God hates you

[iblamemandible7]

Lately I cant shake the feeling that God is furious at me and my life is a punishment for doing something horrible to him in a past life. Why else would God make me subhuman and ND? I cant handle what I feel when I look in the mirror. Ive never been able to handle it for my whole life. And for that reason I cant even blame others when they see me and cant control their reaction of visceral disgust that lots of you are familiar with. Its all in the eyes. When I was 10 years old I used to come home from school and beg God to just make me look human like everyone else. He never answered. Im not mad at anyone and I cannot have hate for anyone when I can only direct it at myself, I just wonder why life is set up this way and for what purpose it serves.

 

[browncurrycel]

There is no purpose in life for people like us. They only people we can blame are our parents for choosing to give birth to us

 

[iblamemandible7]

The worst part is, the longer you're cursed to life as a subhuman, the more you look at people younger than you being treated with respect and humanity, and mourn what could have been for you. Nature is cruel and there's not even a reason for it. It's just a bad roll of the dice and that's that.

 

[slush]

There is no purpose in life for people like us. They only people we can blame are our parents for choosing to give birth to us

lol look at u dawg fcks this mindset

 

[iblamemandible7]

lol look at u dawg fcks this mindset

You must have been decent looking as a kid then if you dont relate to this

 

[iblamemandible7]

There is no purpose in life for people like us. They only people we can blame are our parents for choosing to give birth to us

How do you deal with thinking about what your life could have been had God not hated you?

 

[stck6]

Coping Mindset grow up

 

[CEO]

@iblamemandible7

God loves me, all glory to his name Dr. Mike!

 

[iblamemandible7]

Coping Mindset grow up

How so? Could you explain in more detail

 

[stck6]

How so? Could you explain in more detail

What's your age and how long have u been softmaxxing?

 

[LastTemp2]

I'm an athiest

 

[slush]

You must have been decent looking as a kid then if you dont relate to this

I looked like shit during a kid its js I'm htn now after puberty

worry bout things u can change

God always has a plan for you don't make shit worse losing hope in him

 

[iblamemandible7]

What's your age and how long have u been softmaxxing?

I'm almost 18 and have known about looksmaxxing since 16, no softmaxx can save me because I have a severe case of short face syndrome as well as multiple eye deformities. No matter how lean and tan I get with the best haircut my face refuses to look human.

 

[slush]

I'm almost 18 and have known about looksmaxxing since 16, no softmaxx can save me because I have a severe case of short face syndrome as well as multiple eye deformities. No matter how lean and tan I get with the best haircut my face refuses to look human.

damn bro

looks don't matter in india anyways

 

[stck6]

I'm almost 18 and have known about looksmaxxing since 16, no softmaxx can save me because I have a severe case of short face syndrome as well as multiple eye deformities. No matter how lean and tan I get with the best haircut my face refuses to look human.

Just don't feel , it's never over go and motivatemax.

 

[iblamemandible7]

I looked like shit during a kid its js I'm htn now after puberty

worry bout things u can change

God always has a plan for you don't make shit worse losing hope in him

You just have a different mindset than me because youre gl now. Im still ltn after puberty and I feel robbed of my humanity. Why didn't God give me the same opportunity as you? Im not jealous but curious

 

[stck6]

damn bro

looks don't matter in india anyways

Tbh icl in India it does for some case but personality > looks

 

[iblamemandible7]

damn bro

looks don't matter in india anyways

Im in America, Ive been treated like an animal, literally as a subhuman, for as long as I can remember, since 4 maybe

 

[looks>books]

Lately I cant shake the feeling that God is furious at me and my life is a punishment for doing something horrible to him in a past life. Why else would God make me subhuman and ND? I cant handle what I feel when I look in the mirror. Ive never been able to handle it for my whole life. And for that reason I cant even blame others when they see me and cant control their reaction of visceral disgust that lots of you are familiar with. Its all in the eyes. When I was 10 years old I used to come home from school and beg God to just make me look human like everyone else. He never answered. Im not mad at anyone and I cannot have hate for anyone when I can only direct it at myself, I just wonder why life is set up this way and for what purpose it serves.

