Gf broke up with me

[nishka]

Well this girl I was seeing on and off she said she can’t stop talking to me because she has low will power so I need to stop talking to her otherwise she will never find her husband. I just didn’t want her to blame me so I did stop talking to her and it jsut hurts to feel like I wasn’t good enough and idk
It’s not even just the looks she was obviously attracted to me it’s literally just my fucked in personality I told her about all the medicines and I take and my DJS and i feel like she never understood me but now I am sad lmao don’t know what to do
Hinge and tinder are not working so well for me rn idk why in the past it was fine
I live in Canada and I feel like brown hate is so high maybe that’s why I don’t get a lot of matches
Any advice?
@Jgns

 

[Notcel]

Sad
You can only become gay now, over for you

 

[Node]

Date @botcel

 

[Notcel]

Date @Notcel

I dont swing that way
@Node on the other hand?

 

[Node]

I dont swing that way
@Node on the other hand?

I mean I have a girl as my avi and on the other hand..

 

[Notcel]

I mean I have a girl as my avi and on the other hand..

Bro dont break your fast again

 

[Node]

Bro dont break your fast again

I won’t

 

[Notcel]

I won’t

You get gayer everytime you break your fast

 

[Jgns]

Well this girl I was seeing on and off she said she can’t stop talking to me because she has low will power so I need to stop talking to her otherwise she will never find her husband. I just didn’t want her to blame me so I did stop talking to her and it jsut hurts to feel like I wasn’t good enough and idk
It’s not even just the looks she was obviously attracted to me it’s literally just my fucked in personality I told her about all the medicines and I take and my DJS and i feel like she never understood me but now I am sad lmao don’t know what to do
Hinge and tinder are not working so well for me rn idk why in the past it was fine
I live in Canada and I feel like brown hate is so high maybe that’s why I don’t get a lot of matches
Any advice?
@Jgns

Nah tbh i live in canada too and tbh I tested as a white chad and even then the matches are subhuman shits, I wouldn't say dating apps are worth it here but yeah the brown hate is pretty high unfortunately. Icl I DID THE SAME FUCKING THING last week with a girl I really really really liked and holy fuck I just got dnrd atleast she has talked back to you. Im def never talking about that shit again omg she was so CUTE im fuming. Maybe if U get implants and eyework u would be able to mog harder and maybe pass the threshold of looks required to slay as a brown guy here. I mean thats what im telling myself aswell now just ldaring till surgeries to reach htn+ id say maybe reach for that yk

 

[nishka]

Sad
You can only become gay now, over for you

Fr

 

[nishka]

Nah tbh i live in canada too and tbh I tested as a white chad and even then the matches are subhuman shits, I wouldn't say dating apps are worth it here but yeah the brown hate is pretty high unfortunately. Icl I DID THE SAME FUCKING THING last week with a girl I really really really liked and holy fuck I just got dnrd atleast she has talked back to you. Im def never talking about that shit again omg she was so CUTE im fuming. Maybe if U get implants and eyework u would be able to mog harder and maybe pass the threshold of looks required to slay as a brown guy here. I mean thats what im telling myself aswell now just ldaring till surgeries to reach htn+ id say maybe reach for that yk

Yeah I didn’t explain this is in my post but this girl was my gf on and off for like 3 years
I just feel kinda hopeless idek if HTN Brown guy can pull in Vancouver ngl

 

[Jgns]

Yeah I didn’t explain this is in my post but this girl was my gf on and off for like 3 years
I just feel kinda hopeless idek if HTN Brown guy can pull in Vancouver ngl

Nah a htn brown guy can def pull in vancouver trust ik some brown guys that are fucking crazy, aslong as ur htn+ girls don't care theyre like the biggest race traitors of all time tbh. Gdamn tho thats sad why was it on and off mainly

 

[nishka]

I won’t

Can you tell me how has being gay worked out for you

 

[nishka]

Nah a htn brown guy can def pull in vancouver trust ik some brown guys that are fucking crazy, aslong as ur htn+ girls don't care theyre like the biggest race traitors of all time tbh. Gdamn tho thats sad why was it on and off mainly

