Going Outside Now Gives me A Dopamine Rush

[SwissArms]

So it's cold dark and raining I'm waiting at the traffic light to cross with my rain jacket on I have my hand on the presser (what ever the fuck you call the thing that turns on the greenlight to cross). Anyway I've my hand spread across presser in an open
dominant fashion, and this women comes on my left then turns and looks at my face then slightly squats down and adjusts her panties through her pants.

 

[subhumantrash]

Going outside spikes my cortisol for me, still trying to overcome it, on the bright side my T level will shoot through the roof if I push through it.