Girls say i'm gross, quit garbage truck job, moving out of parents', other news

[soulless_npc]

Just turned 29. Virgin. Never had girlfriend. College drop out. Been gone for awhile, had a glimmer of hope for awhile but as usual reality brought me back down to hell. Spent three months working on garbage truck, absolute dog shit, horrible job, would come back exhausted every day and get stoned and collapse, shitty people, backbreaking shit. But figured it was manly shit to do so i did it, put on some muscle but fat too so now i'm just out of shape and i probably look worse than before.

I know it cuz i was out and about yesterday and a couple hot blonde Stacys were in booty shorts behind me and one of them audibly said "Eww" when noticing me. I felt my soul leave my body and my heart sink to my stomach and i saw red and i just wanted to fucking turn around and scream in her face but i figured that would just get me called an incel and shit so i just dipped outta there. SO now i know where i fucking stand, cuz i'm fucking 5'7" 130 lbs and i don't have a giant dick i can be a fucking manual labor slave worker who's wasted my fucking life destroyed my fucking body doing this shit and i cant even get my fucking dick in a pussy because i'm not fucking beautiful. I swear to god i feel like fucking roping and i would fucking rope if not for me feeling like it would fucking destroy my family. What hope is there for me living. What's the fucking point of any of this shit. I've given away everything I fucking cared about and I can't even enjoy the shit i used to enjoy anymore. Now i am addicted to weed, i got severe mental health issues, all kinds of shit, my head is all fucked up and i aint got shit to show for my time.

The only upside is now i got a lil over $3000 saved so now I can get a shit cheap apartment and get away from the gaslighting people in my hometown who say "i just dont work hard enough" and "be positive" and other stupid shit like that as long as i get a new job lined up, live off the extra living shit cheap for a little while and scrape by like every other poverty line lowest common denominator incel who punches walls in frustration and does drugs and drinks and screams like a possessed demon because bitches can get laid and do money not doing shit and you work like a fucking slave doing this shit and can't even get any of the simple shit in life like sex or a girlfriend cuz you are an ugly piece of shit .

In death we trust, till next time.

 

[ascendedd]

dnr but i liked cuz u seem like a good guy

 

[Red Fox]

dnr but i liked cuz u seem like a good guy

Good you dnr. Trust me. You wouldn’t be able to sleep for weeks…

 

[LowTrust]

@sergeant blackpill @GamerCel sound familiar?

 

[soulless_npc]

@sergeant blackpill @GamerCel sound familiar?

They got similar sitch?

 

[LowTrust]

They got similar sitch?

no, we finally found the person JPizzle larps as, now we know 100% that it is straight up larp, yo

 

[soulless_npc]

no, we finally found the person JPizzle larps as, now we know 100% that it is straight up larp, yo

its not...even sadder

 

[LowTrust]

its not...even sadder

i dont mean you larping, I mean my friend who larps as you, he stole your story and said it was him, now we found out how he got it, we caught him in the larp

 

[soulless_npc]

i dont mean you larping, I mean my friend who larps as you, he stole your story and said it was him, now we found out how he got it, we caught him in the larp

lol while i was gone? thats hilarious lol. im flattered in a way. im famous yay!

 

[LowTrust]

lol while i was gone? thats hilarious lol. im flattered in a way. im famous yay!

he changed a few details of the story to fit himself, but he still took the same narrative pretty much, and we believed him up until now

 

[LVZZO]

people in my hometown who say "i just dont work hard enough" and "be positive" and other stupid shit like that

They are right, if you accept where you are and your situation things might improve.
View yourself in the third person and maybe you can see it.
Like most people you are thinking putting your penis in a vagina will change anything, or even a gf, the problem is with yourself not others.
People around your age, your height, your face get to be happy and so can you.
You know that drugs or addictions will not end up improving the situation ever, short or long term, and you will end stopping it so better speed up the process and stop now.
Believe me when I say that when you fix most your problems, new people will just flow into your life, women too but they have the least importance.

 

[Deleted member 16970]

Go ER, rape idk why yall so docile. Whats the point of ur life? Pay taxes for single mothers? Buy of subs?

