Chintuck22
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This is very judgemental for me to say it, but i've been praying to god for the past 30 days just to feel better and have something positive in my life going on, i began praying and I modestly expected that I would at least feel better than before, or that at least something positive would start in my miserable life. Of course, as the imperative of nature dictates, nothing has changed for the better, I feel worse than ever in my life before because I have nothing to be happy about.
If you are like me, you are meant to suffer, this is a curse. An understandable scenario would be that I was born in Ethiopia on the edge of starvation and that I was sick, it would be understandable because everyone around me is like that. But here I am surrounded by everyone who has it somehow better than me.. This is not fair at all, this is a curse from birth, why am i destined to be like that, i hate the day i was born, i have NOTHING to be happy about, ER atleast had his bmw but i have nothing.
In the vain threatens the abyss of hell, in the vain, life of the cursed man is, the waste of human nature. I'm going to resort to old rugged hedonism most likely and that's how i'll end this shitty life hopefully.
If you are like me, you are meant to suffer, this is a curse. An understandable scenario would be that I was born in Ethiopia on the edge of starvation and that I was sick, it would be understandable because everyone around me is like that. But here I am surrounded by everyone who has it somehow better than me.. This is not fair at all, this is a curse from birth, why am i destined to be like that, i hate the day i was born, i have NOTHING to be happy about, ER atleast had his bmw but i have nothing.
In the vain threatens the abyss of hell, in the vain, life of the cursed man is, the waste of human nature. I'm going to resort to old rugged hedonism most likely and that's how i'll end this shitty life hopefully.