Deleted member 7753
If you only knew how good things really were
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I still feel like shit despite breaking up with her 5 months ago. I don't even miss her and I have an immeasurable amount of disgust, hatred for her and I am repulsed by merely thinking of her. And yet I feel my heart rate increase every time I see a picture of her. After going through what I did with her and the subsequent blackpill overdose after our separation I don't even want another girlfriend, knowing very well that she will most likely be a whore, either openly or in disguise, and even if she isn't she will still be actively looking for another more fit, good looking, tall, masculine, light coloured eyed guy than myself and give me up without a second thought. I don't even know what to do anymore.
