Go with the flow (settle), or chase the white rabbit?

[White_Bwoi]

There is nice bodied mtb head over heels for me, but I'm rather reserved (SHE asked to kiss on the first date not me lol), or chase the HTB's, and basically be volcel for quite a long time?
Im attracted to her sexually & there is a great talk going on but I don't give a shit because I have potentially better options?

I ascended quite a bit from January (lost like 7kg) and im beggining to MOGG everybody basically, but IRL not translate to online dating (worse quality girls),
im aware I ask a question as a 30+ unc at the forum full of 16yo Indians, but maybe some quality user will reply, lol.

So go for it & eventually dump her? Or just go for what I find attractive = 0,1% of women ?

I think I tell her im not ready for "something serious" and just fuck around with her

 

[White_Bwoi]

Or are we destined to be unhappy with mid-bitch - getting chad treatment?
Im more enthusiastic about true attraction - why the fuck will I give her the blackpilled bliss of a mogger that fucks her, but I deny myself the possibility to do the same with htb, fucked up world buddies, but that htb have infinite options so it;s not violable unless met IRL