Giga depressed after talking to parents

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Whats the point of even interacting with people of this is the view they hold??? I will literally just neet if i find the world to be like them , u know what , those whose whole is based on just mainstream belief , i feel i have a rough life ahead , u white guys atleast will have a much easier time to find people who have their own though process compared to an ethnic indian like me living in a place whose whole history has been based on following the order and view of the mainstream ,,, Their is no point damn, did not have a childhood with people to make deep memorable connections , my own old parents literally want me to be a slave to society, this way i will am to destined to be alone, u cannot expect a girl to even act like a mature human nowadays, fuck it

 

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Its like the more i open up to people ,the more my belief on the fact that life after childhood is over ,solidifies , rotting seriously is the best option if thier is a way to afford it