Because I was her first bf or guy she did anything with
She was a virgin Christian Chinese girl before she met me I feel like she has like an issue commuting to things
She can’t commit to an apartment for a long time or a city and obv not me either
I also feel like she was addicted to social media and her entire feed was just man hating feminist garbage
Idk man maybe if I was HTN and she wouldn’t have left me I doubt it. The thing nobody talks about is your personality as an HTN is so much better. So if I was an HTN I wouldn’t even be the same person

 

[Jgns]

Because I was her first bf or guy she did anything with
She was a virgin Christian Chinese girl before she met me I feel like she has like an issue commuting to things
She can’t commit to an apartment for a long time or a city and obv not me either
I also feel like she was addicted to social media and her entire feed was just man hating feminist garbage
Idk man maybe if I was HTN and she wouldn’t have left me I doubt it. The thing nobody talks about is your personality as an HTN is so much better. So if I was an HTN I wouldn’t even be the same person

yeah agreed as an htn you're able to feel truly more like urself and free so ur able to be way more personable which is what im mostly aiming for tbh. Hmmm I mean icl its gn be tuff just focusing on ascending rn without slaying (damn near close to offing myself from this) but id say ascend to htn and try getting smn better if u want to. If her entire feeds that garbage then not tryna be disrespectful but thats pretty indicative of a low iq and do you wat ur future kids to suffer from that yk.

 

[ER1887]

Because I was her first bf or guy she did anything with
She was a virgin Christian Chinese girl before she met me I feel like she has like an issue commuting to things
She can’t commit to an apartment for a long time or a city and obv not me either
I also feel like she was addicted to social media and her entire feed was just man hating feminist garbage
Idk man maybe if I was HTN and she wouldn’t have left me I doubt it. The thing nobody talks about is your personality as an HTN is so much better. So if I was an HTN I wouldn’t even be the same person

Ughh feminist. Repulsive

 

[nishka]

Ughh feminist. Repulsive

Every girl is a feminist bro ofc it’s in the name

 

[nishka]

yeah agreed as an htn you're able to feel truly more like urself and free so ur able to be way more personable which is what im mostly aiming for tbh. Hmmm I mean icl its gn be tuff just focusing on ascending rn without slaying (damn near close to offing myself from this) but id say ascend to htn and try getting smn better if u want to. If her entire feeds that garbage then not tryna be disrespectful but thats pretty indicative of a low iq and do you wat ur future kids to suffer from that yk.

Yeah literally ascending without slaying is crazy and bro I am lowkey descended rn because of the swelling in my face I just feel scared even after surgery it won’t work then it’s going to be tens of thousands of dollars lost
Ik other people have it way worse most brown boys are like handholdless lmao but still it kinda sucks descending

 

[ER1887]

Every girl is a feminist bro ofc it’s in the name

Foids are worse than animals

 

[Glorious King]

@Jatt help him

 

[Jgns]

Yeah literally ascending without slaying is crazy and bro I am lowkey descended rn because of the swelling in my face I just feel scared even after surgery it won’t work then it’s going to be tens of thousands of dollars lost
Ik other people have it way worse most brown boys are like handholdless lmao but still it kinda sucks descending

I read smt about a guy taking a bpc and ghkcu and another compound stack and apperently his swelling has decreased by an insane amount really fast. Im planning on doing that too tbh, id look into if fs if i were u. Yeah agreed most brown guys are like that which is an insanely crazy thing to look back on once u get bettter bro shits insane tbh.

 

[nishka]

Foids are worse than animals

I don’t want to hate them but sometimes I say just the most mid bitches on hinge and they are just like way worse than me I know but they have infinite SMV just kinda annoying
They don’t even diet or shit or think about surgeries like what

 

[nishka]

I read smt about a guy taking a bpc and ghkcu and another compound stack and apperently his swelling has decreased by an insane amount really fast. Im planning on doing that too tbh, id look into if fs if i were u. Yeah agreed most brown guys are like that which is an insanely crazy thing to look back on once u get bettter bro shits insane tbh.

