhood trauma, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, etc. --> many years stolen by being mentally ill

Insights – Fuck SSRIS/SNRIS (& in my case Amphs)
MAOIs and TRT are law

I've only used like half of these
amphetamines were death and I was still binge eating and not lean on them
yeah it's funny this Dr. said "I'll refill the maoi but lemme refer u to a psych since these are outdated etc.", I'm like yeah but parnate is the gold standard for treatment resistant anhedonia and has been way better than anything else, let alone the self-medication with coffee or energy drinks

 

[Looshmaxxed]

I've only used like half of these
amphetamines were death and I was still binge eating and not lean on them
yeah it's funny this Dr. said "I'll refill the maoi but lemme refer u to a psych since these are outdated etc.", I'm like yeah but parnate is the gold standard for treatment resistant anhedonia and has been way better than anything else, let alone the self-medication with coffee or energy drinks

They're fucking retarded and I'm certain something shady is going on
Just because scientists found out about SSRIS/SNRIS at some point doesn't make MAOIs outdated – the other classes are also inferior for the majority of people. Excluding MAOIs completely screams lobbiysm or other shady shit, Idc what anyone else says. MAOIs are masterclass meds

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

They're fucking retarded and I'm certain something shady is going on
Just because scientists found out about SSRIS/SNRIS at some point doesn't make MAOIs outdated – the other classes are also inferior for the majority of people. Excluding MAOIs completely screams lobbiysm or other shady shit, Idc what anyone else says. MAOIs are masterclass meds

Yeah this stuff has to be about money somehow, SSRIs being huge drugs, yet you think its the same generic manufacturers or brand name companies that have both, idk
then there's the conspiracy-leaning side like "they push SSRIs to have us docile and complacent" etc.

I want to promote kindnessmaxxing/nicemaxxing and the protagonist pill

-This is not some blue-pilled joke sarcastic post- ------------------------------------------------------------------ Several of the figures in the space have all been mean to people IRL on streams for views (yes ik the major Andro "crash out" clips were staged) The others like Zeta don’t...

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My bad if u already liked or saw my post a few mins ago, but based on our common experiences I think you will resonate hard

 

[Looshmaxxed]

Yeah this stuff has to be about money somehow, SSRIs being huge drugs, yet you think its the same generic manufacturers or brand name companies that have both, idk
then there's the conspiracy-leaning side like "they push SSRIs to have us docile and complacent" etc.

I want to promote kindnessmaxxing/nicemaxxing and the protagonist pill

-This is not some blue-pilled joke sarcastic post- ------------------------------------------------------------------ Several of the figures in the space have all been mean to people IRL on streams for views (yes ik the major Andro "crash out" clips were staged) The others like Zeta don’t...

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My bad if u already liked or saw my post a few mins ago, but based on our common experiences I think you will resonate hard

Yeah. The conspiracy theory could be true as well atp haha

I'll read your post

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Starvemaxxing

The post 2 days ago: https://looksmax.org/threads/pics-i-am-so-shredded-and-it-is-hell-on-earth-every-day-starvemaxxing-is-lifemaxxing.1974237/ --------------------------------------------------------- This is SpectrumAesthetics3 I'm not superhuman I'm just a guy trying his...

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Life outlook now

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

 

[MOLEPULE]

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Here's @SpectrumAesthetics3 1yr ago today.

Wanted to be shredded then as badly as ever, but it was a 3-yr roller coaster with various gradations of bloatedness

What a disaster

What a complete waste of time at uni

What a complete downer knowing you are unlovable to girls without the power to change it despite your best intentions or efforts

To go out on campus or in town knowing that making great serendipitous memories only happens if you are worthy, to feel the nihilist reality of existence when unattractive

The above was with bonesmashing swelling too, so would have been even worse and less defined without that

Was hell on earth before I found new life in GLPs, which finally made it physiologically and psychologically possible to get leaner than ever before and to keep it

And this is why I’m often not bothering myself with getting out in the world rn while still in the HTN-range, waiting until true full chadlite. Absolute extreme looks outlier or just forget it. Since I come from a background where there was IMO zero benefit to existing in the world, where the “benefits” of walking around campus were just being invisible and unimportant and knowing I wasn’t a fraction of the person I wanted to be and yet wanting so badly to ascend.

So, there’s the needed help that GLPs provided and then that MAOI treatment does as well for my poor baseline neurochemistry, which also helps (this is a more recent thing I started though).

But then there’s still challenges, there’s waking up in the middle of the night despite sleeping pill use that reduces cognition and energy the next day without fully solving sleep on prolonged PSMF, and then there’s those hunger periods that hit hard sometimes.

But id rather starve through it all since any heaven on earth life quality that you can experience as a guy is predicated on having starved enough to become extreme-outlier chiseled and then maintain it forever.

So now that I have the tools to mentally and physically enable leanness, even though the process is still not exactly a picnic in the park on a nice sunny day, I am willing to suffer whatever it fucking takes to redeem the lost years, failed use of uni years, the longest periods of not meeting the job qualifications for the role of dating pretty girls.

So I’m going to use every anti-aging thing conceivable to preserve a young look and then every softmaxx and hardmaxx and fraud to become the most I can possibly be in the present. Since I’ve experienced non-existence, I’ve been the sad fuck in the first picture, and I will ruthlessly do anything it takes to get absolutely as far away from that as possible and to redeem myself.

All of this is why I can’t relate to anyone not on a sub-1000cal PSMF diet until they become Jordan Barrett. I think some people just don’t cognize how much better things could be

If you are not dying to ascend, if you would not give anything to look like the bottom pics and ideally better vs the top pic, then you are LDARing, and tremendous ascension isn’t possible for you. Since this whole business of PSMF to get more carved instead of a complacent pretty lean or even less, and then maintenance of ur Barrett face thereafter, this business of using the hammer properly 2 and often ideally 3 times per day, and the ordeal of determining what your limitations are that you can’t fix thru other things and then narrowing down your list of hardmaxxes and calling places and setting up consults and saving money and maybe flying overseas for a better value surgery, this isn’t really an “easy” business.

I can only relate w/ those who are as extreme as me ATP. This is the spirit you need to make this stuff work. There’s no other way I could live. I am giving this every fiber of my fucking being and would rather die on the operating table during an elective procedure than die the perpetual death of the "life" I had before

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HOP ON ROIDS ALREADY AND GET FAT REMOVAL WHY STARVE

 

[broterx]

I am doing parnate. Nardil iirc has fatigue issues and marplan wasn't strong enough or something. I think this will be very good and already has raised my baseline a lot despite things like wrecked sleep sometimes and the PSMF deal in general. Also haven't gone to the gym in a month as I adjust to BP issues, which happens in the first weeks. But I think it will be a life-changer overall

I used to be bluepilled and regurgitate the stupid fucking nonsense like "people just need to go outside, get off screens" etc. – as though we would have ppl who are disadvantaged in face, eye color, height, clavicle width, intelligence, whatever, but then somehow we all would naturally have the capacity to have high dopamine/serotonin and to thrive without pharmacological fixes

parnate dosage ?? is 10 daily ok?