What do you look like

 

[slush]

Tbh icl in India it does for some case but personality > looks

no its money > looks I talked to some Indians I was tryna blackpill them and they kept talking about money and arrange marriage jfl

 

[slush]

Im in America, Ive been treated like an animal, literally as a subhuman, for as long as I can remember, since 4 maybe

fck bro hardmaxx

 

[stck6]

no its money > looks I talked to some Indians I was tryna blackpill them and they kept talking about money and arrange marriage jfl

can never be good

 

[santnewgen]

i dont believe in such thing, the idea that humans created it for the sole reason to feel the need of a purpose in life and a way to control others

 

[slush]

What do you look like

why would u even get into bp

I got in cuz I knew I have good base and potential

 

[slush]

can never be good

as long as they tap

 

[iblamemandible7]

What do you look like

I have a very bad case of short face syndrome and a chin to philtrum ratio of 1:1. My mandible is recessed and too short, my chin is recessed and too short, and my midface is long. My face is extremely assymetrical and my nose is crooked one way. I have prey eyes with high uee. Overall I would say 3/10 on a good day

 

[stck6]

Im in America, Ive been treated like an animal, literally as a subhuman, for as long as I can remember, since 4 maybe

just do what you could get some surgeries if its that bad hardmaxx look good and then go find someone.

 

[CEO]

why would u even get into bp

I got in cuz I knew I have good base and potential

Same reason here, BP is a double-edged sword. It's a blessing for some and a curse for most.

 

[iblamemandible7]

no its money > looks I talked to some Indians I was tryna blackpill them and they kept talking about money and arrange marriage jfl

Money is cope anyway, Id rather people be honest in their hatred for my genetics than lie around me 24/7 for what I own

 

[JustCallMeKash]

Real, I wont give up tho

 

[stck6]

I have a very bad case of short face syndrome and a chin to philtrum ratio of 1:1. My mandible is recessed and too short, my chin is recessed and too short, and my midface is long. My face is extremely assymetrical and my nose is crooked one way. I have prey eyes with high uee. Overall I would say 3/10 on a good day

Don't give up lad just do what could save u and never think of btw

 

[slush]

Same reason here, BP is a double-edged sword. It's a blessing for some and a curse for most.

u know if ur ugly you js know it,

u also know if u have potential or if its truly over

js never get in if ur ugly

 

[iblamemandible7]

fck bro hardmaxx

Im so fucked up I dont even know where to start, itll be 50k+ probably, I think I need bimax as well as implants, and of course God gave me health anxiety and PTSD because of medical issues as a child, I cant even go near hospitals, its over

 

[slush]

Money is cope anyway, Id rather people be honest in their hatred for my genetics than lie around me 24/7 for what I own

ya this is gon end bad bro make some money and change whats in ur hands

 

[iblamemandible7]

why would u even get into bp

I got in cuz I knew I have good base and potential

It all started innocently I was scrolling tt and found out about mewing, I dont know where it all went wrong but here I am now rotting on org 24/7, but really I got into bp the moment I was born, thats how it works if youre a truecel theres no escaping it once youre victim (ugly)

 

[slush]

Im so fucked up I dont even know where to start, itll be 50k+ probably, I think I need bimax as well as implants, and of course God gave me health anxiety and PTSD because of medical issues as a child, I cant even go near hospitals, its over

ya thats why u moneymaxx

hustle dude no one js gives money I'm dead broke rn my literal goal in life rn is 1k cash

and my rich friend js got 5k straight fucking cash from his grandma life ain't fucking fair nigga

do some about ur ugly looks and hardmaxx or keep crying

 

[iblamemandible7]

just do what you could get some surgeries if its that bad hardmaxx look good and then go find someone.

Im so ND I cant even talk to people, no idea how ill get a job and save up for hardmaxxing. Once I can afford everything I need Ill probably be a 30 year old loser and my life will be over.

