Getting pussy is the least of my concerns

[Deleted member 19442]

I rot and vent here because I'm a broke, completely insecure/vulnerable/weak coward with no social life. Not because I'm incel. Being incel is just the final conformation of my subhumanity, that I'm so low no foid could possibly want me

 

[Deleted member 19442]

@Artemis @Zer0/∞ @Shycel @JovenCansao @Crestfallen95

 

[Zer0/∞]

Aren’t you black? Why don’t you become a rapper?

 

[Zer0/∞]

Call yourself Lil Pika90

 

[Deleted member 25059]

if i had a normal social life i would also have a gf. it's the biggest tragedy of my life, but you don't choose the environment you're born into, so here im

 

[Shycel]

It all went downhill for me after High School. While I was always shy and awkward, I at least had a solid group of friends in School but I made no efforts to maintain that friendship in Uni and now that I have noone on top of being Non-NT, making new friends is so difficult.

 

[Deleted member 19442]

It all went downhill for me after High School. While I was always shy and awkward, I at least had a solid group of friends in School but I made no efforts to maintain that friendship in Uni and now that I have noone on top of being Non-NT, making new friends is so difficult.

I'm starting to understand cho and ER a lot more now. Their actions are completely abhorrent, but when I look in the mirror all I see is the image of a mass shooter. University age, that empty stare of a deprived failed man, the weird gangliness that 19-22 year old males tend to have.

And the concept of just letting loose and going postal resonates with my childhood as the angry special kid.

But tbh it's completely subhuman. Going ER or roping is nothing but a pathetic emotional outburst, you're just destroying your life and erasing yourself for the benefit of normies who want to see your kind dead. I'd go straight to hell too

 

[Shycel]

I'm starting to understand cho and ER a lot more now. Their actions are completely abhorrent, but when I look in the mirror all I see is the image of a mass shooter. University age, that empty stare of a deprived failed man, the weird gangliness that 19-22 year old males tend to have.

And the concept of just letting loose and going postal resonates with my childhood as the angry special kid.

But tbh it's completely subhuman. Going ER or roping is nothing but a pathetic emotional outburst, you're just destroying your life and erasing yourself for the benefit of normies who want to see your kind dead. I'd go straight to hell too

I remember in school one time people were talking about the crimes we were most likely to commit and some people said school shooter for me. Brutal. I have no interest in doing anything like that though because I don't blame other people for my state. Most people have treated me well tbh. I was never bullied, it's just my own crippling shyness and non-NT that is to blame for everything.

I desperately need to seize the opportunity I have at uni right now because if I leave uni without any social circle then it's legit game over.

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I remember in school one time people were talking about the crimes we were most likely to commit and some people said school shooter for me. Brutal. I have no interest in doing anything like that though because I don't blame other people for my state. Most people have treated me well tbh. I was never bullied, it's just my own crippling shyness and non-NT that is to blame for everything.

I desperately need to seize the opportunity I have at uni right now because if I leave uni without any social circle then it's legit game over.

How are you going to seize the opportunity?

 

[Shycel]

How are you going to seize the opportunity?

Attending clubs at my uni for stuff that I know about. I can somewhat maintain conversations with people when I have interests in common with them, so that's my best bet for growing a social circle.

 

[JovenCansao]

I'm 25 now and if no woman wanted me until this point then so be it, but I refuse to be a poor loser, basically gonna grind until I make it and am able to live a comfy lifestyle.
By this point I understand that even frivolous and meaningless friendships help with loneliness so I don't even care about meaningful friendships, the few I had a few years ago were destroyed once they got into an ltr with a roasite jfl.

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I'm 25 now and if no woman wanted me until this point then so be it, but I refuse to be a poor loser, basically gonna grind until I make it and am able to live a comfy lifestyle.
By this point I understand that even frivolous and meaningless friendships help with loneliness so I don't even care about meaningful friendships, the few I had a few years ago were destroyed once they got into an ltr with a roasite jfl.

You have a good mindset. What are you working on for moneymaxxing?

 

[Deleted member 23974]

I am getting used to my life as an impoverished individual at the bottom of the barrel of society due to inherent and immutable factors outside of my control

 

[budgie]

we can tell you don't care for pussy because of your homosexual anime profile picture

 

[JovenCansao]

You have a good mindset. What are you working on for moneymaxxing?

Finishing my uni degree in engineering