Going insane

[Mariner]

I feel like im not real and it has been like this for about 5 years now, its slowly ruining my life.
I have lost the only girlfriend I have ever had and all of my friends because of it. Its impossible for me to genuinly live in the moment and have a connection with another human. I feel like nothing exists, not even myself, it has come to the point where when somebody calls out my name I just dont respond because I forget what my name IS. I have already seen alot of therapists but nothing really helped even the medication they gave me was just bullshit.

Im willing to take psychadelics imo it will help.

 

[Mariner]

plus my imagination has completely vanished. I cant really form even a single thought its so fucked. When I was a kid I always used to imagine people around me which helped me alot and now I cant even do that.

 

[Kazey]

I have already seen alot of therapists

In my case, therapist doesn't help much since they're trying to treat an individual as a set of data. All cope. But that's my own experience.


Are you actually diagnosed with something so severe?.

 

[Mariner]

In my case, therapist doesn't help much since they're trying to treat an individual as a set of data. All cope. But that's my own experience.


Are you actually diagnosed with something so severe?.

I never got diagnosed i just refused to go see the therapists again as it simply was a waste of money and stopped taking the medication

 

[Verdams mum]

I feel like im not real and it has been like this for about 5 years now, its slowly ruining my life.
I have lost the only girlfriend I have ever had and all of my friends because of it. Its impossible for me to genuinly live in the moment and have a connection with another human. I feel like nothing exists, not even myself, it has come to the point where when somebody calls out my name I just dont respond because I forget what my name IS. I have already seen alot of therapists but nothing really helped even the medication they gave me was just bullshit.

Im willing to take psychadelics imo it will help.

Yo Reddit exists for a reason, get this vent of the sub forum off topic is strictly for racism, nigger

 

[Vllyxo]

I feel like im not real and it has been like this for about 5 years now, its slowly ruining my life.
I have lost the only girlfriend I have ever had and all of my friends because of it. Its impossible for me to genuinly live in the moment and have a connection with another human. I feel like nothing exists, not even myself, it has come to the point where when somebody calls out my name I just dont respond because I forget what my name IS. I have already seen alot of therapists but nothing really helped even the medication they gave me was just bullshit.

Im willing to take psychadelics imo it will help.

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