God is keeping the wrong person alive

[BelowAverage]

Honestly if your so retarded u can’t kill yourself u must be destined for this world

 

[taai]

No not him. Sounds stupid but i skipped school and that just reminded me if that i cant function in soceity ill never hold a stable job and cant even finish education

It's ok. I skipped multiple times to the point of almost getting expelled of hs and uni too (too many exam no shows).

I have a job which I can barely cope with but the fact that you can't go further means that you really don't want to do it.

 

[xtenben]

Every fucking time i try to kill myself i fail. I wanted to buy something stronger to OD on because phenibut wasnt enough and i couldnt get myself to hang myself or jump of a building. So i bought datura seeds with the last bit of money in my bank account and accidentally typed in the wrong house number while ordering so i had to go pick it up at that persons house but no one was home TWICE, just fucking walked around the forest smoking a cigarette i stole from my mom making pathetic attempts of slicing a vein and ended up just covering my clothes and arm in blood, tried to sleep there too because i didnt go home but couldnt fall asleep and just walked back out the forest in the dark (luckily for me there was moon illumination). At this point i dont know if i could even do it if i was handed a shotgun. in the end nothing happens and im venting about this to guys on .org who will DNR me anyway because irl i have no one to talk to about this

your life is worth living. "things don't get easier you just get stronger". Don't give up on yourself. to have the highs you need the lows and the time will come when you can fully appreciate life for what it is. Take it day by day. if you need someone to talk to. hit me up.

 

[TechnoBoss]

If someone told you they're suicidal IRL would you react like this aswell? The vent function is here for a reason, some people don't have others to talk to and they're reaching out here as a last hope.

@TechnoBoss Commenting shit like this under vent posts should be punishable ATP.

Just know if something ever happens to this guy, your last words to him were meme'ing and telling him you don't want to read his posts. Just ignore it if it bothers you so much.

Yes it's very sad but some people don't think about it like that. Some people think they're just joking around and it shouldn't be taken seriously (and I can understand that to an extent)

A lot of people don't think of people on the other end of the comments they make as being real people.

It sucks, but it is what it is. People aren't required to care.

 

[Dorogi]

It's ok. I skipped multiple times to the point of almost getting expelled of hs and uni too (too many exam no shows).

I have a job which I can barely cope with but the fact that you can't go further means that you really don't want to do it.

Ive had 3 diffrent schools in 2 years and got fired from my first and only job within a month. I dont want to kill myself but i have to

 

[taai]

Ive had 3 diffrent schools in 2 years and got fired from my first and only job within a month. I dont want to kill myself but i have to

Why you have to?

 

[guardianofagartha]

if you wanna try to kill yourseld youre just a selfish fag with no empathy whatsoever

 

[Dorogi]

Why you have to?

I cant change ive tried

 

[Dorogi]

if you wanna try to kill yourseld youre just a selfish fag with no empathy whatsoever

my mom wants to put me in some institution type boarding school and my younger sister hates having me around the house. I dont think id wrong anybody by ending it

 

[xzylecrey]

Is it like family related, looks, financial etc thats making you feel down so much

 

[Dorogi]

If someone told you they're suicidal IRL would you react like this aswell? The vent function is here for a reason, some people don't have others to talk to and they're reaching out here as a last hope.

@TechnoBoss Commenting shit like this under vent posts should be punishable ATP.

Just know if something ever happens to this guy, your last words to him were meme'ing and telling him you don't want to read his posts. Just ignore it if it bothers you so much.

Its fine, i expected it from posting on .org might have to move to .is

 

[Instagram]

Every fucking time i try to kill myself i fail. I wanted to buy something stronger to OD on because phenibut wasnt enough and i couldnt get myself to hang myself or jump of a building. So i bought datura seeds with the last bit of money in my bank account and accidentally typed in the wrong house number while ordering so i had to go pick it up at that persons house but no one was home TWICE, just fucking walked around the forest smoking a cigarette i stole from my mom making pathetic attempts of slicing a vein and ended up just covering my clothes and arm in blood, tried to sleep there too because i didnt go home but couldnt fall asleep and just walked back out the forest in the dark (luckily for me there was moon illumination). At this point i dont know if i could even do it if i was handed a shotgun. in the end nothing happens and im venting about this to guys on .org who will DNR me anyway because irl i have no one to talk to about this

dont die with no pussy blud

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

If someone told you they're suicidal IRL would you react like this aswell? The vent function is here for a reason, some people don't have others to talk to and they're reaching out here as a last hope.

first off i didn't even read the post before i made the comment so i didn't know it was about suicide @TechnoBoss
second off, i doubt @Dorogi cares nonetheless

@TechnoBoss Commenting shit like this under vent posts should be punishable ATP.

Just know if something ever happens to this guy, your last words to him were meme'ing and telling him you don't want to read his posts. Just ignore it if it bothers you so much.

no i actually dmed him afterwarsd

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Yes it's very sad but some people don't think about it like that. Some people think they're just joking around and it shouldn't be taken seriously (and I can understand that to an extent)

A lot of people don't think of people on the other end of the comments they make as being real people.