 

[slush]

Im so ND I cant even talk to people, no idea how ill get a job and save up for hardmaxxing. Once I can afford everything I need Ill probably be a 30 year old loser and my life will be over.

ur 17 bro give it a break lot of shit can happen js lock in for a year straight and save up

 

[stck6]

It all started innocently I was scrolling tt and found out about mewing, I dont know where it all went wrong but here I am now rotting on org 24/7, but really I got into bp the moment I was born, thats how it works if youre a truecel theres no escaping it once youre victim (ugly)

Go and ntmaxx dude yk all it matters is money and if you move to india you'll find someone don't rott in bp get surgeries and stay confident

 

[stck6]

ur 17 bro give it a break lot of shit can happen js lock in for a year straight and save up

Yes and also don't expect insane results just stay consistent give it a good run and see what you could do @iblamemandible7

 

[iblamemandible7]

ur 17 bro give it a break lot of shit can happen js lock in for a year straight and save up

I feel like my life is one big cycle of reinforcement, let me try to explain. I was once normal when I was 4-5 years old maybe, had friends and was a totally normal happy kid, but the more I faced lookism the more it shut me off and closed me off from other people, things got exponentially worse in hs at 14, people were so cruel I developed a fear of people in general and now I dont even want to insult others with my presence

 

[slush]

I feel like my life is one big cycle of reinforcement, let me try to explain. I was once normal when I was 4-5 years old maybe, had friends and was a totally normal happy kid, but the more I faced lookism the more it shut me off and closed me off from other people, things got exponentially worse in hs at 14, people were so cruel I developed a fear of people in general and now I shake when I think about insulting others with my presence

ok heres what I Want u to do

pin roids

and beat their ass

 

[stck6]

I feel like my life is one big cycle of reinforcement, let me try to explain. I was once normal when I was 4-5 years old maybe, had friends and was a totally normal happy kid, but the more I faced lookism the more it shut me off and closed me off from other people, things got exponentially worse in hs at 14, people were so cruel I developed a fear of people in general and now I dont even want to insult others with my presence

Just don't give up man I've seen ltns with mtbs, htbs

 

[iblamemandible7]

ok heres what I Want u to do

pin roids

and beat their ass

The funniest part is my genetics prevent me from taking roids or hgh, I was planning to do both of those but my hair is so sensitive to test Im already balding as a natty 17 year old, and I have severe myopia which prevents me from taking hgh which was my last hope of ascending

 

[slush]

The funniest part is my genetics prevent me from taking roids or hgh, I was planning to do both of those but my hair is so sensitive to test Im already balding as a natty 17 year old, and I have severe myopia which prevents me from taking hgh which was my last hope of ascending

get a hair system

500 mg test + ai

 

[iblamemandible7]

Just don't give up man I've seen ltns with mtbs, htbs

I cant live as a ltn, even if I woke up tomorrow and everyone treated me like an htn but I was ltn in the mirror, I would still be the same pathetic weak person I am today because of a lifetime of being ltn. At this point I cant even tell if I want to look good to others or just to myself

 

[stck6]

The funniest part is my genetics prevent me from taking roids or hgh, I was planning to do both of those but my hair is so sensitive to test Im already balding as a natty 17 year old, and I have severe myopia which prevents me from taking hgh which was my last hope of ascending

Just go for surgery atp don't cry here you can do a lot better and seek a therapist

 

[stck6]

I cant live as a ltn, even if I woke up tomorrow and everyone treated me like an htn but I was ltn in the mirror, I would still be the same pathetic weak person I am today because of a lifetime of being ltn. At this point I cant even tell if I want to look good to others or just to myself

Bp ruined you here man

 

[iblamemandible7]

Just go for surgery atp don't cry here you can do a lot better and seek a therapist

Therapy is cope it did nothing for me

I think I have so many mental obstacles and reality obstacles ill always be subhuman

 

[madma]

There is no purpose in life for people like us. They only people we can blame are our parents for choosing to give birth to us

My parents mog me so I cant blame them