God made me and my brother incomplete

[jbgenjoyer12]

My brother was blessed with good looks yet he's severely nd. He's a level 2 autistic, preverbal and can only talk a little bit. He doesn't speak in sentences unless it's singing. He can only repeat stuff back to you.
I'm really academically smart and people say I'm funny but I look like shit so none of it matters.
I've lowkey been thinking what if I stop doom scrolling on tiktok, rotting on forums and actually do something useful and help my baby brother to start speaking so he can have a normal future? There's no saving me so why drag him down with me? Our parents deserve someone who can continue their bloodline and it's most likely gonna be him.

 

[mycokismyglock]

My brother was blessed with good looks yet he's severely nd. He's a level 2 autistic, preverbal and can only talk a little bit. He doesn't speak in sentences unless it's singing. He can only repeat stuff back to you.
I'm really academically smart and people say I'm funny but I look like shit so none of it matters.
I've lowkey been thinking what if I stop doom scrolling on tiktok, rotting on forums and actually do something useful and help my baby brother to start speaking so he can have a normal future? There's no saving me so why drag him down with me? Our parents deserve someone who can continue their bloodline and it's most likely gonna be him.

God has his favourites it's that or he left everything up to the roll of a dice

 

[jbgenjoyer12]

God has his favourites it's that or he left everything up to the roll of a dice

Me and my brother weren't one of them that's for sure. It's alright though I'll make sure he'll be happy, even if he can't speak, I'll take care of him.