It sucks, but it is what it is. People aren't required to care.

Its fine, i expected it from posting on .org might have to move to .is

Maybe i took it too seriously. That's my bad.

 

[guardianofagartha]

my mom wants to put me in some institution type boarding school and my younger sister hates having me around the house. I dont think id wrong anybody by ending it

but do you realize what life can offer

 

[shessonice]

Commenting shit like this under vent posts should be punishable ATP.

Why?

Sometimes it’s a low effort “I’m going to rope” post, and they deserve it.

In this case it’s a genuine vent.

 

[JoeNutz]

love you bro, if you're stuck in self destructive ways and unable to change do your best to not take life seriously, people suck existence is cruel and you're gonna die anyway

 

[Dorogi]

Is it like family related, looks, financial etc thats making you feel down so much

Not any of those. Its mostly just me probably

 

[gymceltard]

what do you not understand about it? My life is no diffrent from that of a sub5, i dont have any friends, my family hates me and theres nothing i like doing anymore i hate everything even that fuckass gym ive been going to for like a year and i hate rotting and playing vidya too now . I have no one and nothing to live for except that im to much of a pussy to fully go through with ending my life

I know it sounds like cope but you need to get a job. If you work at McDonald’s you can learn how to achieve tasks and not be a whiny basement rotter.

 

[Dorogi]

I know it sounds like cope but you need to get a job. If you work at McDonald’s you can learn how to achieve tasks and not be a whiny basement rotter.

I already tried and could only hold it for a couple of weeks before getting fired

 

[xzylecrey]

Not any of those. Its mostly just me probably

Sounds like your social and family arent that good but idk your life. I cast a talisman on you that will protect you

 

[taai]

I cant change ive tried

Give yourself patience and time

 

[Gamerspyy786]

not spiritual or religious. I just believe there will be nothing after i kill myself

You should look into spirituality in its fullest.

Explore all religions and come to your own conclusion on the truth. U can’t be dead set on what happens after death just off a whim

 

[ngannou]

Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ than you shall be saved

 

[nacrizar]

Every fucking time i try to kill myself i fail. I wanted to buy something stronger to OD on because phenibut wasnt enough and i couldnt get myself to hang myself or jump of a building. So i bought datura seeds with the last bit of money in my bank account and accidentally typed in the wrong house number while ordering so i had to go pick it up at that persons house but no one was home TWICE, just fucking walked around the forest smoking a cigarette i stole from my mom making pathetic attempts of slicing a vein and ended up just covering my clothes and arm in blood, tried to sleep there too because i didnt go home but couldnt fall asleep and just walked back out the forest in the dark (luckily for me there was moon illumination). At this point i dont know if i could even do it if i was handed a shotgun. in the end nothing happens and im venting about this to guys on .org who will DNR me anyway because irl i have no one to talk to about this

why not hop on gear and modafinil and shi like that and see how jacked and geeked you can become before you decide to end things? not gonna be worse than it is now and might be cool to see where it goes

 

[Dorogi]

why not hop on gear and modafinil and shi like that and see how jacked and geeked you can become before you decide to end things? not gonna be worse than it is now and might be cool to see where it goes

I bought roids the day after the first time i tried to kill myself. All it did was just make me worse

 

[Mythicos]

Well well well classic Rena Andou fan

 

[weepmeep]

Contact specialists, don't waste your best years. Find the strength to ask for help from those who can give it

 

[Dorogi]

Contact specialists, don't waste your best years. Find the strength to ask for help from those who can give it

id just get laughed at "you dont even know what stress is" the one time a teacher noticed there was smth wrong and told my parents i had burnout or smth my mother laughed and said i had nothing to stress about (we had this thing at school called coach hour and youd have a private convo with the teacher and i randomly started crying because i asumed i did smth wrong for whatever reason) that was years ago now but i just want to explain that when i assume i wont be taken seriously i have a reason

 

[nsk4ll]

Every fucking time i try to kill myself i fail. I wanted to buy something stronger to OD on because phenibut wasnt enough and i couldnt get myself to hang myself or jump of a building. So i bought datura seeds with the last bit of money in my bank account and accidentally typed in the wrong house number while ordering so i had to go pick it up at that persons house but no one was home TWICE, just fucking walked around the forest smoking a cigarette i stole from my mom making pathetic attempts of slicing a vein and ended up just covering my clothes and arm in blood, tried to sleep there too because i didnt go home but couldnt fall asleep and just walked back out the forest in the dark (luckily for me there was moon illumination). At this point i dont know if i could even do it if i was handed a shotgun. in the end nothing happens and im venting about this to guys on .org who will DNR me anyway because irl i have no one to talk to about this

why bro
i genuinely feel sad now
we can kill ourselves together

 

[Dorogi]

why bro
i genuinely feel sad now
we can kill ourselves together

Idk if i want to die i just want to get locked up in a mental hospital