going through post cycle therapy has been mental torture for me

[uglyassloser]

so i came off, havent injected test for a month now and after week 3-4s its been fucking hell, im relapsing and having a second heartbreak about my ex from 1 year ago, anxiety is through the fucking roof, im at work almost having anxiety attacks trying my hardest to thug it out, im fucking negative all the time, im too scared to even leave my apartment tbh, just pure isolation, i dont really talk to people, even talking to people online is scary now, self doubt, feeling like my life is just over and that i should just ldar, and like 2 months ago i had none of these issues, i dont know if its in my head or if its just me being hypogonadal atm, someone give me lifefuel please

 

[Sayori]

so i came off, havent injected test for a month now and after week 3-4s its been fucking hell, im relapsing and having a second heartbreak about my ex from 1 year ago, anxiety is through the fucking roof, im at work almost having anxiety attacks trying my hardest to thug it out, im fucking negative all the time, im too scared to even leave my apartment tbh, just pure isolation, i dont really talk to people, even talking to people online is scary now, self doubt, feeling like my life is just over and that i should just ldar, and like 2 months ago i had none of these issues, i dont know if its in my head or if its just me being hypogonadal atm, someone give me lifefuel please

@goku21 this nga ran out of test and just raw dogged that shii, no pct as he was planning on blasting and cruising

keep in mind he was on test c dude, shii worse