Girl i had a crush on a year ago used to talk shit behind my back, but it was my fault

[BlondKanyeWest]

a year ago i had a crush in this british girl i spoke with a lot (online bc girls in my area are all genuenly gross and i dont wanna even try with any of them) but during that era, 2024/25 i was such an unlikeable piece of shit that a lot of people downright muted me, because i acted like a rabid racoon, crashing out at people and not being rational, nowadays ive changed, but i ended up finding out that a lot of people talked shit about me during that era, including her, i am not sad, because i did deserve it, but i was shocked because that was the same timeframe when i had feelings for her, nowadays i dont, so that prob made the "blow" nonexistent, but i wonder what my reaction wouldve been if i kept the feelings.

 

[dariusfwb]

a year ago i had a crush in this british girl i spoke with a lot (online bc girls in my area are all genuenly gross and i dont wanna even try with any of them) but during that era, 2024/25 i was such an unlikeable piece of shit that a lot of people downright muted me, because i acted like a rabid racoon, crashing out at people and not being rational, nowadays ive changed, but i ended up finding out that a lot of people talked shit about me during that era, including her, i am not sad, because i did deserve it, but i was shocked because that was the same timeframe when i had feelings for her, nowadays i dont, so that prob made the "blow" nonexistent, but i wonder what my reaction wouldve been if i kept the feelings.

its better off that you lost your feelings if you found out she was talking shit about you

 

[BlondKanyeWest]

its better off that you lost your feelings if you found out she was talking shit about you

it was MUCH before, when she turned into a lesbian and started talking about getting tattoos, nowadays i just occasionally speak with her, but mostly about business related stuff.

 

[BlondKanyeWest]

it was MUCH before, when she turned into a lesbian and started talking about getting tattoos, nowadays i just occasionally speak with her, but mostly about business related stuff.

oh also the whole situation with her is what led me to this site, so ig i gotta thank her in a sense, if it wasnt for this place i would have taken braces, among other softmaxxes seriously.