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While I was walking outside (in my head, remembering the times I did) I had an epiphany about my suffering in this life. Everyday I'm getting kicked by god and it's hurt so bad. And when I try to acclimate, finally! I'm getting kicked again and a whole new series of suffering begins. And now I'm realizing - I am a stone. Sometimes when we walk outside we would notice a certain stone and would just kick it. Why? Really, there is no particular reason. Maybe minor details about the shape or size but it could've been many other stones.
And here's the phenomenon: Once you kicked that stone, you will want to kick it again. And again. And again. And again. Until you get sick of it and give it a huge kick and finish it off. All the stones around are uninteresting and you leave them to be. They can do whatever they want and no one kicking them. But you got kicked and there's no way to stop the momentum. The next kick is coming. Would it be the final blow? would it be another (relatively) minor one?
Who knows, but I'm the moving stone. God chooses to play with me and it hurts. But the stone can't talk to god, the stone shall get kicked.
And here's the phenomenon: Once you kicked that stone, you will want to kick it again. And again. And again. And again. Until you get sick of it and give it a huge kick and finish it off. All the stones around are uninteresting and you leave them to be. They can do whatever they want and no one kicking them. But you got kicked and there's no way to stop the momentum. The next kick is coming. Would it be the final blow? would it be another (relatively) minor one?
Who knows, but I'm the moving stone. God chooses to play with me and it hurts. But the stone can't talk to god, the stone shall get kicked.