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Almost committed suicide today.
Was ugly from 11-16, treated like crap.
Somehow I ascended at 17 till like 24 by clearing up my face, contacts and gymcelling and most people around me
treated me way better, got invited out, got called handsome/cute a lot, made friends easier,
easier time with women, anywhere I go I would easily get at least 1 foid approaching and interested in dating.
Fast forward to 25, I let myself go and got fat, big belly depressed and angry at the world for how
shallow it is, also bitter of how some people treated me. I got ugly again
and femcels and incels destroyed me on the internet for not look like a male model.
I somehow got some tinder matches from beautiful women in poland but other than
that most people on the internet called me average except for the incels/femcels who told
me im ugly and to rope.
I dont know if I could ascend again like I did when I was 17, right how I am getting slim again, lost the belly,
more healthy, feel fitter but too scared to try to put myself out there, it feels like only women in Poland
and the Philipines will give me a chance.
Any advice would be helpful. This world and people are cruel and can really destroy you.
Was ugly from 11-16, treated like crap.
Somehow I ascended at 17 till like 24 by clearing up my face, contacts and gymcelling and most people around me
treated me way better, got invited out, got called handsome/cute a lot, made friends easier,
easier time with women, anywhere I go I would easily get at least 1 foid approaching and interested in dating.
Fast forward to 25, I let myself go and got fat, big belly depressed and angry at the world for how
shallow it is, also bitter of how some people treated me. I got ugly again
and femcels and incels destroyed me on the internet for not look like a male model.
I somehow got some tinder matches from beautiful women in poland but other than
that most people on the internet called me average except for the incels/femcels who told
me im ugly and to rope.
I dont know if I could ascend again like I did when I was 17, right how I am getting slim again, lost the belly,
more healthy, feel fitter but too scared to try to put myself out there, it feels like only women in Poland
and the Philipines will give me a chance.
Any advice would be helpful. This world and people are cruel and can really destroy you.