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TLDR: GOD talked to me and told me to stay a virgin and stop stressing about women. Because they come and go, but GOD’s kingdom is eternal. Sexual desires were leading me to chronic masturbation and GOD told me the only way out is to stay a virgin and STOP MASTURBATING!
Backstory, was loosing my mind last night about trying to figure out how to get a wife here in America and realized it’s not worth it for me. I was lusting too much and came to the conclusion only GOD can get me out of sexual pornography addiction and masturbation. Either A) through finding a wife, which I think is out the window for at 6 months to a year because of my living situation and no job. Or B) Going on the insane righteous path of quitting the idea that I will EVER have sex here on this EARTH! Hardest pill to swallow yet, the MOUNT ZION PILL. I just hope GOD can rapture me soon, or worst comes to worst I wait years before the Antichrist rises to power and cuts my head off and I ascend to heaven.
Gonna try my best to not watch porn and stay a virgin because GOD wants me to be one of his chosen 144 thousand that stand on mount Zion with who follow the lamb (JESUS CHRIST) wherever he goes. I have gotten this far, age 25. Still a virgin, though been raped several times. So my new path is cellabacy unless I get a new word from the LORD.
I am no perfect one. I have watched countless hours of porn and still lust all the time. However, when I was 22 I stopped watching porn and fapping for 4 months and it was the best time of my life. Let’s see if I can do this. IN GOD I HAVE SALVATION AND SO DO ALL OF HIS CHOSEN! PRAISE his name YHVH and his sons name JESUS CHRIST who died for our sins who is the LAMB of GOD
Everyone has a different path for GOD’s kingdom. It seems like as the days progress, women are getting more attractive and we as men can’t help but lust after them. Celibacy is probably the hardest path to follow if you are a man over the age of 18. But I am confident many of you on here could possibly do it with me and be one of the 144 thousand. Amen
Backstory, was loosing my mind last night about trying to figure out how to get a wife here in America and realized it’s not worth it for me. I was lusting too much and came to the conclusion only GOD can get me out of sexual pornography addiction and masturbation. Either A) through finding a wife, which I think is out the window for at 6 months to a year because of my living situation and no job. Or B) Going on the insane righteous path of quitting the idea that I will EVER have sex here on this EARTH! Hardest pill to swallow yet, the MOUNT ZION PILL. I just hope GOD can rapture me soon, or worst comes to worst I wait years before the Antichrist rises to power and cuts my head off and I ascend to heaven.
Gonna try my best to not watch porn and stay a virgin because GOD wants me to be one of his chosen 144 thousand that stand on mount Zion with who follow the lamb (JESUS CHRIST) wherever he goes. I have gotten this far, age 25. Still a virgin, though been raped several times. So my new path is cellabacy unless I get a new word from the LORD.
I am no perfect one. I have watched countless hours of porn and still lust all the time. However, when I was 22 I stopped watching porn and fapping for 4 months and it was the best time of my life. Let’s see if I can do this. IN GOD I HAVE SALVATION AND SO DO ALL OF HIS CHOSEN! PRAISE his name YHVH and his sons name JESUS CHRIST who died for our sins who is the LAMB of GOD
Everyone has a different path for GOD’s kingdom. It seems like as the days progress, women are getting more attractive and we as men can’t help but lust after them. Celibacy is probably the hardest path to follow if you are a man over the age of 18. But I am confident many of you on here could possibly do it with me and be one of the 144 thousand. Amen