 

[soulless_npc]

Believe me when I say

Tell me how is your situation better than mine and how you made it that way and I will

 

[soulless_npc]

Go ER, rape idk why yall so docile. Whats the point of ur life? Pay taxes for single mothers? Buy of subs?

Im not docile thats the whole thing, I smoke weed because i'm a maniac but i cannot present that to society, and fuck no thats not the point of my life, my good years are disappearing before my eyes if not aready

 

[LowTrust]

You know that drugs or addictions will not end up improving the situation ever, short or long term, and you will end stopping it so better speed up the process and stop now.

giga cope, depending on the drug it can 100% help his situation, I think you're either trolling or bluepill redditcel, but this is .org where we don't do copes or virtue signaling

Believe me when I say that when you fix most your problems, new people will just flow into your life, women too but they have the least importance.

his main issue is probably inceldom though, not having sex for a few months takes enough of a toll, didn't experience teen love? Even bigger toll that will cause permanent damage, but, not had sex for 29 years? It's pretty much over at that point, it's pretty clear, that that is where the main issue is coming from

 

[forevermirin]

if ur sub 5 and didn't even bother getting a decent education then that's just bad decisions or prob unfortunate circumstances idk - ur still young enough to go to college and get a degree so u can work a white collar job maybe.

 

[lunin7]

OP, you aren´t alone remember that.

 

[forevermirin]

my good years are disappearing before my eyes if not aready

i know a guy who was refugee from the me, spend 20 years moving from country to country seeking asylum before he finally got it in the us - and at the age of 35 he started college in biotechnical engineering. hes graduated now and making close to 200k a year.

unless you think you're legit low iq i dont think u should give up hope on moneymaxxing. this guy wasn't particularly smart either b=probably avg iq if not slightly below. just never gave up.

 

[lunin7]

The legendary bible verse still remains true,

¨For those that have everything they will be given more, for those that have nothing even what they have will be taken away from them¨.

 

[soulless_npc]

The legendary bible verse still remains true,

¨For those that have everything they will be given more, for those that have nothing even what they have will be taken away from them¨.

Yea, that's y i'm gonna lose my fucking mind

The saddest thing is i don't even give a shit about money besides having what i need. My head and my heart are still stuck on all the sex i didn't get when i was younger. My heart is still tortured by the past. I feel like kms tho a lot. And i know that obviously as u get older bitches expect u to have money so it all becomes moneymaxxing. But i dont even know if i give a shit enough to play that game. Lifes short work when you have to work hard play harder. Fuck it

 

[SubSigma]

Just use 1k of that 3k to fuck an escort bro

 

[LVZZO]

giga cope, depending on the drug it can 100% help his situation, I think you're either trolling or bluepill redditcel, but this is .org where we don't do copes or virtue signaling

his main issue is probably inceldom though, not having sex for a few months takes enough of a toll, didn't experience teen love? Even bigger toll that will cause permanent damage, but, not had sex for 29 years? It's pretty much over at that point, it's pretty clear, that that is where the main issue is coming from

Lmao, weed will not help shit no drug can fix your life.
His main problems are the reasons behind inceldom not having sex itself. Anyone can pay for sex, 30min won't change your life.

Tell me how is your situation better than mine and how you made it that way and I will

I'm taking a masters degree, have friends and I'm much younger than you.
With perseverance, knowledge and discipline you will get better.

 

[soulless_npc]

Lmao, weed will not help shit no drug can fix your life.
His main problems are the reasons behind inceldom not having sex itself. Anyone can pay for sex, 30min won't change your life.

I'm taking a masters degree, have friends and I'm much younger than you.
With perseverance, knowledge and discipline you will get better.

but do u get pussy

 

[LVZZO]

but do u get pussy

Yes, I don't see girls for their "pussy", I swear everyone here puts pussy on a pedestal but p in v is nothing, relations with people is what valuable. A gf is valuable not for the sex but for the cuddling, intimacy, companionship etcc. And friends > Gf

 

[soulless_npc]

Yes, I don't see girls for their "pussy", I swear everyone here puts pussy on a pedestal but p in v is nothing, relations with people is what valuable. A gf is valuable not for the sex but for the cuddling, intimacy, companionship etcc. And friends > Gf

cool man

 

[DeformedCell]

Honestly i don't give a flying fuck about what's left of my familly would feel when i'm gonna rope, these degens are the reason why i'm here suffering in the first place.