Yeah I was on bpc even hgh but ngl I feel like bpc is snake fuel because there is no research at all as for hgh it just increased water retention so ended up bad for swelling it’s only been 7 weeks and I had a whole ass trimax so I can’t expect too much so hopefully we can ascend man
I am just focusing on the physique now because the surgery took so much away lol

 

[Jgns]

Yeah I was on bpc even hgh but ngl I feel like bpc is snake fuel because there is no research at all as for hgh it just increased water retention so ended up bad for swelling it’s only been 7 weeks and I had a whole ass trimax so I can’t expect too much so hopefully we can ascend man
I am just focusing on the physique now because the surgery took so much away lol

fuck thats annoying, im not sure about hgh agreed it sounds like itd cause swelling. Mirin im built like a twink rn im just busy asf and worried that even if i hit the gym the months after where ill be unable to will bring me down to base status again. Mirin tho bro and hope we ascend theres so much juice to squeze from life if ur just able to

 

[nishka]

Actually I am trying to ascend mental rn which is really difficult because I don’t have a lot of friends
I am on fluvoxamine (SSRI) and trt hoping it does something

 

[inyerta]

Well this girl I was seeing on and off she said she can’t stop talking to me because she has low will power so I need to stop talking to her otherwise she will never find her husband. I just didn’t want her to blame me so I did stop talking to her and it jsut hurts to feel like I wasn’t good enough and idk
It’s not even just the looks she was obviously attracted to me it’s literally just my fucked in personality I told her about all the medicines and I take and my DJS and i feel like she never understood me but now I am sad lmao don’t know what to do
Hinge and tinder are not working so well for me rn idk why in the past it was fine
I live in Canada and I feel like brown hate is so high maybe that’s why I don’t get a lot of matches
Any advice?
@Jgns

 

[nishka]

fuck thats annoying, im not sure about hgh agreed it sounds like itd cause swelling. Mirin im built like a twink rn im just busy asf and worried that even if i hit the gym the months after where ill be unable to will bring me down to base status again. Mirin tho bro and hope we ascend theres so much juice to squeze from life if ur just able to

Actually if you can and don’t have surgeries then I would jsut start hitting the gym even if you lose it later you will muscle memory and will get it back later this way you can really maximize all your time

 

[nishka]

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I love this forum it’s so funny

 

[Jgns]

Actually if you can and don’t have surgeries then I would jsut start hitting the gym even if you lose it later you will muscle memory and will get it back later this way you can really maximize all your time

wait acc? That makes sense tbh, thanks for the info bro. I gt figure out how to get my youth markers fully back and have them stay now thats like imperative rn.

 

[nishka]

wait acc? That makes sense tbh, thanks for the info bro. I gt figure out how to get my youth markers fully back and have them stay now thats like imperative rn.

Yeah just do as much as you can right now that’s kinda my regret I should have gymmaxed harder before my surgeries this way after my surgeries I can get it back way faster
Building muscle is like 3 x harder than just getting it back there is a lot of research on it

 

[Jgns]

Yeah just do as much as you can right now that’s kinda my regret I should have gymmaxed harder before my surgeries this way after my surgeries I can get it back way faster
Building muscle is like 3 x harder than just getting it back there is a lot of research on it

imma hop back in then fs, im not too focused on muscle tho icl, i kinda like the twinkier aesthetic as it could look better in the style im looking to wear but obv theres such a thing as too much muscle espc since im new asf. Thats lifefuel then ty bro. Can i send u pm and ask u if u think my plans good?

 

[nishka]

imma hop back in then fs, im not too focused on muscle tho icl, i kinda like the twinkier aesthetic as it could look better in the style im looking to wear but obv theres such a thing as too much muscle espc since im new asf. Thats lifefuel then ty bro. Can i send u pm and ask u if u think my plans good?

You can pm me but I don’t have the most knowledge I just know all the basic stuff even my ascending plan is basic af like rhino lip lift etc you should talk to Gemini 3.1 pro that model has good knowledge for plastic surgery

 

[nishka]

imma hop back in then fs, im not too focused on muscle tho icl, i kinda like the twinkier aesthetic as it could look better in the style im looking to wear but obv theres such a thing as too much muscle espc since im new asf. Thats lifefuel then ty bro. Can i send u pm and ask u if u think my plans good?

