Carolus
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I have been away from this forum for almost 2 years now, ever since I got with my girlfriend and had better things to do.
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The relationship started out good for the first 3-6 months, with a lot of plus sides like her being loving, caring and all the good stuff. However she was also jealous and slightly controlling. Then we would fight a lot and have make up sex(all good). She got hormonal IUD, fighting got worse. I was becoming less and less of an ''emotional rock'' that women need. She would start fights 90% of the time and argue that it doesn't matter who starts because it takes two to fight. Her previous exes all laid down flat for her, so go figure.
She gets diagnosed with PTSD and BPD. She got some meds but not SSRIs. She became colder and less emotional. She has a fat ''best friend'' who tells her to take SSRIs and tells my gf to break up with me. Me and her sister said no to SSRIs. She takes them anyway. We have more sex but she is colder. We had a few ''fake'' break ups, and then we finally break up. She held the gun and I pulled the trigger so to speak(but she had most likely made her peace beforehand, brutal). She broke down and cried when I left though saying it felt unreal.
This was like 3 weeks ago. I went to her place 1,5 weeks ago to get the last of my things. It ended up in her sitting in my lap cuddling. Then I fucked her. I was still leaving afterwards, she cried and held my face and for that day it felt just like the beginning again, her emotions being pure of love and regret. I had to go travel in Europe for a week so I told her we will talk about this when I get back and she agreed.
Fast forward to last night when I was gonna ask her to talk she was unresponsive over text. I went to her place because it felt off. She arrived with another guy as I got there. I stepped out and told him to leave, so he walked off for a bit. They ended up inside the house, I knocked on the door and she called me saying he was leaving and for me not to hurt him. I told him I had nothing personal against him because he is probably unknowing, then I kind of threatened him to fuck off and he took my advice.
My ex-gf tells me she doesn't want to talk to me and that I should leave. Her fat pig friend calls her and tells her to drive off, which she does. I broke down I admit, told her she betrayed me, she said it was wrong to do that against me eventually. Then she said we can talk another day because it was too much right then and there. She talked with a soyboy behind my back when we weren't completely done. This is a first for me and I don't even know how to proceed. She's scared I'm gonna hurt that guy but I won't.
@Gonthar @MANLETprettyBOY @JimmyDreamsOfZygos @datboijj @JackHanma @JosephGarrot123 @Amnesia @turkproducer @StrangerDanger @CupOfCoffee @Xangsane @TsarTsar444 @Baldingman1998
Tagging some old users
Women are whimsical. Never forget this.
Relevant post, read it first
The relationship started out good for the first 3-6 months, with a lot of plus sides like her being loving, caring and all the good stuff. However she was also jealous and slightly controlling. Then we would fight a lot and have make up sex(all good). She got hormonal IUD, fighting got worse. I was becoming less and less of an ''emotional rock'' that women need. She would start fights 90% of the time and argue that it doesn't matter who starts because it takes two to fight. Her previous exes all laid down flat for her, so go figure.
She gets diagnosed with PTSD and BPD. She got some meds but not SSRIs. She became colder and less emotional. She has a fat ''best friend'' who tells her to take SSRIs and tells my gf to break up with me. Me and her sister said no to SSRIs. She takes them anyway. We have more sex but she is colder. We had a few ''fake'' break ups, and then we finally break up. She held the gun and I pulled the trigger so to speak(but she had most likely made her peace beforehand, brutal). She broke down and cried when I left though saying it felt unreal.
This was like 3 weeks ago. I went to her place 1,5 weeks ago to get the last of my things. It ended up in her sitting in my lap cuddling. Then I fucked her. I was still leaving afterwards, she cried and held my face and for that day it felt just like the beginning again, her emotions being pure of love and regret. I had to go travel in Europe for a week so I told her we will talk about this when I get back and she agreed.
Fast forward to last night when I was gonna ask her to talk she was unresponsive over text. I went to her place because it felt off. She arrived with another guy as I got there. I stepped out and told him to leave, so he walked off for a bit. They ended up inside the house, I knocked on the door and she called me saying he was leaving and for me not to hurt him. I told him I had nothing personal against him because he is probably unknowing, then I kind of threatened him to fuck off and he took my advice.
My ex-gf tells me she doesn't want to talk to me and that I should leave. Her fat pig friend calls her and tells her to drive off, which she does. I broke down I admit, told her she betrayed me, she said it was wrong to do that against me eventually. Then she said we can talk another day because it was too much right then and there. She talked with a soyboy behind my back when we weren't completely done. This is a first for me and I don't even know how to proceed. She's scared I'm gonna hurt that guy but I won't.
@Gonthar @MANLETprettyBOY @JimmyDreamsOfZygos @datboijj @JackHanma @JosephGarrot123 @Amnesia @turkproducer @StrangerDanger @CupOfCoffee @Xangsane @TsarTsar444 @Baldingman1998
Tagging some old users
Women are whimsical. Never forget this.
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