 

[sergeant blackpill]

@sergeant blackpill @GamerCel sound familiar?

yeah hits close to home

 

[soulless_npc]

Honestly i don't give a flying fuck about what's left of my familly would feel when i'm gonna rope, these degens are the reason why i'm here suffering in the first place.

I think about it man, i would just write a long letter explaining that I'd rather die than grow old watching younger kids get to do what I never got to do, namely get laid and date and shit, while I become an old relic with thinning hair and a limp dick as an NPC in some shitty job somewhere going nowhere in life, all because I wasn't genetically gifted nor raised in an environment conducive to developing the alpha qualities needed to attract young women, or by the time I did it was too late anyway.

I wouldn't go ER or kill anyone or sum shit, thats so played out, just watch the news every couple weeks. I'd just probably go off in the woods somewhere where nowhere would find me and jump in a lake or somethin

 

[DeformedCell]

I think about it man, i would just write a long letter explaining that I'd rather die than grow old watching younger kids get to do what I never got to do, namely get laid and date and shit, while I become an old relic with thinning hair and a limp dick as an NPC in some shitty job somewhere going nowhere in life, all because I wasn't genetically gifted nor raised in an environment conducive to developing the alpha qualities needed to attract young women, or by the time I did it was too late anyway.

I wouldn't go ER or kill anyone or sum shit, thats so played out, just watch the news every couple weeks. I'd just probably go off in the woods somewhere where nowhere would find me and jump in a lake or somethin

I feel you

 

[soulless_npc]

I hate myself for ever being born, I hate the face I was given, I hate the height I was given, I hate the dick I was given, I hate dog shit manual labor as opposed to like using your brain and getting a college degree, I hate that dog shit manual labor ruined my body, I hate waking up alone, I hate going to bed alone, I hate getting stoned cuz I'm alone, I hate fapping, I hate having to fap, I hate the shitty feeling you get after fapping, I hate...life

 

[Lebgfinal]

Just turned 29. Virgin. Never had girlfriend. College drop out. Been gone for awhile, had a glimmer of hope for awhile but as usual reality brought me back down to hell. Spent three months working on garbage truck, absolute dog shit, horrible job, would come back exhausted every day and get stoned and collapse, shitty people, backbreaking shit. But figured it was manly shit to do so i did it, put on some muscle but fat too so now i'm just out of shape and i probably look worse than before.

I know it cuz i was out and about yesterday and a couple hot blonde Stacys were in booty shorts behind me and one of them audibly said "Eww" when noticing me. I felt my soul leave my body and my heart sink to my stomach and i saw red and i just wanted to fucking turn around and scream in her face but i figured that would just get me called an incel and shit so i just dipped outta there. SO now i know where i fucking stand, cuz i'm fucking 5'7" 130 lbs and i don't have a giant dick i can be a fucking manual labor slave worker who's wasted my fucking life destroyed my fucking body doing this shit and i cant even get my fucking dick in a pussy because i'm not fucking beautiful. I swear to god i feel like fucking roping and i would fucking rope if not for me feeling like it would fucking destroy my family. What hope is there for me living. What's the fucking point of any of this shit. I've given away everything I fucking cared about and I can't even enjoy the shit i used to enjoy anymore. Now i am addicted to weed, i got severe mental health issues, all kinds of shit, my head is all fucked up and i aint got shit to show for my time.

The only upside is now i got a lil over $3000 saved so now I can get a shit cheap apartment and get away from the gaslighting people in my hometown who say "i just dont work hard enough" and "be positive" and other stupid shit like that as long as i get a new job lined up, live off the extra living shit cheap for a little while and scrape by like every other poverty line lowest common denominator incel who punches walls in frustration and does drugs and drinks and screams like a possessed demon because bitches can get laid and do money not doing shit and you work like a fucking slave doing this shit and can't even get any of the simple shit in life like sex or a girlfriend cuz you are an ugly piece of shit .

In death we trust, till next time.