You should be man having muscle is the best like aesthetic not like too Bulky I feel like you can’t pull off Chad jawline with a skinny physique even Sean o pry looks weird when you look at him shirtless while someone like David laid is a good example

 

[Jgns]

You can pm me but I don’t have the most knowledge I just know all the basic stuff even my ascending plan is basic af like rhino lip lift etc you should talk to Gemini 3.1 pro that model has good knowledge for plastic surgery

oh alr appreciate that then imma look into it fs and btw u should def use pubmed aswell for some stuff according to shedontluv-u

 

[Jgns]

You should be man having muscle is the best like aesthetic not like too Bulky I feel like you can’t pull off Chad jawline with a skinny physique even Sean o pry looks weird when you look at him shirtless while someone like David laid is a good example

yeah icl it would look way better if i didnt have such a large skull but ig that means itll look better as time goes on then

 

[nishka]

oh alr appreciate that then imma look into it fs and btw u should def use pubmed aswell for some stuff according to shedontluv-u

I just wanna be less depressed because of this girl bs man like so much is going well in my life and yet I feel shitty sometimes I wonder if it’s the dutasteride but I ain’t giving up my hair lmao

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Well this girl I was seeing on and off she said she can’t stop talking to me because she has low will power so I need to stop talking to her otherwise she will never find her husband. I just didn’t want her to blame me so I did stop talking to her and it jsut hurts to feel like I wasn’t good enough and idk
It’s not even just the looks she was obviously attracted to me it’s literally just my fucked in personality I told her about all the medicines and I take and my DJS and i feel like she never understood me but now I am sad lmao don’t know what to do
Hinge and tinder are not working so well for me rn idk why in the past it was fine
I live in Canada and I feel like brown hate is so high maybe that’s why I don’t get a lot of matches
Any advice?
@Jgns

Quit being a little bitch.

 

[nishka]

Quit being a little bitch.

Hey buddy its no small thing do you know how many people kill themselves because of breakups

 

[Jgns]

I just wanna be less depressed because of this girl bs man like so much is going well in my life and yet I feel shitty sometimes I wonder if it’s the dutasteride but I ain’t giving up my hair lmao

honestly same bro, but im pretty sure dutasteride's molar mass is too high (i think arnd 530 or so) and pretty sure thats too high to cross the blood brain barrier, it might just be placebo from ur opinion on it affecting ur mindset coupled with ur current circumstance. After ascending def leave her noones deserves that type of bs in their lives tbh, find a prettier smarter more loving girl cause getting treated like a bitch by a bitch is infuriating.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Hey buddy its no small thing do you know how many people kill themselves because of breakups

It's because they're sissy fried rice. Not because of any break ups.

 

[secretAscendAnon]

Well this girl I was seeing on and off she said she can’t stop talking to me because she has low will power so I need to stop talking to her otherwise she will never find her husband. I just didn’t want her to blame me so I did stop talking to her and it jsut hurts to feel like I wasn’t good enough and idk
It’s not even just the looks she was obviously attracted to me it’s literally just my fucked in personality I told her about all the medicines and I take and my DJS and i feel like she never understood me but now I am sad lmao don’t know what to do
Hinge and tinder are not working so well for me rn idk why in the past it was fine
I live in Canada and I feel like brown hate is so high maybe that’s why I don’t get a lot of matches
Any advice?
@Jgns

Why would u tell her about ur insecurities
Average brown person behaviour

 

[nishka]

Why would u tell her about ur insecurities
Average brown person behaviour

It wasn’t about insecurities it was more about my interest just for the love of the game I actually don’t look THAT bad considering I am brown but whatever bro

 

[secretAscendAnon]

It wasn’t about insecurities it was more about my interest just for the love of the game I actually don’t look THAT bad considering I am brown but whatever bro

Post a pic of urself

 

[MagicalWaves]

Well this girl I was seeing on and off she said she can’t stop talking to me because she has low will power so I need to stop talking to her otherwise she will never find her husband. I just didn’t want her to blame me so I did stop talking to her and it jsut hurts to feel like I wasn’t good enough and idk
It’s not even just the looks she was obviously attracted to me it’s literally just my fucked in personality I told her about all the medicines and I take and my DJS and i feel like she never understood me but now I am sad lmao don’t know what to do
Hinge and tinder are not working so well for me rn idk why in the past it was fine
I live in Canada and I feel like brown hate is so high maybe that’s why I don’t get a lot of matches
Any advice?
@Jgns

im ugly tho nigga so whos living a worse life rn

 

[Jgns]

Post a pic of urself

hes an aryan sort of brown but tbf the idea that you cant vent to your girl is wild and just shows how degenerate these bitches are these days. Htn+ to vent only