Same but I'm 17.

 

[GamerCel]

I hate myself for ever being born, I hate the face I was given, I hate the height I was given, I hate the dick I was given, I hate dog shit manual labor as opposed to like using your brain and getting a college degree, I hate that dog shit manual labor ruined my body, I hate waking up alone, I hate going to bed alone, I hate getting stoned cuz I'm alone, I hate fapping, I hate having to fap, I hate the shitty feeling you get after fapping, I hate...life

mogs me wtf
your facial hair is complete dog shit, u need to remove it
5'7 isnt that bad if you are in america as long as you are dedicated to looksmaxxing
4 inch lifts will make u 5'11

 

[Manletmachine]

Go ER, rape idk why yall so docile. Whats the point of ur life? Pay taxes for single mothers? Buy of subs?

Cause you’ll end up in jail and everyone will hate you and you won’t be able to post on incel forums

 

[BoredPrince]

You know that you have problems, you know what things you need to fix

Now go fix them

 

[Dr. Bludy]

 

[soulless_npc]

You know that you have problems, you know what things you need to fix

Now go fix them

I can't escape the feeling of failure, sadness and worthlessness that I feel and I won't escape it no matter where I go or how much money I make. I'm damned. If it's not over now it will be in another year

 

[BoredPrince]

I can't escape the feeling of failure, sadness and worthlessness that I feel and I won't escape it no matter where I go or how much money I make. I'm damned. If it's not over now it will be in another year

You really have 3 choices:
1. End everything
2. Continue to suffer
3. Improve what you can

No one said it's gonna be easy

 

[soulless_npc]

You really have 3 choices:
1. End everything
2. Continue to suffer
3. Improve what you can

No one said it's gonna be easy

No shit just saying over if unable to ascend and be sexually active soon

Would require being hotter, having a bigger dick, and shit that never will probably happen anyway

You can work and work and work and I have worked and worked and worked but eventually you go insane from lack of human contact and affection as well as the buildup of all your regrets and insecurities and you become a loser with a substance abuse disorder

 

[BoredPrince]

No shit just saying over if unable to ascend and be sexually active soon

Would require being hotter, having a bigger dick, and shit that never will probably happen anyway

You can work and work and work and I have worked and worked and worked but eventually you go insane from lack of human contact and affection as well as the buildup of all your regrets and insecurities and you become a loser with a substance abuse disorder

If I remember correctly @Amnesia started slaying around 30

Nobody can nor will fix your life, it's up to you

 

[soulless_npc]

If I remember correctly @Amnesia started slaying around 30

Nobody can nor will fix your life, it's up to you

Late bloomers

 

[dakchuh]

I hate myself for ever being born, I hate the face I was given, I hate the height I was given, I hate the dick I was given, I hate dog shit manual labor as opposed to like using your brain and getting a college degree, I hate that dog shit manual labor ruined my body, I hate waking up alone, I hate going to bed alone, I hate getting stoned cuz I'm alone, I hate fapping, I hate having to fap, I hate the shitty feeling you get after fapping, I hate...life

bad news: you look 13 and 30 at the same time. ur eye area cucks you and the bloat isnt helping.
good news: your not terribly deformed
bad news again: you're probably MTN or weak MTN. meaning invisible in 2023. your eye area really cucks you.

unless u got a legit microdick its not over. PE works so you can always stretch your dick to a nonlaughable size.

at your point you should work on finishing education so you dont have to do manual labor with deathniks and illegal immigrant coworkers. plus going back to school will give you another chance at meeting women. you may have to settle for LTBs or weak MTBs though.

 

[soulless_npc]

bad news: you look 13 and 30 at the same time. ur eye area cucks you and the bloat isnt helping.
good news: your not terribly deformed
bad news again: you're probably MTN or weak MTN. meaning invisible in 2023. your eye area really cucks you.

unless u got a legit microdick its not over. PE works so you can always stretch your dick to a nonlaughable size.

at your point you should work on finishing education so you dont have to do manual labor with deathniks and illegal immigrant coworkers. plus going back to school will give you another chance at meeting women. you may have to settle for LTBs or weak MTBs though.

not good enough, I have to do better